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Friday, June 23, 2006

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ARGH.
another irresponsible groupmate.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 6/23/2006 10:51:00 PM :: link

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tired.
had fun yesterdae n todae wif my dearest Niaima.
yesterdae, had brunch together n we went to watch R.V. it was realli hilarious.
esp when the father started speaking in a hip hop or wateva style it was supposed to be.hahaha.

den we went around looking for a gift n cards.
1st time looking for 3 cards together.
one for Madde, Alyssa and for Bianca.haha.
cos i wrote tt girl something but had no card to write on.haha.
onli transferred it over jux now.

n den we headed down for choir prac.
training for my hands again.cos we practiced,"I'm not ashamed" again.
but luckily Gus found an extra capo.hahaha.

after prac,we chionged home.cos Bianca's mum n i wanted to catch da chang jing's last episode.
anw,it had a veri nice happy ending.i like.hahaha.
btw, i stayed over her place.cos we wanna suntan the next dae[todae].
n we did.n the sun's so good!

so we woke up freaking early, 8am.den had breakfast n off we went for our swim n tanning.
something quite funny happened.
cos i told her i neva knew how to somersault in the water, so we started watching the ppl doing somersault.everytime they r nearing, we would look in the water n watch how they do it.
one of the guys was doing the somersault den he saw us looking at him.
i thought it was quite funny.haha.
den we started trying it.n it's so painful!i tink cos we dint breathe out as we do it.
but we later managed to do it half rite.without so much pain in the nose of cos.haha.

anw,my lips r burning hot as usual.
n i havent bathe yet.hahaha.

the minute i reached home,i changed n headed to nap.
the sun drained all my energy.haha.
den i checked the finance project a little.
n did one finance tutorial.re-do 1 whole tutorial.
so all in all i dint do a lot.but im satisfied.cos i managed to re-do the tutorial.
i took 3+ hrs just to figure out how to do 1 tutorial.

i tried to do tt tut last week,but to no avail.cos i couldnt get the answers.
todae the same ting happened initially,but i guess my persistence paid off.
i skipped n just continued.n realized the 1st answer given is wrong.
luckily i persisted n continued doing the rest first.n i managed to get all the answers.
tt explains why im so satisfied.n happy.=D.

anw,i found a new song todae.heard it over the radio this morning.
i realli like it.
i've been repeating it for the past 2+hrs while im doing the tut.haha.
anw, its called,"Life is wonderful".by Jason Mraz.

i miss my kuku girl alr.hahaha.
gonna bathe soon.
bye.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 6/23/2006 12:26:00 AM :: link

Monday, June 19, 2006

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suddenly just miss koh samui n Niaima.
the other dae when we went for the percussion band performance, the latin songs reminded me so much of koh samui.

this is one of those times i feel so fortunate out of the blue.
fortunate to hav Bianca.
i feel so blessed to hav her wif me.

the time we know each other ain't tt long, like Jenny n Kelvyanne.
but i dare say tt i love tt girl no less than Jenny n Kelvyanne do for each other.
n i realli realli hope we'll be like Jenny n Kel.so good friends even after decades.
time tt seems to stand still for the close friendship.

it's so hard to find a good friend.
i dunnoe if it's the same for everyone out there.
but for me, it's one in a zillion.maybe tts y i treasure them more than i do over anything else.
sometimes even more den my own family, like for Bianca.but i still love my family la.

maybe tts why my heart always get hurt so much when something bad happens in the friendships.
even if given a choice, to either hav a numb hurt to feel hurt or a heart tt would hurt so much over these, i would still choose to let my heart ache.
can't realli explain why.but tts my choice still.

sometimes, i wonder if all the hurt from these things makes me afraid to make good friends.
sometimes, i fear so much tt one of my close friends is gonna leave me like some did.
sometimes, it makes me lose the confidence n even hope for a long-lasting or even forever friendship.
just sometimes.
sometimes i even wonder if anyone understands how i feel, like tt.
do u?

theres no need to wonder.i've let go of the past.
but its hard to forget.

but of cos, in the process it brought about more growing up.
like learning how to let go, letting time heal the wound.
learning from the mistakes made.
tts how we all grow i suppose.

slowly but surely.tt im certain.

im not upset or sad about anything or anyone.
neither is this post directed at anyone.
but just tt speaking about friendships, i hav a lot of views on it.

anw, wat i realli wanna say is i realli Thank God for the angel he has sent me.
n tts my Niaima.
the one who stayed wif me through the tough times.
n whom i can share my happy times wif n happiness to.

May God bless our friendship!=).i noe HE will.
i miss u.muack!
i love u my angel!=D.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 6/19/2006 09:11:00 PM :: link

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bored.
stayed over Niaima's place last nite.we caught the match between Brazil n Australia.
the 1st half was indeed disappointing la.
anw,i thought it was quite fun la.
i was munching my way throughout the match.hahaha.

cos i dint eat anything the entire dae.woke up late n jux did my projects.
den rushed down to CSC for Corpus Christi celebration.

made a little bet wif her.n she lost half.hahaha.=P.
it was fun cos it was a quite exciting for a while, esp when tt girl gets excited n starts stretching out her hand n she accidentally touches me,which freaks me out initially.haha.
cos everytime im veri jing zhang, i wun make a sound unless someone starts grabbing me or accidentally touches me.den i will start screaming away.hahaha.
it makes my heart race.scary but exciting la.hahaa.

went to slp wif a veri indigested stomach.till now it feels like i've yet digested anything from yesterdae.hahaha.
anw, wanted to suntan todae but the weather's terrible.

anw,projects r going fine.
more or less started or some done.

im hungry.yet feeling full.
roarrr.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 6/19/2006 04:49:00 PM :: link