yesterdae for choir practise was realli fun...cos i played with Caitlyn and Joshua... the 2 took markers and drew my face[no ink] but later Joshua took one wif ink and drew it on MY FACE...den Caitlyn took one wif ink oso and drew on Joshua...haha...veri funni den later since we had to clean up the face, i took water and tissue paper and they ended up playing wif it and wet the floor and Joshua wetted his pantS... haha... babysitted the two of them until choir went down for fellowship and i onli had to babysit Caitlyn guess she got sticky wif me since last week...and taught her may tings, like how to clean the table throw her rubbish.... she picked it up fast...and they realli love fishes i guess, they keep goldfishes at home....
after choir was tinking of rushing home and study SS[todae's paper] den wanted to say goodbye and farewell to Erica cos my bro could send her back but she dragged me...so i tink i jux went along lah...realli got a little frustrated when i got home cos realli tired like shit and had to study for SS...sigh and heard all Erica's "soo ku"...all her troubles...but i realli dun understand why she wont tok to jux Andrew...why mus drag me along?....mm...dunnoe why so....like tt lah...
when i was abt to fall asleep, i on the radio real loud and shut the door, on the air con... my mum came in and got scolded by me cos she lowered the volume...i dunnoe why i scream at her oso lah...becos i could still hear the radio clearly... but i jux wanted it so loud and blast my ears off...mentally unstable?....maybe lah....
so todae had SS and E Maths Paper 1.... SS was ok?...i tink so lah cos i realli wrote a lot of tings in the structured essay question and source based.... and i realli like thanking GOD when i did the paper cos i onli studied for 1 pathetic chapter and neva even finish reading all...but it came out on tt chapter too...wah heng siah...but den the source based was quite hard lah cos i neva study tt chapter so i made all the weirdest answers up....for E Maths paper, i found it "terrible" cos i had such a bad headache while checking thru' my answer scripts... realli bad.... but the paper itself was ok lah not veri hard but there are few questions veri hard....but i tink can manage a good pass grade...but i dunnoe abt whether my answers correct not lah... the invigilator[my pe teacher] collected those who hav decided to hand in earlier one...so i handed it in earlier cos i realli couldn't stand looking thru the scripts...realli shiting headache siah.... but so far i tink the papers are alrite lah.... but i dun wanna take BIO PAPER!!!.... i will freak out one loh...sigh! and its next tuesdae....
gonna study chinese later....mm now lets tok... oh oh now i noe what i wanna say!....
yesterdae, after sending Erica back, walked to the bus stop to take bus home and was tinking....,"i tink i noe how Julie feels now..." becos of the other time wat she told me and i realli tink i noe how she feels cos i finally experienced it...well the feeling is realli terrible....but i cant confirm tts the feeling she once felt lah...but den i tink so.... according to wat she said....mm esp when she said someting abt relationships.....
becos of the lack of time i spend wif him, i realli dunnoe how he feels lah until maybe i feel it when its his time for exams....and i will be "neglected"?....yesterdae becos i had to babysit the 2 kiddoz, i realli had not much time toking to him and he seemed quite sad or pisseD?...and moreover, i "shoo" him off becos he said his dad was waiting for him but yet he was there waiting to tok to me or someting but i was realli busy with the 2... tts y i shoo him off cos firstly, it isnt veri nice to let ur own dad wait for u SO long and secondly, i cant tok to him at tt point of time so mite as well go home and rest lah rite since he said hes tired....den he jux left loh.... im wondering whether he will eat vinegar becos i spend more time wif the 2 and others den wif him[in sfx]....cos of the uncles, aunties veri big mouth so musnt stay too close to avoid any mah fan....mmm....hai!...
but out of sfx, we hadnt been spending much time together cos of my exams...and the bezt ting is, after my exams his exams will start in one or 2 weeks time....and he wunt be turning up in sfx for a while...aiya suan le lah!....hai
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cant get to sleep yet anw..this is my second post of the day-tuesdae-....mm...still toking to my [Xingfu]... veri sweet talker... heehee.... no wonder maddie will have hair standing when we tok...i tink when he speaks huh=P... oh well ya... was reading Ling'z bloggie... and noticed that my fren/classmate gwen tags her chatbox...and the two of them seems all is well from the "tone" they tag... mm and read her blog too lah of cos... she sounded realli like her... cos shes in sec 2 D....
well i guessed as much tt she would feel tt way...i dunnoe jux tt she gives me tt kinda impression...its not a bad ting by the way...jux a personal feel... maybe she realli dun suit to such classes...like in "D"...becos of the ppl in such classes... ppl in such classes are quite bad lah honestly but not totally and completely lah...well sometimes i dun make myself an exception of those kind of ppl thru' my actions lah... sometimes... erm anw...was tinking of few ppl jux now while watching tv and feeling abt my impressions/thoughts/ wat i wanna say to/ of them[good stuffs lah not bad]....
lets see.........starting with my Mummy Val...
Mummy... veri nice,always helping me when i need help...always poking me as a fprm of ,"HI"... oh well gonna miss seeing her in the next few weeks lah...
Maddie... cute and adorable...=P...jux like my Mummy...like my "clutches" when i need someone to help me... always guiding me in tings i do and can realli predict my thoughts like Mummy and Julie... no idea why... maybe they jux know me thru and thru...
Julie... same as above stuffs mentioned...heehee... she veri funny in skol always suaning me and i do the same ting to her...ya loh..haha...veri funni oso as my Da Jie...
Zilei... always singing in class[quite tone deaf] but she realli can make ppl around her laugh...and shes like the joker of the class as a counsellor and as my bezt frend...
Luke... after ahving so many times of misunderstandings, i dunnoe whether i understand him more now not... and hes realli trying to be nice sometimes but maybe he can get more straightforward than me at times[not veri often]... and can get me pissed off veri easily..or maybe i explode veri easily lah huh... but still hes a nice guy i noe!...=o)....
Jenny... not pissed with her anymore though i once was... trying to cheer ppl up always but always get too carried away while teaching kids or telling them off etc..and hav no limits sometimes to her jokes cracked...and can get ppl pissed off easily...
Johnboy... veri joker person and so far the best joker fren i hav...will gonna miss him going with me to sakae Sushi to eat sushiz with "fried hotate" and "tuna mayo"...haha... and alone wanting to watch the pirates of the hairband... heehee.... haha... and miss seeing him getting "knocked" on the head in the mrt while on the way going home always....
Darius... dunnoe him for long and well but he can realli play the keyboard well[but my Mummy is the bezt k!to me lah]... and still remembered when maddie like answered me back so many weird tings hiwhc was not even answering to my questions...and in front of him make me so paiseh....
Gerry[Lee]...dunnoe whether still readmy blog not, dunnoe whether u stil angry with me not thoguh u always seem so nice to me when i see you and still tease me like noting happened...well is a gd ting to me lah but...nvm...oh well...Sorri bout last time, bao qian!...hope u are getting well on wif ya life... take care and Gd luck for ya exams...!
Ling... like i jux mentioned jux now... dun need to get so angry or wat wif ur present class lah...they are oso jux like u humans and would definitely act like a human with bad habits or some bad points in them but dun forget tt u mite even hav them too rite?... and maybe they are bootlickers but well i hav them in my class too and a lot of them like Eleanor Alvina etc... bt cant possibly hate them or wat forever rite..will onli get urself a hard life while the time u r in this skol.... so relax!... Study hard!....
tts abt the ppl...maybe not a few huh...heehee....anw toked to [Xingfu] jux not long ago... and i tink im in serious trouble noeing tt he told one of his fren,Genevieve...who is my fren Gwen'z sis abt the 2 of us...and i tink im in deep trouble if Gwen noes it..cos i would be of no difference to a criminal being interrogated... sigh!... anw...when exams are over, we will let it be opened to everyone out there...who are still figuring out wats actually going on!...so meantime, everyone....
Study Hard and Jia You!.....it's like once a year or twice i say tt to everyone one hor!....heehee...k Nitez!
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Joyce
Joyce at 10/08/2003 01:35:00 AM :: link
Tuesday, October 07, 2003
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mm dint post yesterdae's day.... mm i had art paper yesterdae and in the morning b4 setting off to skol, i realized tt i forgot where i put all my paint brushes and i onli found one paint brush[luckily is the one i always needed]... and "happily" jux went skol and sighing...den i told my fren and she told me she had extra paint brushes and she lent me 2...heng!....heehee.... will but sitll i onli needed my onli paint brush lah the other one was useless...mm but jux heng lah....
and after the paper, we were held back by Ms Teh[art teacher] and she was so pissed tt my frenz were toking while the teacher collecting the paper...but b4 tt already ppl were toking loh almost the entire class...but i fell asleep until my fren woke me up to tell me to staple my paper cos the invigilator wanna collect papers liao....
mm....she was siao siah!...first minute she stepped in she told my this "shy in skol" fren,natasha to clean the board den she couldn't reach the top of the board so she obviously walked away lah den Ms Teh shouted," u beta check properly...is the board clean"... and she said tt almost 3-4 times siao one...and when she finally rubbed the board spick and span she said," u cant even do such a simple task...n dun give me tt kind of expression"....was telling myself if its me,i will also fan lian wif u one loh...mad woman on the loose yesterdae.... alwas vent her anger on everyone one... siao kia...
oh and her main reason for holding us back was actually to tell us to start working on our next year O' levels coursework and assignment....and she wants us to do it in november and finish by next yr january... arh...den i was saying to myself again,"i hate her leh...dun wanna do art lah..." den i asked my frens whether they gonna continue to take not den they changed their mind and mite intend to take it...so im lost, cos obviously i wouldnt wanna be the odd one out in class not taking art next yr mah... but on the other hand, it will take a lot of my time to do art always... sigh!... i'm confused by my decision making...mm....dunnoe how lah will go tink abt it after my exams....
was studying history 10 minutes ago on the chapter about Germany-Adolf hitler... wah damn chim siah... but die oso mus noe lah cos the hint we got was the setter of tml history paper,my last 2 yrs form teacher,Mr Arman is "in love" with Germany topic...so for essay question he would most likely set on Germany lah, haiyo and is the most luan chapter among all....die...oh well tts life, it always give u so many problem and obstacles...heehee... siao liao toking rubbish....
oh well im gonna start on A Maths again soon after i post my entry 4 todae... sigh in love wif A Maths nowdays... mm, todae's el paper quite hard lah i suppose...but for the comprehension it feels veri hard and hard to understand... and the compo was damn pathetic i wrote abt,"a good education is the only path to success,do u agree?"... i tink i was writing craps for it...hahaha....and my police report was pathetic and short....
went to visit Maddie'z blog and read her post...damn true abt emails tt ask u pass down or u will hav bad luckand those abt i luv ya Jesus kind...i was reading it and giggling to myself and laughing at myself for being so foolish... becos i've tot abt those stuffs on those like ,"i love Jesus" den was wondering if Jesus loves us, he wont give us tt kind of thing if we dun pass it down wat... but i will still pass it down cos im superstitious huh...mm.... suppose tts the case...oh well i tink at least someone confirmed with me bout the facts i was once unsure of...=o)....
k got to go do Mathzie...Everyone!Attention PLEASE!....Take Care of Urself and Dun get Too stress!!..... SmileZ AlWayZ... k...Love ya guys always!!!.....haha;o)....
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Joyce
Joyce at 10/07/2003 02:56:00 PM :: link
Monday, October 06, 2003
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still toking to Julian....erm was toking to Maddie oso JUX NOW...she wanted to puke blood as she said so...cos i misunderstood her words when she said," jux tell me the time "...[for tuition btw]... so i tot is wat time i end skol on tt dae, she actualli meant wat time to hav it...OOPZ!....pai seh!....
mm last nite i went for Mass wif Julian mm kinda forgetful lately, i forgot to take mass booklet before sitting down so we ended up without mass booklet...heehee.... anw i dun use it when i hav it...
den we went all over IHM area headed to chomp chomp but it was closed... so we went up to eat prata... den toked here and there a little... kinda joker... mm sent me home before sending himself off home... oh well....
todae,... rushed to rivervale mall to get colour ink[printer] to print my research and tried to find art block papers but EPB is CLOSED so panicked... den later went to Marche celebrate my bro'z b dae and the guys played billard... and i helped them count scores,improve maths... wahaha... den headed back to sengkang,Cmopass Point to get art block papers... reached home at 8.40p.m and started wroking on my Art...yeah tts bout it...was watching my show jux now ended up toking online...sigh...Takeshi and this cute lady in the show...about bowling..tink its called,"golden pins" or wat lah...
kinda funni show tickled me quite a while... heehee...
k lah tml is my first paper,Art...so im gonna pack my bag catch some sleep now!...and Good Luck to all Those out there reading my BloG...kk...okok...EYB!EYB!....
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Joyce
Joyce at 10/06/2003 12:23:00 AM :: link
