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Thursday, March 04, 2004

Your Existing Situation

Exercises initiative in overcoming obstacles and difficulties. Either holds, or wishes to achieve, a position of authority in which control can be exerted over events.

Your Stress Sources

Wants a partner with whom she can share fully in an atmosphere of cloudless serenity, but her compulsion to demonstrate her individuality leads her to adopt a critical and demanding attitude. This introduces discord and leads to alternating periods of drawing closer and drawing apart, so that the ideal state she desires is not allowed to develop. Despite the urge to gratify her natural desires, she imposes a considerable self-restraint on her instincts in the belief that this demonstrates her superiority and raises her above the common herd. Discerning, critical and particular, having taste and discrimination. These qualities, combined with her tendency to judge things for herself and to express her opinions with authority. She enjoys the original, the ingenious and the subtle, striving to ally herself with others of similar taste who can help her in her intellectual unfolding. Desires admiration and the esteem of others.

Your Restrained Characteristics

Circumstances are such that she feels forced to compromise for the time being if she is to avoid being cut off from affection or from full participation.
An unadmitted lack of confidence makes her careful to avoid open conflict and she feels she must make the best of things as they are.

Insists that her hopes and ideas are realistic, but needs reassurance and encouragement. Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense.

Insists that her goals are realistic and sticks obstinately to them, even though circumstances are forcing her to compromise. Very exacting in the standards she applies to her choice of a partner.

Your Desired Objective

Seeks affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Desires an intimate union, in which there is a love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust.

Your Actual Problem

Wants to be valued and respected, and seeks this from a close and peaceful association of mutual esteem.

Your Actual Problem #2

Needs to protect herself against her tendency to be too trusting, as she finds it is liable to be misunderstood or exploited by others. Is therefore seeking a relationship providing peaceful and understanding intimacy, and in which each knows exactly where the other stands.

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Joyce at 3/04/2004 09:01:00 PM :: link

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came home from a skol's trip,career fair...quite ok la...i was poached to be a pilot...cos of suitable criteria...
sat beside mrs Ong on the way back...and we were the silence there probably...

yesterdae choir, wasnt veri exciting...got quite a piece of mind from Mummy Val and Maddie....
results are bad...probably attitude wasn't rite...cos i cant focus studying for the CT1....
come home feeling quite sad....and of cos after kana scolded mus start hitting the bks rite....!....
headed for the books until 12.30+a.m... and realli cudnt take it and fell asleep wif my radio on....

this morning i overslept....but i wasnt late at all...
i tink yesterdae the scolding was veri fierce...
Mummy Val gave me the most killing eyes while asking for my results...and there was like silence loh... i was quite scared la.... den scold finish it's Maddie's turn...hai... but im glad tt now i've got more tutors to help me out...cos both of them offered to help me....

my maths is deproving lately, mood is swinging, tired,hungry.....
i had pe this morning wifout yesterdae's lunch and dinner....cos i headed strght hme after choir....and i dint get any breakfast...and told to run 10 rounds...im still hungry...

ok...tink im going to be off to get a present box... EYB!EYB!....

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 3/04/2004 05:03:00 PM :: link

Tuesday, March 02, 2004

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i dint go skol todae...honestly is becos i overslept....
i was woken up by my big bro when he came to ask him pay him some money back...and he asked me todae no skol meh...den i was like..."Oh shit!todae wat day?"....den i knew i was in toruble...haha.... now i gotta write a letter....shit.... i tink i was too tired tt even my handphone alarm cudn't wake me up for the FIRST TIME....
becos my handphone is set to volume 5.....haha.....

i guess tomolo mus ask people to call me to check whether im awake not liao..haha....
but yesterdae was realli veri tiring la...when i reached home at 7.08,my bro called me ask me run an errand for my mum....but i rest until my show ended den went down.... and when i came home,he was sitting on the comfy chair watching channel news asia!!.....and i was running arnd like mad....damn it....

i wanted to watch my variety show but he jux dun let me until it was 9p.m my show....
damn it...so i did my SS article hmwk before 9.... and after watching my show,i continued doing ss la...den went to bathe at 11....but at 11 i tot it was like 12+...cos i was realli tired liao.... haha....continued doing my hmwk after bathe... and did it until 12+a.m....
some maths hmwk...hai....and when i felt so relieved last nite i completed the hmwk, this morning i dint go to skol!....hahaaha....joker......

k la, im veri pissed wif my mum for not washing my clothes and the toilet stinks of everyone's clothes....it realli stinks i tell u, even closed the door to prevent the smell frm cmoing out to the living room....but it's better this morning liao....cos my mum washed some le....

sian la now...im going to eat...EYB!EYB!....

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 3/02/2004 12:36:00 PM :: link

You are like Mark - Mark was a young man who served
the Apostle Peter and was a faithful,
hardworking servant.

You are hardworking and love to serve others, even
if it means suffering. However, you may neglect
spiritual activities such as prayer and Bible
study which are essential for Christian growth.

What Bible Gospel Writer Are You Most Like?
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Artistic

You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.

What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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You're sad and miserable.

You're Kierkegaard! The Father of
Existentialism, and probably the most important
Protestant thinker since Calvin, you are
Christianity's greatest modern defender. You
emphasize freedom and choice, and the
dread/despair that inevitably follows. Your
assertion that an individual is defined by
his/her relationship to God was more radical
than anything Luther asserted. Too bad you were
so depressed and broken-hearted all the time.

Which famous Christian are you?
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DesireFun

Fun. You Truly Desire Fun. Your always willing and
ready to play a game, whatever it may be. But
be careful, you cn tend to get a little too
competitive.

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Joyce at 3/02/2004 12:24:00 PM :: link

Monday, March 01, 2004

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im half dead after urnning 800m... wah...i sprint in the beginning and in the end cannot make it ended up last thrid out of 12+ people....wahahaha.... nor nor was so funny...she was like running and when she finally got to the finish point, she slow down and jumped over the line...everyone started laughing....hahaha.... so cute arh she.....

er Er Jie did well AS USUAL!...she got first for an event.....and i dunnoe abt the other liao...one is second...hmm...they are asking for people to swim liao...ARHHHHHHHH!!!>...... get losTT!!!!.....
i promised myself im not gonna swim this year...no matter wat... i dun wanna put my life at risk arh...hahaha.... ok...im gonna go.... EYB!EYB!

[sleepy],
BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 3/01/2004 07:20:00 PM :: link

Sunday, February 29, 2004

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end of the week...doesnt feel good at all....
i saw Quan da ma...[Quan Yifeng] and the ok no problem's ah beng... shooting the ready steady go...avoided going near them twice...first when i reached hougang mall... and the second time when i walked to the interchange and they were there....Quan Yifeng lookz prettier than on tv...realli....

i was supposed to go run todae but cannot get up so neva go...hahaha....
er...yesterdae 4th saturdae mass la...as usual... was quite ok la....other than not veri fun....cos i wasnt sitting near the drums...where uncle cedric would keep winking at me while her play[ realli cute him].... and uncle Paul played his song[i suppose]... he wrote down the chords and signed his name...hahaha....

Auntie Slyvia walked up to me Ling and Maddie after packing the instruments etc.... and she told us youths would be doing offertory songs on april....and i actually tot she was toking to the wrong person...[=oP].... cos she neva toks to me one...once in a while la...hahaha.... so i dint quite understand wat she was saying la....den she said she was toking in english...[SWEATS!]....hahaha....tink she got maddie's germs....the suaning.....

i taught alvin guitar chords and how to read chords oso.... and he was like i dunnoe, slacking....hahaha...but he got work hard in the beginning la....cos after a while he complained his hand pain....and he wasnt even using acoustic, i can imagine if he uses acoustic guitar.... hahaha...maybe he will scream?.... hmm...heehee....but is his first time la... so oso cannot blame...hahah....

Joshy tried to help me carry the drums....and he started holding the drums and walk wif me to the music room....haha....so cute huh.... he came up and called me somemore...hahah.... so guai... heehee....

had supper till realli late like 12.38a.m.... some left first and left me luke,maddie and my bro... haha...we were toking....den tts abt all yesterdae la......
yesterdae was maybe the most molested mass and harrassed mass i ever had in SFX and any where else....

1st, Ling started touching my thighs...so i felt "creepy" u noe... den Erica sat beside me and did the smae ting on my right thighs.... hai... and i had to sit realli straight to stop them from molesting me.... den i had my bbro and erica [on my right] taking out handphones and dunnoe wat they doing, maybe they yan jiu their phones.... and i had Vanessa and Ling [on my left] doing the same ting...and they were taking photos wif Alvin's phone.... wat the heaven.... hahaha.......

and Ling kept smiling to me and i refilled the bottles 4-5 times...wondering is everyone tt thirsty or they following me drink water??.... haha...i take water drink and they all start snatching water frm me and drink oso... ttz y had to re fill so many times....
den i told Luke they were molesting my legs... and guess wat he said?... he said,"eh Ling if u continue to molest Joyce's leg,I'm going to call the SPCA!!!'.... wat the heaven arh..... kaoz....

oh and Fr.Vincent mentioned Luo Han again!.... u noe on fridae's mass he oso mentioned Luo Han! damn it..... and of cos i became laughing stock out of everyone la.... other than maybe some stoning there dunnoe wats going on... haha...=oP...shan't say who(S)..... hahaha....
i tink Fr Vincent is jux too in love wif luo Han everytime when he gives homily..... hahaha.....
tml gonna be the heats for 800m and i neva even run...die liao...

ok im going to start being crazy alone at home now... EYB!EYB!....

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 2/29/2004 04:11:00 PM :: link