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Saturday, February 11, 2006

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feeling quite blue and blur now.
i just submitted my elective module.in less than a minute i forgot wats my second option.
n im worrying if i selected a second choice.
but nvm.i cant do anything about it also, now i mean.

my first option-French.my second choice supposed to be Japanese language.
but cos i was contemplating to put German as second choice.den i went to look for my IC for how my name is stated in there.den i type in my name n immediately click submit.
but nvm.
i can onli pray hard i get my first choice, French now.

wanted to consult Bianca.
but on a second thought, i decided not to.
just thought that this kinda matters should be "taken into my own hands".

anw, did 4 complete sets of stats paper.n i took longer than i should.
was fiddling with my music and munching away as usual.
hoping to do one more later.while i watch TV.

i miss my Niaima.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 2/11/2006 11:21:00 PM :: link

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todae's PNW session is ok.
anw, for As We Worship.just like wat i had foreseen.
my hands were cold n i couldnt keep my rhythm.
n i seem to be playing faster than everyone.could be becos i've been practising n following the original one.but nvm.

revision.coming along fine.but theres a problem.
i tink i shud be studying back to first.
which means the last paper study first den by next week i would be closer to the first paper n i start revising again.
but nvm.
after doing accounts paper i would start on stats.
doesnt matter if its late not.as long as i study for it right?

anw, so O levels results are out.
nothing much to comment on though.

im tired.
n i failed to sleep by 1am again.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 2/11/2006 02:07:00 AM :: link

Friday, February 10, 2006

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back again.
so its 1.02am.going to wash up n sleep soon.
anw, todae i tink i've been quite efficient.
studied finish Microecons excluding revising 3 chapters from ICA1.
so tml will be doing the tutorials to test the knowledge.=)

but i tink maybe i took too long to study finish econs todae.
cos i keeping having breaks to play the guitar.
im occupied with practising for tml's growth.
just this particular song,"As We Worship".cos im starting with plucking.

anw, so i managed to realli listen thru' the original one.
n den sort of improvise with the different chords.
well, im satisfied with my performance.
but im worrying about one thing.
my fingers might go numb cos of the coldness, or i start shivering cos i get too nervous.
hahaha.n it affects how i pluck of course.
im going to try plucking with my fingers for the first time.

yup.anw, tts why todae im rather happy.
achievement n satisfaction in both studies and guitar skills.=)
n i managed to watch my usual tv programmes.hahaha.=P.
like wat econs mention,"Habits are hard to die.Habitually consumed items tend to have low eleasticity of demand."how true can it be.hahahaha.

i miss my Niaima despite of the busy day i had.
i will brave through.=D.
COME ON, GO GO GO!=P.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 2/10/2006 01:03:00 AM :: link

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

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Wai Aung>>>

haha.TSK TSK.WHAT WOULD I DO WITHOUT YOU!hahaha.;)

cos i cant tag on my blog.
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todae's the last dae of skol.sort of.
stress is here already.
n i seemed to have reacted it on Uncle Andrew during choir prac.i raised my voice.
n i felt very guilty.n so i stopped playing n went down to calm down n re adjust myself.
den at the end of everything, i went to apologize to him.=)
first time apologizing to an adult for my own action.
n im proud of myself for initiating that.

anw, did a little revision on econs todae.for a very short while.
cos i slept when i got home in the afternoon.
den met up with Bianca to hav brunchner.haha.3 meals in 1.

den was choir prac.
yup.anw, tt girl is violent todae.haha.
after choir prac she was a little high.haha.
sidebacked me, n my armpit was hurting[but not anymore], den she kicked my butt.haha.
violent huh.hahaha.
jux kidding.=P.

anw, i tink the calming down downstairs did me a lot of good.
i found back my laughter n smile.

anw, now is going to be a tribute to all my cliquemates.haha.
Bec just reminded me online to do so.hahaha.

lets start off with...hmm... Wai Aung.
the funniest, hyperest girl in our clique.shes realli funny.
like yesterdae, she wanted to make a funny face outside the classroom after toilet.
den she "boo" the wrong classroom not once but TWICE!hahahaha.
n she started the phrase," WHAT WOULD I DO WITHOUT YOU".
haha.she says tt to everyone who helps her.hahaha.but she sound sincere though.haha.=D.

Daphne...the coldest joker among us.hahaha.
she loves cracking lame n cold jokes.haha.but they are funny still.;)
n i always feel shes the smartest in the clique.haha.her econs is whoa good!haha.
speaking of Wai Aung always reminds me of Daph.haha.
Daph's hair never changes position one.haha.quite cute.
n she always fidget with her fringe.haha.shes damn cute like wat Wai Aung always says.haha.

Rebecca..hmm...a very funny n chatty girl.haha.
very serious when it comes to projects n studying.haha.
she takes 86 home with me sometimes so we always chat a lot in the bus.haha.
just like todae.=D.
n i seem to play pool most often with her.haha.everytime i go out, Bec is definitely there too.
a big coincidence.haha.

Juan..haha.hmm...very sentimental girl.
read her blog a few times, n she always speak from her heart or thoughts or erm i dunnoe how to name it.haha.
she speaks the loudest among us all.haha.n shes most "gam" with the guys in the class.
she like to sort of talk back to them.haha.maybe somedae we will see her with one of them.hahaha.who knows.=P.

Amy..the most motherish among us all.
shes like always "nagging".hahaha.but not real nagging la.
i speak to her most out of skol i tink.last time la.
like online, on the phone.cos we call each other for help in our studies.
Amy's closest to Alison.
haha.nowadays they like chu shuang ru dui like tt.hahaha.

oh...n how can i ever forget.
YUTING!hahaha.
she taught me "T.S.K" haha.she like to tsk tsk us one.haha
she also picked up Wai Aung's phrase of what would i do without you.haha.
its quite fun suaning her.haha.even though i get whacked for it i still tink its fun.haha.
she will always,"WHEY...................."haha.in a very whiney tone.haha.
n she keeps telling me,"JOYCE,PLEASE GO DO YOUR EYEBROWS!"
tts wat she reminded me on first dae of semester 2.haha.

anw, ya tts all.haha.no need to tribute one to myself right.
anw, i will be down to mugging from tml on.
my plan->sleep before 1am everydae n wake up at 9/10am to study.=).
lets just see how it goes.
oh but i've applied(to myself) a half dae leave on Valentines dae.muahaha.
sounds weird but ya.haha.
so i realli gotta head the books seriously from tml on.just to make sure i won't be lacking time for any modules or my sleep.

anw, i never tried doing such a schedule before.but cos of sleep which is very important for concentrating on my studying.i mentally planned one todae.

my mum always tells me to sleep.but i never heeded her.
until last sem during semestral exam, 2 daes before the 1st paper i fell sick cos of lack of sleep n energy.haha.so now i mus do as she says.shes realli "ling" in her words.i believe tt.

anw, im already quite excited for holidaes.
cos i've got plans!!!hahaha.=D.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 2/08/2006 11:13:00 PM :: link

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Waiaung, Yuting, Daphne, Bec, Juan, Amy and Alison.

haha.tts my clique.
i promised Waiaung to mention them here todae.haha.
n there goes.haha.=P.

anw, skol was ok.boring in fact.
got results for stats. written ICA-> 30/35, project ICA->36/50.
not realli satisfied with both results.
but nvm.i shall work even harder for the exams.

not realli in the best of mood now.
bye.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 2/08/2006 02:14:00 AM :: link

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

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was reading one of my fren's blog.
she posted something which i guess totally voiced out how i once felt about a friendship.

realli how i once felt.
the tinge of sadness n pity.
indeed.

at the end of the dae, a wasted journey?...hmm...maybe to me it isn't.
more of a lesson i suppose.
n a fruitful one.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 2/07/2006 01:24:00 AM :: link

Monday, February 06, 2006

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just wondering if any guys are offended by my saturdae's post about flirts.haha.
no intention to offend them still.but just thought.
any guys who read tt if ur offended tag me.haha.just wanted to noe.haha.
but pls tag ur name.thanks.im just curious.
i will personally tag to apologize to u if i noe u.=)

anw, i got back Excel results.72/100.
ok quite unexpected.cos dint tink i would do relatively well for Excel considering i dint noe how to do a lot of things during the ICA.haha.
todae had ppt ICA.quite ok la.haha.

n there was one EWS presentation on banking for my group.n another EWS ICA project report to hand in.everything went quite ok.i guess.other den couldnt print the report initially.
but i wasnt realli worried also la.

im quite pleased with my performance for the presentation.
cos i tink Q&A i did well.its the first time im so open during Q&A, we dint plant any questions with any other groups.
i managed to answer the questions for a long time.a minute or so.
n the funny thing is i answered a part i dint do.but i read the report for this presentation n i answered according to tt la.haha.

n i was freaking nervous when i was doing the ppt clicking.i was cold n nervous n shivering.
but after i finished speaking i stopped shivering.hahaha.dunnoe why.

n anw, this afternoon Uncle Cedric smsed me if i wanted to work on thurs and fri for 4 hours each dae for a rather good pay.
i actually agreed already.den i came home, i told my mum.she dint realli sounded approving since exams were coming.n she dint knew i wun hav skol next week yet.
so i actually smsed Uncle Cedric just now evening asking if i could back out.but he has yet replied.=\.

anw den my mum found out i got no skol next week she encouraged me to go.
but i was pissed already.so i said no.if Uncle Ced allows me to back out i will back out.
otherwise its like such a hassle doing the arrangements.

anw, ya.
im seriously feeling the daes to wed is so far away.
relatively far away feeling.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 2/06/2006 08:20:00 PM :: link

Sunday, February 05, 2006

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why does a dae seem so long......................................................

fridae seem to have past by so fast.
but saturdae and sunday is so so so slow going.

anw, i've had 2 consecutive days almost-exact-dream.
but i tink saturdae's one was the worst.had 2 dreams.one was realli nightmare.
i dreamt of a cat's paw stuck at a car door.n the cat was screeching in pain in front of the car.
it was realli realli scary.n i still cant forget it.
the paw with the claws at the door, oh my gosh.
goosebumps.

i hate cats.
the most hated animal by me.
they are simply eerie.
the eyes n claws.urggh.

anw, yest i was rushing project.chaotic arrangements.
dun realli like this final EWS project.
co-ordination wise its terrible la.
everydae my email inbox is flooded with mails titles->EWS.
n i realli mean everydae for the past few daes.without fail.

ppt studying is simply boring.
going to do POM tutorial soon.

anw, my parents n bro went visiting at my auntie's place.
dint go cos my mum sort of pissed me off.
i said i wanted to bathe onli after having lunch.
n she started nagging.
so i said den i dun go.den she tried to get me bathing fast.
n i said no.
n tadaaa.here i am.

anw, im realli missing the fun i had daes ago.
n i still miss my Niaima.=\.
3 daes to go before i see her again.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 2/05/2006 04:06:00 PM :: link

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i miss my Niaima now.
getting even more random now.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 2/05/2006 02:47:00 AM :: link