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Friday, April 27, 2007

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yawn.
sleepy.

went Botanic Gardens for picnic super early yest.
woke up at 7.30am to get ready n met the girls to get some groceries for the picnic.
reached our destination at close to 11am i tink.

n it was drizzling all the while.
so we laid our footing in a shelter.
set up the checked map n get down to trying to open the white wine Waiaung brought back frm Italy.
n she brought a cork-opener tt dint work.
so she took her keys den started digging the cork.hahah.

n in the end it did open.
wif part of the cork floating inside the wine, tt is.haha.
it was realli hilarious.
so our wine had some cork in it too.haha.

had Yuting's superb fried rice.
cos her mum added hae bee hiam inside.woooooh.
it was spicy n good.we ate all of it.haha.
n sandwiches,made wif love frm her to me.haha.
cos i dint want cheese n butter.so she had to spread 3/4 of the bread wif butter so the other 1/4 was wifout,for me.hahaha.

fed the onli 2 swans there.n lots of fishes n tortoises.
had our gift exchange,which in the end i brought back mine.
cos tt noob forgot to bring back home.O_O.
n sat down for quite a while chit chatting before we left for town to get a present frm Sasa.
wich obviously so wasnt my place.

was rather pissed by the time they were done choosing all the tings.
cos they took super long.
oh well.nvm tt.

aft all tt it was home sweet home.
all shacked.
wif the neck muscle ache.
cos i carried a haversack n the gift was heavy.
n im still having the muscle ache.

anw, i woke up early todae.8+am.
cos i fell aslp wifout bathing last nite.
i was so shacked i fell aslp in the living room while watching tv.

so i bathed n told my mum i wanted to make the dessert she made the last time.
bt my intention was to make it tml.
bt my mum wudnt be home tml morning.
so i made it jux nw.haha.

lucky me she had all the ingredients except 1.
the dried longans. so i went over to the mall to get it n some other stuffs.
i was like zombified.
all the ppl at the mall seems so alive.except me.

so anw, i successfully made the dessert under my mum's supervision of cos.haha.
gonna bring some for Bianca tml.haha.
cos i promised to make it for her tml.=D.
so i scooped up the first bowl for myself n next for her.
my mum said it wud taste better left overnite.
den all the red dates taste wud be more in the soup.

anw, it taste realli gd.haha.
its damn sweet.haha.
n i like it tt way.haha.

my mum said its veri nourishing.
n i tink tt girl needs it.
been so drained by her projects.

n im tinking of bringing some for Nick n Jenny later too.
the 2 sweet toothers wud love it.haha.

mm...
anw, i tink i made a big mistake speaking abt her on my blog the last time.
apparently, theres an indirect reply tt she read it.
so no matter wat,i wun mention anyting abt her here anymore.
dun wanna look for trouble.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 4/27/2007 12:02:00 PM :: link

Thursday, April 26, 2007

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was in a bad mood todae.
got up frm the wrong side of bed wif the wrong hairstyle.

bt feeling better aft practice.
cos i tink todae's prac was pretty alrite.
n everyone seemed to hav noticed tt i had a haircut.
of cos,i gave tt sigh.
bt they tot my new haircut's alrite.

oh well, different ppl different opinion.
bt definitely felt much better hearing their comments.
at least i dun feel as embarrassed walking on the streets nw.

n it seems like i always dun like my hair aft i jux cut it.
both Bianca n Jenny said the same ting when i said i dun like my new haircut.
i guess tts true den.haha.

anw,im nt pissed wif my mum anymore.
tts so me.
n nw she keeps fiddling wif the back of my hair.
n shes tinking of cutting it for me.
bt of cos im nt letting her touch my hair.

all i wish for is jux for my hair to grow faster so i can trim the sides to wat i want.
hopefully the lady wud understand my alien language.
realli u noe.
i tink she tot i was speaking in some alien language after i saw the outcome.haha.

anw, tml the girls n i r heading to the botanic gardens to hav our picnic.
finally.
n Yuting's super excited nw.haha.

ok.im going off to bed nw.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 4/26/2007 01:11:00 AM :: link

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

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pissed.

went to had another haircut.
cos my mum jux wudnt stop nagging how ugly it was.
which i tot it was alrite,jux the sides n back a little ugly.

so to shut her up,i noe its damn crude bt im super pissed, i went to had the haircut.

n nw its so fucking ugly.
n im super pissed wif her.
n the hairdresser.

both of them doesnt understand wat i say.

my mum's stupid idea of bringing the magazine n show the lady tinking she'd understand wat i want.
n the lady said the hairstyle in the mag is smth else n nt wat my mum tot it was.
so it turned out gabra.

my hair's so fucking short n straight at the back.
my onli consolation's she dint do anyting funny to my fringe.

came home controlling all the anger inside me.
refused to speak.
until,after i bathed.
she jux had to continue complaining how ugly it is at the back.
n tt was it.

i told her my hair wud be too short if i were to cut it the way she wanted it.
bt she insisted tt the lady wud understand if i jux show her the magazine pic.

wateva it is, i've decided to do wat i want wif my hair in future.
seriously,if she jux shut up, i'd hav jux left my hair as it was.
i jux cant stand it.
almost everydae i hear the same ting.for weeks.
"ur hair shud be cut like this n tt n wat not."

fucking pissed.

i hope she shuts up todae.
or im gonna blast at her again.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 4/24/2007 04:28:00 PM :: link

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feeling quite displeased.
i tink im shortfusing.

i read someone's entry.
i dunnoe.although i've decided to nt bother abt her anymore,i jux cant help bt.u noe.
argh.
i jux feel uneasy abt it.

its realli annoying.
tinking abt how ppl change so much overnite.
its frightening.
indescribable.

frm someone who has been tt big sister figure to me to like an immature junior.

i realli hate it when i see her.
nt tt i hate her.
bt i hate tt feeling of nt knowing exactly wat to do.
it makes me feel uneasy for the rest of the dae tinking if i did rite or shud i hav done smth.

jux like the last time whn i saw her while walking Bianca n her mum out of sfx.
both of them said hi or hugged her.
bt i jux stood beside them, nt knowing wat to do bt jux gave a weak smile.
even Bianca asked me y dint i said hi or anyting.
cos i dint noe how to react towards her presence.
it was awkward for me.

it was the most drastic, unimaginable change i've ever seen in a person by far.
it was tormenting, initially, trying to accept her n be back to at least frends.
as much as she tried n put in effort, i jux felt no longer the same.

n i do feel the loss.although i was the one who gave up first.
even now.
i jux cant forget tt feeling tinking abt the past.
the nites tt i jux broke down n cried tinking of her.
bt neva once did regret for my decision.

cos even if i cud turn back time n make a decision, i wud still do wat i've done.
im realli selfish, aint i.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 4/24/2007 12:08:00 AM :: link

Sunday, April 22, 2007

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bored.

anw, im feeling much much better den the other dae when i blogged.
starting to get over the fact tt i cant go for the Africa trip.

n felt much better after seeing Bianca yest.
though we dint talk much abt it, it was jux a big relief for me to see her.
had fun being the "camerawoman" yest.haha.
wait.
or rather, the camera men's assistant.hahaha.carrying the tripod ard.
somemore kena suaned by the cameramen.

anw,todae's the dae Waiaung's returning frm Italy!woohooo!
which means we can finally go for our botanic garden picnic.haha.

n im tinking of going for a swim tml.provided tt i can wake up early.haha.
i realli need some exercise to get some fats off me man.

see the total opposite of me n Bianca.
shes trying to gain weight while im trying to shed some.haha.

anw,i had the craziest dream of the century last nite.
or rather a nightmare.
cant forget it even when i was in mass jux nw.
lets not mention it anymore before i get the Part II tonite.hahaha.

weeeehooooooo...
im getting veri borrrreeeedddd.

hmmm...waiting for the pics we took yest to finish tranferring frm Gus.
looks like its gonna take some time.

ok.im off to play my guitar.
tata.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 4/22/2007 10:41:00 PM :: link