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im tired todae...did flag day which was so pissing... not veri pissed actually la...haha...i mean now....
the whole island wide skols did the flag day and it was almost impossible to collect money loh....we went first to koven,hougang,bishan,toa payoh...and our tins arent even one quarter filled loh...and instead we at least spent more than 3+ bucks on transportation loh....
den head back home and kept eating to feel not so angry....on the way we were actually playing la.... we had fun sometimes.... esp me i tink when we were heading back to return the tins...
i hav a new "gurlfrend"... Yang yang[Sarah]...cos i helped her carry her back[gurlie back] which makes me look like a boyfrend carryin a bag for the gurlfrend... haha........ den everyone started trying to "cum btwn" us while walking...
i was playing wif them and said they mus donate $$ to me to feed my gurlfrend....so hard to support....ppl rich gurl mah...but she dun put on airs la...heehee...
i watched my "Seven Sisters" last episode jux now.... to tink Yuzan[female lead] died after getting married....
she veri pretty, veri compatible wif Zitang[male lead].... haha....
jux got news intercession not gonna be done by mi grp[maddie la]next week....
NOT ENOUGH PEOPLE to do it...kaoz....
cos even at least 3 ppl can do intercession liao.....and we do not hav ENOUGH?.... hai hai....... but i tink at least those who cannot do intercession next week are quite responsible.... at least told me early...or i would hav hacked them into pieces.... hahahaha....
but im still pissing off abt the news....a little fuming now....
some is wanna come come, not happy dun go....i understand some are busy...but some aren't...and not making effort to help in doing intercession...SOME.... and after i saw Luke counting the number of ppl we hav in the grp it was
PATHETIC!
onli 9-10 ppl left.....or maybe less....the moment anyone in the grp shud hear tt, u would hear the breaking of hearts....
so DISAPPOINTED wif the ppl...i mean some...not those who left to be in their own churches....
anw....i went to Zilei'z bloggy and the taggie board.... and some impersonator used my name in vain... hahaha.....
the impersonator used my name and tagged there,"we shall talk about sex!"... den Theresa tagged there,"are u joyce lim?...i neva knew u tok dirty"...[som,eting like tt].... hahaha....wah kao the person mus be bored i tink...he impersonated Pozhi oso... hahaha... =oP....
im bored and tired...having the achings....i jux now was putting my leg up.... den felt so painful like the blood was being forced to one corner leaving the foot so painful...so did my hand.... now im having the pain on my write arm as im typing....someting has been very wrong wif my body lately....im having some inside physical itch too...feeling damn bad....i cant sit still wif the itch....damn.....
BacK By m3,
Joyce who loves Lucas and Kylreigh most!
Joyce at 1/31/2004 09:47:00 PM :: link
Friday, January 30, 2004
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tired liao...i went to do my a maths hmwk the minute i reached home...i dunnoe why straight away leh jux felt like doing...
but in the end turned out tt the answer all is wrong no matter how many times i did...im pissed!...i still tink is the books answer wrong...i followed closely to Mrs Ong method leh but jux dun understand wats wrong wif the books answer!....
so i stopped and come here listen to some songs and read thru email...
im tired now...having a little headache after typing an email and looking at blogs...so stressing to do hmwk...
im lagging in my e maths....hai...die.... it's abt chapter 13,called frequency distribution...i keep drawing histograms wich is so irritating when i jux cant draw the blocks nicely....
recess...
4D was the onli sec 4 and 5[i tink sec 5s oso] class which dint hav to go outside to the bball court to stand after recess for dirty tables!...haha....we were so proud of ourselves realli....and though the chime went,we still sat there and eat and tok until we were late for lesson wif Ms Joyce Yeo...haha...Msd Yeo taught us more abt Mao Zedong todae...
quite ok la the lesson, was paying attention... den until the last 10+ minutes i was veri tired and fell aslp...and she stopped teaching and let all of us rest and sleep....=oP...cos we requested to slp....
chinese lesson wif Ms Yu Dong sucked as usual...she gave us a piece of chinese compo work to do within 35 minutes...and the first 35 minutes she was toking non stop....and she jux love picking on Theresa...the minute she move her mouth Yu Dong would turn back and stare at her...den actually Theresa was eating sweet...haha....=oP....
Pozhi decided to go for audition...but later when i told her we hav to go flag day tml[audition is tml] she dint wanna go liao.....
anw todae we[4D] heard a veri brave "story"[true] from Mr Prakash[EL cum co-form teacher]...hes back from re-servicing...
Mr Prakash is actually in volunteering his service in MINDS[a place for the intellectual disabled]...
he told us tt on tuesdae he heard one of his "student" a gurl roughly 20+ yrs old was being molested and raped...[not actaully his student la,but i tink he knew her]...the gurl was being sent to a company to do some work like do cleaning up,mop vacuum the floor tt kinda stuff abt 5 months ago... and the Boss [a bad guy] told her[the gurl] tt in the early part of the afternoon[she does afternoon work till mayb evening] she doesnt hav to do anyting...but until nite she has to stay to clean up the place kinda ting....
den the gurl often stayed until nite...and the boss first few months started off stroking her hair touching her[everywhere]... but she neva told anyone becos she thought tt it was part of her job...becos in MINDS they "teach" them to do wateva the boss says.... and den until last month december...she was being raped by the boss.... she dint tell anyone until when morning she went back to MINDS and she behaved veri strangely like angry... and slapped a volunteer there.... and so they asked her wat happened but she wunt say ...until some counsillors toked to her den she said.....
they reported to the police....the boss was arrested to the police station den the police had to send for the gurl for questioning[duh rite]... den she was afraid becos she felt tt she was gonna be in the police station, like she did someting wrong la.... den she dint dare say anyting.... no matter wat they do to ask her to say what happened ,the counsillors police... she jux dint say....so the police had to let off the boss.....................
Mr Prakash onli knew abt all this on tuesdae while doing re-service.... and on wednesdae, he went to "tok" to the BOss wif his
FISTS! so i supposed he beat the Boss up la...since Mr Prakash says hes in hospital gonna be discharged soon.... hes being sent to police station for questioning kinda ting cos the Boss reported to police....but they dint put him behind bars la.... he recieved a call from a police[the same police station the Boss went to the other time being questioned] and the police told him he had "lost" the previous report...which is actually to Mr Prakash advantage la...=oP... and Mr Prakash seems to hint us tt the Policeman maybe could hav purposely "lost" the report to help him becos maybe he oso wanted to go beat him up kinda ting....haha......
so after hearing this, we felt sorry for the gurl....and worried for Mr Prakash... hes realli nice guy...he definitely did not made this story up.... hes realli nice...and we dun wanna lose him....
BacK By M3,
Joyce
Joyce at 1/30/2004 03:21:00 PM :: link
Thursday, January 29, 2004
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came back from compass point.was actually onli wif Clare and Sarah but later we met Pozhi and Zils... den walked around together....den we met this guy some creative director of a music company....he came up to us[while in a guitar shop] and said ifwe are interested to learn guitar techniques can look him up and go for an audition this week...[i tink saturdae or someting].... haha....me and Pozhi was so excited....haha...=oP....cos given our skills,we definitely hav room for improvements...but Pozhi is actually quite pro wif guitars liao la...haha....=oP....
so we decided to go back skol and tok abt it tml...haha.... we will go together if we want....den Zils was so funny and said she wanted our autographs...haha...den we teased back at her....haha....mm i dint get to find my Sammi Cheng's cd...hmpf.... haha.....den on the way down to the interchange, we were discussing who's house to go to,Pozhi or Zils cos their house neva go b4...haha...den we were so loud at the interchange....=oP....den in the end Zils left 1st....
den we were gonna wait for bus den theres this few guys from sk sec....he was sitting behind us on bench.... den i tink i heard him calling us oi.... den no one turned back onli me loh....den he said ,"ey gurl my frend wanna noe u..".... so i was like,"heck him la".... den i kept calling Pozhi they all neva hear me...den we continued toking hecking the guys den i later told them abt it...haha.....
but i tink definitely not me the guys wanna approach la....mus be Sarah and Pozhi and Clare they all...haha.....attracting "beeS"...haha....Clare said they so perverted......haha..... mm den i met Andrew at the interchange but dint come home wif him la....
todae is such a fruitful day......im toking abt the director...=o)...heehee....
im off to do hmwk and bathe...EYB!EYB!.......
BacK By M3,
Joyce
Joyce at 1/29/2004 04:26:00 PM :: link
Wednesday, January 28, 2004
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todae got back my chinese paper...a test...11 passes out of class of 33..i scored 77%...highest in class....but i am not veri happy la...cos even though im top, the ting is...my frend Celestine dint do the test...shes a genius in chinese too...heehee.... so i dunnoe whether i would hav scored better than her or lower than her if she did the test too....
ya noe someting,i've always tot tt if a person who keeps saying they believe in God, tt person would definitely be the one who doesn't believe and Trust in HIM....tts what i feel la,if a person says they believe in HIM[TOO OFTEN].... like mentioning of their trust in HIM almost in every single ting tt they do which they say they hav no confidence in doing.....
i dunnoe if i'm right to say tt or am i wrong....but i feel...if u do not believe in him u dun hav to put up a "false front" in front of ppl la...ttz personal feelings....becos like me, i dare to say i dun believe in HIM totally...becos i hate fakers...but if the person turns out to be one of ur good frenz,how would u handle it?...hate him/her?...or be a faker and treat her well?...or jux put tings back to the past and as if noting happened and heard noting?....
BacK By M3,
Joyce
Joyce at 1/28/2004 07:18:00 PM :: link
You're taffy!! You're a clever and kind person,
but you tend to hold grudges. You are not big
on dishing out forgiveness.
Which kind of candy are you? brought to you by Quizilla
Joyce at 1/28/2004 01:06:00 AM :: link
Tuesday, January 27, 2004
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sometimes tings which dun APPEAR to be WELL,could be someting wich will do urself more good....=o)...
todae got my cert on stage[last minute] so paiseh....=oP....todae oso help to support Lao jie[Julie]....haha...moral support for her competition ...tt was during recess i toked to her....den after E Maths[after recess], i was abt to go for my biology lesson when i jux felt like waiting for my frend before leaving...and tts when i turned arnd and saw Lao Jie downstairs...and we did some sign language ting...heehee....she was abt to leave for the venue of competition then.... haha....
but becox my frend kept pestering me to go for lesson and Lao Jie oso kept telling me to go ...so i left.... was dreaming during Biology....was tinking whether Lao jie's competition would go smoothly...i still am now....=o|...................
feel like seeing her play...but i dunnoe the venue and it's raining so heavily..haiz....
but i've got confidence in her and her team[provided they trained hard=o)] to win...
heehee........EYB!EYB!....
BacK By M3,
Joyce who loves Lucas and Kylreigh most!!
Joyce at 1/27/2004 03:15:00 PM :: link
Sunday, January 25, 2004
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feeling guilty still since the morning i woke up... so blasted myself wif all the songs i hav on my playlist since afternoon erly... until now still...d/l many Fish leong's songs...attracted to her after yesterdae watching her mtv at Uncle's place........
err....still dunnoe what i wanna do now......msg her or dun?....mm....
i dun tink she's petty la but u c,sometimes a person realli hav the limits for their patience in fact everyone does....
and i tink i realli hit her hard wif my nonsense last nite.... she replied me and appears quite ok wif it...but annoyed by the rubbish i told her... hai....i dint manage to do any work todae, not even folding my blanket after sleeping.... sat at my com thru'out and watched huan zhu ge ge onli.....feeling tired after listening so much to my songs....
feel like going out to shop for cds....now i wanna buy Fish Leong's and Sammi Cheng's album.... but my bro has Fish leong's album and i scared later i buy he scold me waste money....in fact i tink everyone tinks im crazy everytime i wanna buy a cd someone else hav and can burn it myself....they dun understand me!....hmpf!!!....
i
dun like to burn cd's...i rather buy a original one or else forget it!....ok here comes my bad mood....
tml there's gonna be skol....dun feel like going,feeling veri glued to my own home ...... i've done my hmwkz....but jux dun wanna go.....later c so many ppl...like later will c Ling,jane and Julie....i duno how to say la....aiya...jux dun wanna go and c them la.....
BacK By m3,
Joyce
Joyce at 1/25/2004 05:48:00 PM :: link
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went to onli my uncle's place and headed down to PS in a cab from upper thomson!...i went down PS to catch a show wif Er jie...Magic Kitchen...Sammi Cheng is pretty!....=oP....
the cab fee was enough to spend on one more perosn's ticket...haha... yeah....
den fourth sat, wif my left sleeves wet cos raining big.... mm, toked to Er jie on the way and teased her all the way.....
my moods were quite weird and change fast todae...realli,after homliy i was on for singing again....before i wa son/off wheneva i like...PNW was bad becos the old lady in front of me kept shifting backa s she sings and "shifted" me and Julie to the back one row...cannot stand her and so pissed i left to hide at the toilet corner!....
my mood now is quite off la,on/off stil....mm i realli teased Er jie too much todae i felt she was annoyed and pissed....
so i msged her,jux apologize....i said too much tings she shudn't hav known[i guess]...certain tings anoyed her... like i kept pestering her to give birth to kids so i can be a Godma...since i failed a s a god-daughter.... pester her cos it's the day when i see Kylreigh again todae...haha....so was blabbering rubbish to her....she was annoyed i suppose.....
we toked a lot of crazy stuffs young kids shudn't hear....so censored....XXXXXXXX.......
tink i'm heading for bed now,EYB!
BacK By M3,
Joyce who loves Lucas and Kylreigh most!!
Joyce at 1/25/2004 01:21:00 AM :: link
