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hahaha.cos i was watching Guess3.den 1 of it was musically talented beauty.
? or "smell"hahaha..direct translaction?=P.
she brings out that self confidence wif her voice,posture.everything!it's really WOW!!!
my new idol!hahaha that violinist.
that's wat makes me interested in violin now.haha.
i used to like violin a lot when Maddie took it but den i've no time,no money.haha.
cos near O's year.
now im interested again.hahaha.
i would love to take it.honestly.i tink women-violinist are attractive people.
they've got that great charisma in them.
hopefully i can take it if my skol schedule allows for next sem.
women violinist are my new idols.esp tt girl.hahaha.
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finally,last paper's over.
but it dint go very well,had one question dint noe how to do out of 5 questions.
consisted of 20 marks.
but well,its over.im not gonna hog onto it.yup.
im very sleepy still.came home at 12+pm.den slept for 2 half hrs.
den ate,watch tv n now here.
will be heading to sleep more soon.
dunnoe whether will get back full energy by tml.haha.
anw,still abit "not myself".but not as bad as the past few daes.
tml's 4th saturdae!!will be heading for lunch wif Naima first den go.
YAY!!!!hahaha.having lunch wif her is lotsa fun.
anw,planning to travel abroad during the 1.5 months hols.
might go wif Bianca.but theres onli the 2 of us.cos others have exam n some cant go.
so we r gathering ppl.otherwise we might jux go on our own.
jux to have fun.... relax.=)
but dun intend to get guys to go if lets say theres 2 of us den 1 more guy.
like so awkward.hahaha.den the poor guy will sleep alone every night by himself.
hahaha.so poor thing.most likely i won't approach guys to go.
unless its Luke.hahaha.dun ask me why jux tot of him.hahaha.=P.
anw,realli happy todae la.no more paper n mugging!!!!!!!!!!
EYB!
BacK By M3,
Joyce
Joyce at 8/26/2005 05:54:00 PM :: link
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
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still not feeling very well.
todae is my zao-sia.n im still not in contact wif my touch.
wat was scary was while bathing this morning.
first thing i did was bath after waking up, n for a almost the whole 30 minutes i couldnt wake up.
as in i dint feel as though i was touching the water,holding the shower etc.
the feeling ain't good at all.
my touch ain't there.
i dunnoe if its becos im not having enough sleep but doesnt seem very much becos of tt.
n the whole dae i've been behaving like that.
i noe wat im toking n doing.but it feels like i can't stop at times.
feels like routine duties that my body is used to n jux do it automatically.
feels like that.
its pretty bad todae.that sense of touch ain't there.
even now.i see myself typing but sometimes i dun feel the keyboard is there under my hands.
my mind in drifting far away from wat im doing sometimes.floating near me somewhere.
find me a psychiatrist.
BacK By M3,
Joyce
Joyce at 8/23/2005 08:34:00 PM :: link
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losing my senses.
todae[mondae] went for stats paper.wasn't too bad.considering i was sick.
came home,rest,watch tv n studied.
feeling much better todae.was onli left wif headache todae.
anw,i couldnt seem to differentiate clearly at times whether im sleeping or wide awake.
a little giddy sometimes[like now].
i dunnoe why.maybe its the after-effects of the medications?
a little worried about it.
furthermore, it's the exam week.
physically not feeling very well afterall todae.
the giddiness.
anw,i saw this quote in Maddie's blog-
Trouble is a part of life.
If you don't share it,
you are not giving the people around you
a chance to love you enuff.
first thought in my mind,"was it because of the korean vcd i lent her"
hahaha.
cos the leading actress in the show always keeps trouble to herself so as not to worry ppl around her.
i thought that it was meaningful.but den again i love the korean shows when the girls r like that.=P.
BacK By M3,
Joyce
Joyce at 8/23/2005 01:55:00 AM :: link