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intercession last nite.....
BAD
i would say tt the YIG ppl were not leading last nite at all...we were all being LED....
Auntie Genevieve suddenly brought up an extra ting to pray and so did another lady...and the songs were terrible...
gave up playing after first 2 songs...we sang no other name, and we all started at wrong key and the ppl jux sang in their key wich is like,"@^%#"...... yeah...many songs were jux not following the guitar.... they sang their own, making me an extra guitarist in there....
so pissed like nutz... i was realli pissed until i changed the songs after first 2....all use simple songs and YET!...they still dint follow me. my final song,Give Thankz, failed too..... they jux not following me!!!...arh!.... and for all the fast songs, they sang slow, all the slow songs they sang fast....!!??!!....
realli will high blood pressure... and somemore Maddie wasn't there to back us up...in voice lah....
almost kept silent thru'out the intercession, other than the parts i had to "lead" la... ya....
yes, ttz extremely pissing to me the entire session......
i jux felt like standing up and get out of the room loh... it was like so many tings i cudn't take it....
like r we leading or u all leading?, can u all follow the guitar!and dun sing urself wich makes the song changed into another sng?...
wah will die or heart attack man.... it was so bad......Fr Vincent was inside. so i jux ren qi tun shen and stayed inside....
the ppl are overpowering us like dunnoe wat loh, e.g Auntie Genevieve!!!!!!.......
honestly arh, while we were preparing our intercesion stuffs, she and another auntie were sitting beside us and was supposedly to tok abt someting...and after discussing abt tt someting, she was still there and toking non stop and sitting right beside me loh.... was having a little toruble preparing...cos she tokin to Luke.....hee.... i noe veri evil la but realli la.... so i pretend to be resting my head on my palm and my thumb covered the ear....haha... otherwise it wud be even more rude if i walk away and sit elsewhere rite.....haha......
ok la, i shan't tok anymore...cos i sound so evil....EYB!EYB!....
[todae has finally come!]
BacK By M3,
Joyce
Joyce at 3/27/2004 10:17:00 AM :: link
Friday, March 26, 2004
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jux finished skol, skipping guitar foreva liao... dun intend to attend anymore... and obviously i get a bad testimonial one la,but heck la....i rather study or stay at hme den go guitar and c the teacher sleeping always.... hahaha....
todae had a last minute chinese compo test... as part of the CT2 marks, and ct 2 is postponed to start onli on next wednesdae..hahaha....ttz extremely good news... and todae i wore Clare's hairband thru'out the dae....and during maths lesson, Mrs ONg was informed abt many tings abt the skol rules regarding our hair....
hair longer than the eyebrow mus be pinned or put a hairband, and for those who hav veri short hair and cannot put hairband or wat musn't put hairband or pin becos they will be considered spiting the skol and will be booked for defiance!!...
and i heard from yang Yang, theres this gurl who put many pin cos her hair at the back was quite short after she tied it up...and she was booked!... becos she has too many hair pin and clips?!?!... wat the hell loh...she was trying to keep her hair neat and they book her!... mad...and same for those who wear prolly 2 hairbands...they say too fanciful?!...mad skol!...like tt oso book them!...
so i was tinking, the skol is mad and the skol is totally unreasonable loh.......
cos in other words imply thru their actions, it means,"NO SHORT HAIR ALLOWED!"....
unless u intend to make urself look like china doll, wif the fring like straight cut and right above the eyebrow!... wich apparently no idiot wud do tt....
so i figured i shud be glad we sec 4's are graduating... and WILL NOT RETURN... im not hoping, im telling im gonna do well and get outta this skol....
im waiting for tml to come...hav got 4th sat...and ttz when i get to c almost everyone...! =o)...
BacK BY M3,
Joyce
Joyce at 3/26/2004 02:26:00 PM :: link
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read back my alst time posts....
found myself changed from last year....
last year i tink im veri rash,impulsive, more enthu in studying, hav more typo errors updating posts, more swinging moods, and easily angry over tings......
this year a little different.....
BacK By M3,
Joyce
Joyce at 3/26/2004 01:19:00 AM :: link
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ok, paiseh for the obscene words in the tagboard... some one is posing off as me...
i tink mus hav been someone who noes Sarah yang Yang... cos her tagboard oso hav got one exactly the same comment made...but by her frend in the tagboard....
hai... last month i tink, i was posed off and said some realli disgusting stuffs....by the posers... and ruined my reputation... =o@.... haha....
veri veri tired from hearing many tings...some nagging,some irritatants, all sorts of craps la...
haha...havent been toking a lot in skol todae i tink...after skol ended.... veri like non-energetic laio mah... till now oso...haha...d/l some M.J songs... haha....
i veri veri tired....not in sleepy tired, but maybe mentally tired...heehee....im mentally unwell?... hahaha....dot...=oP...
ok...eh...mad le...anw,next week is CT week...
btw i forgot to mention, on wednesdae during choir practise... when i saw Val, i felt like asking her to slap me in the face and scold me again... cos onli when she scolds me i will wake up from my "sleep"....cos i can feel im starting to slack a little again...i dun hav much attention for studying la...like long hours?....yeah uh huh... always sms'ing... haha... toking craps to my frenz thru' sms'ing when i start to feel tired after studying...
and ct is next week!...dotz dotz....
im worried i wun do well for SS again...and for Science...
someone ask Mummy Val to nag at me....her kinda nag is = scold... which is actually working well la...temporary kind la but at least it has immediate effects...hahaha....
maybe becos when she scolds me, she is not at all ke qi in her words which can sound quite mean but truth...and i will realli listen to her....sometimes i study when i get reminded of Val scolding me.....heehee...quite weird i noe, but at least it workZ....
BacK By M3,
Joyce
Joyce at 3/26/2004 12:52:00 AM :: link
Thursday, March 25, 2004
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ok!...now,everyone alert!...i dint write the 'shud i increase my boob size......" etc.... some poser is...and i saw this at Yang yang'z blog....i tink was written as Soksok name....er some idiot r jux so bored...
[poser]pls get outta here before i kill u...thank you for ur co-operation....
BacK By M3,
Joyce
Joyce at 3/25/2004 09:50:00 PM :: link
Wednesday, March 24, 2004
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im tired...heehee...slept late last nite...but caught some sleep during the one hour maths lesson...cos Mrs Ong dint come skol... haha she set work for us to do, and i finished it before sleeping of cos!...haha...good gurl[as if!=oP]...haha....
had A Maths SSS... erm dint learn much la cos the teacher dint teach much either...hahaha...=oP...
walked back home wif Sheila...she was going to RM to meet her Ah Shui,Joyce[Water]... hahaha....heehee....
oh yesterdae, my mum gave me $$ to pay my 3 months phone bill!...heehee...finally....
she bought crabs and a whole chicken to cook for us... heehee....she actually bought 6 crabs home!... wow!....
yeah, and i ate 3 and she ate 3...my brothers dun eat all this stuffs one...haha...=oP... yeah... and i was stuffed!... plus the chicken she cooked, it was delicious....hahaha....
it's been years since she cook such a sumptous[?] meal... heehee....like having some celebration for someting like tt... haha but it mus hav been my nagging[to buy crabs and cook] tt worked... hahaha...=oP....
ok so im gonna be off soon... to revise some work catch a nap>in case tml too tired go skol<... haha... tonite got choir practise somemore!....haiz... im tired ok...so off i go now.... EYB!EYB!....
[neva desert ur frenz no matter what, thru' life and death...]
BacK By M3,
Joyce
Joyce at 3/24/2004 03:54:00 PM :: link
Tuesday, March 23, 2004
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noting much todae as usual....toked to Julie during recess... and after recess.... im happy....heehee....
anw, last nite someone actually said someting extremely sweet to me...i was realli like smiling thru' the nite?... heehee....
hmm...read a few blogs le... hai... im quite tired lately... now i've to handle this stupid swim meet thing....
i realli not gonna swim no matter wat...cos i promised myself before liao... heehee.... gonna fake hav gurl's ting... haha....
anw, no one is home...and later i've got homeworks to do!!...haha quite happy la.... cos at least im back at work and not slacking much...other than when i come online and update my blog la!...haha...
felt a little giddy during recess toking to Julie...saw tings moving arnd for a moment... whoo....scary....
todae was so totalli give up during maths lesson... for one minute or less i was extremely angry wif Eleanor tt grp....
becos mrs Ong was going thru' hmwk and which i dunnoe how to do... and they were all shouting they noe how to do!...and i was like sitting there,"wth loh! sometimez they shud keep quiet becos not everyone can do!"....
den in the end they went thru' some qns which THEY DUNNOE HOW TO DO and i could do and jux sat on the chair and slouched, den Jerlyn Rachel celestine they all said i veri relaxed sit until so comfortable wif one hand stretched to Pozhi's chair hahaha... but they dint noe i gave up till i told them....haha....now later i've gotta go and re study tt work hai.....
but was veri funny, everyone was turning arnd or knocking my chair asking me questions and i cud answer them...but yet i cudn't do my own work!...weird ah?... heehee....
so in the end the entire period of lesson i was busy teaching people how to do and not even practising my own...hahaha...
oh well!...ttz me...maybe gotta study mugging a lot at hme next time round.... maths is becuming hard for me... the hmwk realli confused me out...=o(....hmwk here i come... EYB!EYB!
BacK By M3,
Joyce
Joyce at 3/23/2004 02:54:00 PM :: link
Monday, March 22, 2004
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read Maddie's blog and everyone's else...
dint quite understand a lot of tings.... y did maddie send tt email to read her blog...one of her SMU frend passed away playing frisbee.... sudden heart attack...
i wasn't upset or wat maybe cos it's not my frend.... i dunnoe wat's maddie feeling rite now either , cos im not her....
ok...maddie said dun complain.... but im not gonna complain, but nag!...
the skol caught Zilei[counsilor] for her hair being messy?!!?... erm doesnt make sense here la realli...
other counsillor wif short hair neva kana caught and had to catch Zilei...i dunnoe why but i tink the skol is trying to be "funny"...
todae, we had a new classmate...last year's batch 4D gurl had to repeat.... Liting or Liping...one of the name la...cant catch her name....
feeling headache...toked on the phone for an hour wif Vanessa[Tan].... i was bored doing SS homewk needed to be handed in tml... im left wif 2 essay qns and two parts of source based qn....den msged Julian.... and ttz bout it so far of the dae...i went to CP wif Sarah,Zilei and POZHI....haha she was back in skol!...[Pozhi was MIA for a long time]....heehee....
den came home la.....tired as usual....
realized CT is next week!...not next next week..... oh shucks.... i hav yet studied!... heehee i feel science gonna be wat i fail still.....
i went skol todae wif draggy feet, and felt like puking.... everyone saw my face pale like a paper.... i dint noe why la... but had no appetite for recess and dint eat....i onli ate Lunch....dun tink eating dinner either...
food doesnt whips up my appetite anymore....mite even make me lose my appetite...hahaha....
hate looking at books...but dun seem to hav a choice here la... who ask me wanna go JC... heehee....
my new aim, either get into CJC or SAJC.... or whereva Er jie goes la.... inseperable...my railing and clutch like tt hahaha...=oP.....
ok im not saying more.... EYB!EYB!....
and everyone, take care of urself!....
[neva desert ur frenz no matter what, thru' life and death...]
BacK BY M3,
Joyce
Joyce at 3/22/2004 06:44:00 PM :: link
Sunday, March 21, 2004
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yesterdae went for the retreat in sfx, from 2-9.30....tired....went without food waiting for "someone"... haha....
den went for late dinner together wif Mummy Val,Julian and Matthew...enjoyed listening to Matthew's "jokes"...haha... he was toking abt his army room mates all got diff. sorts of problems...den theres one guy who has heart problem when got loud noise...den when the "boss" comes and screams at him, he wud tell him,"shhh....shhh![points to the heart]".... heehee... realli like so joker....haha....and another who cant be in contact wif sun...den i mentioned like Michael Jackson...
haha.... i tink Val and I noticed tt there were 2 guys wearing pink shirt, one wif f*** bands on the wrist and wears a pink earring somemore!....hahaha....
the 2 guys were wearing pink becos to pei he the gurlfrends clothes?[PINK!]....hahahha....
i realli found them veri, YUCK...cos i HATE/DISLIKE guys who wear pink or any other gurl-like colours....
cos they would look gayish... which i hate....haha....ttz y i always say Darius is a gay[although he's not la i noe!]....haha...
ya...den dinner was over...and i took a bus wif Mummy Val home....den she was toking abt my studies and abt "someone".... hahaha.... ya....den i was kidding wif her hope she will be tortured by the kids in her class...haha..quite evil la...bt i forgot to tell her was jux kidding before i alighted the bus....hahaha.... nvm stil later wil sms her tt....hahaha...
i noe she not xiao qi sort la, but i prefer to jux say i was kidding la....haha.....
den i reached home....sms sms sms...den tot of sms'ing Er Jie in case todae wake up late and dun get the chance to wish her good luck for her biathlon... and at tt time it was like 1+?...and surprisingly she replied...haha..... she was too nervous to get to sleep...told her to count sheeps or lay up a table and put bks on the table and pretend in skol and slp.... hahaha.... dunnoe whether it works not...heehee.... but it works for me if i cant get to bed....hahaha.....
yeah ttz tt for todae, tml hav got skol so beta to go check all the hmwks whether they are done yet not....haha dun wanna go skol kana scolding ah..hahaha.... ok so.....
EYB!EYB!...
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Joyce
Joyce at 3/21/2004 11:10:00 AM :: link