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Saturday, September 03, 2005

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i've been working these few daes.
last minute thing.
selling mooncake at caltex[?] house for Intercontinental.
everydae im dead tired the minute i leave that place.
it sounds as though i worked realli hard to sell,but no.
its becos im standing for long hours.
working hours-9am to 6/6.30/7pm each dae from mondae to fridae.

so im now working along wif Bianca and 2 other colleagues n 2 higher ranks[1 supervisor & 1 Assistant Manager].
everyone's very nice & lenient to & with me.
overall,im happy to be working.
i get the money and can go holiday.such a great deal eh.hahaha.

anw,yesterdae was such a rush dae.
Bianca & I rushed from Raffles to Hougang for the growth.
n bought fries n ate while we walked quickly there.
what a indigestion.
but had a quite fun time monkeying around in the train la.hahaha.

dead shagged when reached there.
n luckily had Augustine,so he could start all songs for me.hahaha.
i tink everyone played well except ME.
particularly Naima.dunnoe why,thought she would be like half dead when she reached.
but she seem to hav used full strength.hahaha.
she did one solo very well.=).

after supper came home,n first thing i did was on the aircon n lie on my floor.
n i jux fell asleep for more than 30 minutes.
my mum came in n thought i FAINTED!
hahahaha.
den dragged myself in the darkness to the bathroom,bathe n slept.

todae,went down to Bugis to return my security pass.
cos yesterdae,i left frm Raffles so i passed my card to my AM but forgot to give him the pass back.
so travelled for 2 hours to n fro for the pass.
Naima offered to return for me but i rejected it.cos its finally her off dae,so she can spend some time wif Gus.
yup.

anw, there was a little misunderstanding wif Gus.
so i apologized to him here.
had it cleared up.n everything's all well again.

i guess sometimes im not as able to express what i know n understand inside out to him n others.like i do know some stuffs but i don't know how to tell him/them.
a little awkwardness sometimes.
some things if i know, i don't say it creates many many misunderstandings.

[Gus]i dunnoe how to tell u sometimes that i know im spending too much time wif her, it's like telling someone something i don't think it's nice.
because i don't know how to manage/limit that time.
its not i'm or she's ignoring your feelings.
we know, but just that friends/good friends are like that.

i don't need you to accept me for who i am, maybe she wants you to.
beacuse im also human i err, but i believe she knows what's right and wrong.
so shes not defending my wrongdoings.
im not defending myself,but just stating the facts.yeah?
i know u do not like the stuffs i say,but its all true.

you have to believe in her, shes impartial.
what you see sometimes is only what she tells to you about your wrongs,
but she also tells me my wrongs too.just that you ain't around.
but please, believe me.when we work,it's not fooling around.
its totally a different thing when we work n out of work.we are not spending time to play,the company doesnt pay me to play...the kind of time is totally not like when i visit her at her workplace.

just that i have a good friend at work that's all.
nothing much.
and shes always there for you,your not doing this alone.
maybe because of her work and studies she has less time for you.
but think about it, almost every single minute she can spare, she spends it with you.
whether on the phone or at at anywhere else.every time.

im not your rival for her or her time.
you got to learn to open up and share things with others, not just with her.
it's not you do not have good friends but just that you don't share stuffs wif us.
not every single stuffs but still share some.=D
but i don't think you should be stopping her to share things with her friends even IF you don't want to do that wif ur friends.

we are all good friends, if need be i can be there for you too.=)
you are NEVER alone.
im not solely her good friend, but also yours n the others.
so lets learn to admit our faults and LEARN our lessons.yes?=D
nothing offending by saying things here, i hope?
just that i don't know how to tell u personally.yeah???
SMILE MORE.=D

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Joyce

Joyce at 9/03/2005 09:49:00 PM :: link

Thursday, September 01, 2005

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im sorry Augustine.
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im dead tired.

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Joyce

Joyce at 9/01/2005 11:27:00 PM :: link

Monday, August 29, 2005

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realli bored todae.
dint go out n all i did was play the guitar,watch tv.
later will be going over to Celestine's place to help her n Rachel wif some maths things.
ya.will rush home by 10pm t watch my TV.of cos.hahaha.
im in search of a song cos Romance.its a piece of intrumental unfortunately,have yet found it.

anw,i've been answering the house phones since i woke up!
my bro is avoiding the M1 person who's hounding him for his payment of bills la.
realli irritating.
n the m1 lady doesnt speak in a nice tone somemore.

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Joyce

Joyce at 8/29/2005 06:49:00 PM :: link

Sunday, August 28, 2005

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aloha.
yesterdae had 4th sat,i played guitar.so was very tired todae n slept till afternoon.
almost1pm.
i was very hyperactive yesterdae even before practice started.
i was entertaining everyone wif poiful,sweets.

everone was throwing it n im supposed to catch it in my mouth.
yup.i dunnoe who started it too.maybe it was me?hahaha.i dunnoe.forgot.
but at least everyone was entertained even Uncle Ced.
hahaha.he said i reminded him of the animals in ZOO!hahaha.
den we played "poifuls" till the actual practice.haha.
that was Entertainment Part I.

den we had the mass itself.and next it was supper.
Nicholas was suaning me until i felt like strangling him.
cos had craving for Sambal Kangkong.
so when it dint come n there wasnt any, he said i had no life.
but den again true.haha.cos i realli insisted to hav sambal kangkong for dinner.
so anw,i dint hav any dinner cos there wasnt any sambal kangkong.

Entertainment II, making funny faces while Bianca tied Maddie hair,while both of them were sitting on my lap.that's before practice.
Luke was videocameraing all the while.i know so was some sorta entertaining myself.
was doing my not-so-indian-dance.hahaha.
Bianca became my tree unknowingly.hahaha.

Maddie joined in suaning me, she was toking about orchid-the garnishing.
but i heard it as hotcakes,according to my lip-read.
yup.im quite deaf.=P.
that's entertainment Part III.

anw, had quite a fun time yesterdae.fooling around wif Bianca before healing.haha.
practically throughout the PNW, i was making funny faces at her.haha.
cos she like on off half dead.
so tried entertaining her.some worked one dint.hahaha.

todae,i woke up n practised guitar.the songs Uncle Gavin told us to listen to.
successfully imitated one song.

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Joyce

Joyce at 8/28/2005 07:11:00 PM :: link