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back again.
feeling much more relieved.
its finally week 7 of this semester.. 1 more week to term break.

n i made the decision to drop corp reporting cos it was the mod tt was killing me.
the decision came wif a price of cos.. a W grade for withdrawn mod since its past week 3.
but i dun reali regret it. though nw im left wif pathetic 3 mods, which is almost like bare minimum mods. n its also the onli sem im doing so few mods.

day n night i cudnt stop worrying abt tt bloody mod.
its a terror, which i wud need to face some other time again.
i flunked the first test badly. but it was not unexpected. cos i cudnt understand wat the heck the prof is teaching everydae.
but i dint withdraw jux cos i cudnt get over the first test results. bt cos i bore no hope towards catching up for the rest of the sem in time for exams.

anw, this week is all the midterm papers.
im ok wif it. nt too worried. cos its onli finance and managerial accting tests.
manageable mods.

yeah.. so im here wif all these boring updates.

i was gonna slp soon..bt tot i wud jux blog for a while to unwind aft all the mugging for assignments n tests.

i was looking at some old photos of Niaima n I.
some of which were taken in Koh Samui.
n i jux tot to myself... how i wish i cud hav a gd sun tan, hav a drink or 2 n do nth..
obviously these isnt gonna come true.

sometimes i reali wish i cud jux quit skol. go somewhere else whr it wud hav been so much easier to graduate wif a degree.
bt all the high hopes everyone sees in me, my dream of becoming an accountant or auditor... i jux cant bring myself to do it.

oh well, nw tt i hav dropped corp reporting I hope these negative thoughts will stop bugging me incessantly.

Thank God for the many angels ard me.



BacK By M3,
Joyce