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Saturday, December 31, 2005

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well,it's already 31 December.
im bored, so decided to write a sum up of this year, 2005.

overall, it's a tremendous great year.
this entire year hav been very fruitful cos of the many ups and downs.
having spent them all mostly with Bianca and Gus.
it was and Is good.esp wif Bianca.haha.=D

there were many downturns almost continuously.
which i feel was the most critical period this year.
it's almost the most downest time i've ever gone through.
but fortunately i had a few people wif me to hav kept me hanging on.
n finally i pulled thru'.not realli unscathed but i learnt some things.

spending time with Bianca never failed to make me smile.
even if i dun show the smile on my face, but down inside im smiling.never failed to.=)
the brightest smile.
im glad to have her with me.

n of course others.haha.

as usual, i've got no New Year resolution.
cos i onli wanna do things to the best of my abilities.
but instead i've got a New Year wish.n im gonna make it for every year.
self invented.haha.

[To all who stood by me during that down period]
Thank you so much.you all were of great help to me, in every big and little ways.=D
i think i would have collapsed if it wasn't for your shoulders,words of encouragement enlightenment.everything.
Thank you.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 12/31/2005 02:55:00 AM :: link

Thursday, December 29, 2005

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took this little test online.it's called What's Your True Color?.
im blue.haha.
i like it.haha.

the results, i would say,are quite accurate for me[onli some parts].
it says[partially],"you'd rather connect deeply with a few people than have a bunch of slight acquaintances."
that's quite true if u ask me.haha.
that explains my circle of friends sometimes.i guess.haha.

anw, i've been having a stiff neck for the past 2 days.
todae it's particularly STIFF.
had some difficulties bathing n stuff.
was reading my Harry Potter n when i leaned back,it gave me such a huge pain.
it's like realli a pain in the neck.haha.
but i doubt i can do much abt it also la.

jux hoping tt i would wake up the next morning with a fine neck.haha.
sounds weird.

feeling a little down.
cos of my X'mas lightings.
i dun tink i would get to see it this year anymore.

i've been particularly looking forward to see it this year.
cos i never seem to hav been able to find someone who wouldnt mind spending time with me, jux walking down n looking at X'mas lightings.

all my life,i've never ever gone or thought of going down specially to see X'mas lightings.
never.

But nvm.
theres always a next year where i would still be able to spend with someone to see them.
im sure about that.=)

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 12/29/2005 11:35:00 PM :: link

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have been catching up on my Harry Potter since 2 days ago.finally.
now,im quite into it since there finally some actions.haha.

anw, some unhappy events happened like jux hours ago.
feeling better, calmed after i started reading on my Harry Potter again.haha.
guess it jux absorbed me into the story.n the anger etc faded.

havent been feeling very uplifted.[appropriate here?]
just constant moodiness.
but nothing exactly happened these few daes.
jux the minute im home i dun feel happy.
feel cooped up and dead.

pretty indescribable feeling la.

anw,jux now when i was so angry, i felt like going out for a big "shopping spree".
realli.like indulging myself in spending money maybe for a good meal, have fun or shop.
i considered that maybe i just wanted to get out of the house.

but wateva the case may be, im glad it happened when night fell.
haha.
or else i might seriously hav jux asked someone out to do tt.haha.
that one realli,Thank God!haha.

its time for bed.n somemore Harry Potter.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 12/29/2005 02:12:00 AM :: link

Monday, December 26, 2005

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reading some past emails.
absorbed some stuffs from the various emails.
good things of cos.

anw,im looking forward to seeing X'mas lightings.
havent set a date for it but still looking forward to it.haha.

i made you special in my heart when i found you.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 12/26/2005 03:33:00 PM :: link

Sunday, December 25, 2005

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it's X'mas!

i spent it with Bianca.
with midnight mass yest, den some drinks.
it was good.

this is the first X'mas i ever felt so looking forward to.
cos i feel i've changed for the better.in some ways onli of cos.
im not harping on any bad stuffs.

but there was this sudden emptiness feeling jux before the start of midnite mass.
something was missing.
or maybe someone?
den Bianca turned to look at me.
n i felt so much better.the emptiness faded away over the night.

im realli happy todae.
It's the day our Saviour has been born!
The One who gave me life in this world.
Who took away my sins.
Who pardoned me.
Who gave me wonderful people and more meaning to life.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 12/25/2005 09:55:00 PM :: link