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Saturday, March 13, 2004

...........

yesterdae skol end early, went to watch Dirty Dancing 2 wif Julie and Vanessa Tan...
and happened to met Ling and her friends in the theatre itself....watching same time show...haha... went to find her when the show ended... and had Vanessa and Ling telling same thing, they want to learn dancing... but too bad they dint noe, so i told them its alrite....cos u can do the dirty parts even without noeing how to dance.....=oP...hahahaha.... =oX..... dirty joke huh...haha....
Vanessa was laughing at this part where no one was actually laughing... and it was becos of a pathetic flowers the guy was holding....haha....=oP....

im interested to watch more shows...haha...other than haunted mansion...dun feel like watching liao..hmm....but got some show i wanna watch but is NC16!....damn it....haha....
anw, yesterdae's intercession...was i dunoe wat la....quite terrifying for me....
and got news frm Lukey got IHM ppl of my age coming to join us for intercession next week...as part of their camp.... so jux imagining how bad it would SURE turn out.....haha.... cos will hav a bunch of young ppl and a bunch of erm, senior ppl.....PNW sure sure terror one loh...haha.....
well, maybe can use ovation guitar next week...cos using auditorium....hahahaha.... happy!....

the guitar veri nice to play and the strap won't slip off my shoulders....haha...
i realli hate using the strap of my guitar loh, it slips off my shoulder when i play....example, yesterdae when was playing final song......it jux slipped off my shoulder and i had to kneel down and play!.... stupid strap.....i need the kind of strap like SFx kind where they hav 2 knob or someting installed to put straps.....haaha.... more secure....can play freely.....
i tot of buying another guitar by end of year or someting... plug in kind....haha... cost a lot of cos...can try to save money now la....=o)....

anw, i feel like running away from home now... i realli hate staying here in this house...
it drives me nuts ok... its not becos my mum nags at me, its becos my Da Ge is veri naggy and always pissing me off.... he keeps thinking he's the best in this house...and bosses us all around...damn ARSE!...
last nite my mum asked me wat i wanna hav for breakfast so i told her la... den this morning this stupid Arse woke up and give me tt fucking face and ask,"where mummy go".... so i told him dunnoe go out... cos i realli dint noe where she disappeared to for like nearly 2+ hours..she buy food neva took so long mah....

den when she finally came home, i tink she was tired la...den tt Arsehole go to kitchen and told her to ask me buy my own food!....fucker sucker...i dint even ask her go buy can...neva force her loh...is she ask i say onli can..... den he tink he veri great like tt.... its not as if she bought onli my food loh... she bought EVERYONE"S loh.....
and he thinks onli he can ask her go buy food la...ARSEHOLE!...
and den my ma jux kept silent...and i bet he tot i was DEAF!....

he was more ungrateful loh...eat already go out liao..neva even say a going out or wat.... FUCKER...ttz y i rather leave this house... when i'm old enough like 20+ im defintely leaving this house... if i find someone i like...i would leave this house by then....haha.... sounds so fairytale!....but well its true!...i set my mind on tt liao...cant stand tt Arse...

EYB!EYB!...


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Joyce

Joyce at 3/13/2004 12:21:00 PM :: link

Thursday, March 11, 2004

......

the onli word i c when i come online is,
STRESS!...
haha


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Joyce

Joyce at 3/11/2004 09:46:00 PM :: link

............

woh!....todae my 3.30pm korean show was finale!...im glad i dint fall asleep while watching...cos i was initially dozing off in the beginning...haha..... well, n i seem to find this particular part of the scene[finale la] to be veri familiar...probably i've watched its finale part before....haha....but well, the show ended off well.....the couple finally got back together....haha....
if luke c's this, hes gonna say im watching a lame show....haha...as usual...hmm.....

im perspiring madly now, cos i was doing jogging on spot jux now for nearly 20 minutes....haha... and listened to korean music...haha......gonna go bathe soon...the atmosphere was good...cos got music to listen to mah... and i was looking around my room and saw this little note on the wall...."don't give up".....heehee....ttz y i persisted for quite long.... my actual aim was jux for 10 minutes la....haha....so i jux did wat i cud la....
but im having some muscle aches now on my calves.....ouch!....haha

todae had track and field meet.......was bored to the core..and den had my classmates telling me one thing when they saw me,"eh, Julie running leh...u neva cheer her on?"...haha...jokers...anw, oh well....Lao jie did well as usual la...wats new?..haha... happy for her and congrats to her!!...hmm.....come to think of it,i think i can change my name when im in skol liao...i can be called Julie...cos everyone see me always either call me Zai Zai or Julie....haha......

ok im veri wet now....lookz like i wet my pants.....haha.....ok going to bathe now, EYB!EYB!....


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Joyce

Joyce at 3/11/2004 05:26:00 PM :: link

Wednesday, March 10, 2004

...............

was browsing thru' the taiwan yahoo on some actress...den happened to see some news on my fav korean actress, Ryoko Hirosue...the cute gurl... shes pregnant abt 7 months by now...and shes onli 23?... she held a shotgun marriage... haha.... quite curious to c her husband's photo...cant find it...haha...was in search of it after reading the news...
and realized she's a little erm weird...she calls her ex boyfrend last time almost 10 times a day...jux for chit chatting... and the boyfriend got al tensed up n cudnt concentrate on work...haha....
but still, i like her as she is...haha...her wedding ceremony was low keyed....and noli 40 odd people invited...haha

sigh, todae went 4 a maths SSS!.... Lao Jie la!...she wan me go, insist i go otherwise she tell maddie.... den all of u noe la, she will strangle me to death!.... hai....onli 4 people from 4D turned up!...pathetic.... and todae onli got 1 official lesson......teachers neva turn up again... and we played carrom during maths lesson....haha..... erm den no lesson le....
im tired, gonna change and get going to SFX...gotta meet Mummy Val early.....i dunnoe wat she gonna do wif me... and i've no idea wat i shud be bringing....haha...=oP....


BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 3/10/2004 06:20:00 PM :: link

Monday, March 08, 2004

..........

transformation test was bad, halfway thru it Mrs Das came in...telling us our ct results etc....
passed,
E Maths,Chinese,History and English...Failed, both science and SS....

erm...quite bad...ok.... gonna get back result slip tomolo.... i've got no chinese SSS.... ttz y im home now.... gonna study chinese maths and physics todae...lets c how much i can do....haha..... ok..EYB!EYB!....


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Joyce at 3/08/2004 02:11:00 PM :: link

Sunday, March 07, 2004

..........

silence does not mean all is well...
though the world does not revolves onli wif me alone, but i live in a world of my own....

im tired,jux felt like saying those words todae....
maybe i realli need people to pressurize me den will i strive hard enuf.... but i stress myself does not work....i get pimples[maybe?]....
i studied todae...did hmwk Maddie gave liao... and revised thru' e maths getting ready for tml's test on tranformation...wich im quite weak at.....

i'm glad to see people trying to "wake" me up for O levels... they scold me and nag at me....
though i WAS angry, i come to realize someting todae hwile i was in NTUC supermarket buying stuffs....
i realized if they did not care about me,they wouldn't hav scolded me and nag at me presurize me.... at least the scold me and care for me.... cos i dun get tt kind of ting from my family AT ALL.... im glad.....
my mum hav neva been worried abt my studies since i entered secondary skol... probably she feel tt i would work hard even without her nagging.... wich is quite untrue but howeva i wun listen to her....

i onli listen to my frenz and probably my cousins.... im not upset at all my family members hecks abt me or my studies....cos i bet ya they clean forgot tt we are a family.... becos we dun remember each others birthdays, we dunnoe wat each other is studying[my bros and i], we dun tok abt anyting........
ttz y i say maybe we are not one family tt is close on the appearance to my parents friends.....
my mum mite not even noe wats going on wif my studies now, my dad mite not noe im having o levels.... its jux a guess becos they dun ask....

i can understand my mum's situation becos i dun answer her questions.... therefore she wun noe anyting.... my dad does not ask at all...so i shall not say to him either....
im quite cruel and cold-blooded..... maybe some day i mite even leave this house before my big brothers do...i mean like getting married or simply movin gout of this house....
i live wif a inhumane eldest brother for those who do not noe.... ttz why im eager to leave this house....

i dun answer my dadz questions, the sight of him sometimes being veri a hypocrite makes me unpleasant if im going to answer him.... my mum is noting wrong....but i seem veri nasty to her, but sometimez im trying to be nice but she may feel im going mad of all the studying everydae in my room,called JAIL....
i dun mean im the best at home, but at least im not a hypocrite and inhumane....
becos my blood is fresh and flowing thru me, i've got a conscience....

my onli wish is actually to move out of this house wif my mum....
a world wich has no one unsightly....im evil to do tt probably...but nevamind....
ttz all....

my classmates does not motivate me to study....some are even discouraging me to study hard..like when i study in class [free time la]....
i will get snadwiched sometimes between myself and the class.... im telling myself to study and they are telling me not to study.....
looks veri like a honeymoon year for them.... im glad i dun feel on vacation....=oP....
now tt SFX ppl are on my side too...i tink tings are looking better than before when im alone... haha......

i dunnoe how to get the class motivated to study...they are onli tinking of prom nite and graduation nite.... wat to wear etc... but i dunnoe wat i shud be saying.....
becos the time has not come, we've yet taken o levels....so y are they toking abt someting wich is not suppsoed to be planned so far ahead now?.... some are totally hopeless to say abt them... some jux needs to be scolded to wake up....

but when i do say abt them or scold them to study, they tink im crazy...they would tell me to calm down relax why so worked up.... i tink they need a beating....=oP.....
i cant possibly learn veri well in such a environment rite?.... influences has been the greatest temptation from God to test my patience and determination....im still hanging on there wif help from many good frenz....

i woke up from wednesdae's scolding maybe....at least im studying now when i slack too long.... it's time to study....now is to noe how to study hard enuf....get good results dun disappoint ppl...and myself of cos.....

EYB!EYB!....

[Maddie]...im not veri slacking or eating snake k...haha...jk...


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Joyce at 3/07/2004 09:57:00 PM :: link