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Saturday, April 08, 2006

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im all alone at home.as usual.haha.
anw,i went for the lentern thing todae though im not playing.
just went to support.
but den again,i was so bloody tired tt i hardly sang properly.
cos i was reading Tuesdays with Morrie yesterdae night.n i read till 3.30am.

n i actually cried reading the book.quite unbelievable myself.haha.
i've never cried reading a book.but honestly,it was realli quite sad n yet heartwarming a story.

anw,i feel todae's not the dae to go out.
first it was raining when i was about to go home.
i hitched a cab ride from Bianca n her mum.
den,both lifts are under maintenance!!!!
so i decided to climb the stairs back home.
panting through the way.

came home,grabbed a bite n just slept till 6+pm.
realli tired todae.

anw,i just saw something just now.
my dage got a place in NTU also.the other one is NUS.
frankly speaking,im scared or rather stressed out in someways.
like i said before even though we do not take the same course but still i get stressed out.
but den,im still happy for him la.

i always think my dage's very smart.esp streetsmart.
i can never outwit him in streetsmart-wise.hahaha.
i think some things can be learnt easily if u work hard.esp studies.
streetsmart,it's something i hav yet learnt to grasp it.
n i always feel people around me are freaking streetsmart/wise.
he gives me the competitive edge sometimes.

with my erge,its musically competitive.actually not competitive at all.
cos im not on par with him at all.haha.hes way much musically talented than i am.
but i feel tt i give up quite easily sometimes.
like yesterdae before growth,i was looking for battery for the guitar.
when i couldnt find any,Jenny say go to music room to find.
but i dint go down to get it,instead my erge went.
i thought of just using it at low batt until after the mass.
so anw,he found it.

very often for music stuffs,i dun look for the solution myself.
i would seek those who are much...eh...superior than me?hahaha.
actually in the entire band,i tink everyone's more superior than me also la.hahaha.

no,im not feeling inferior.haha.
just a feeling.i dun call it feeling inferior.haha.
cos im proud of myself in wateva "acheivements" i hav till todae.
but of cos,it wouldnt hav been possible without the support from my friends,old-friends n family along the way.

thinking of my Niaima.
next week's holy week.
dunnoe if i will be seeing her at all.cos there'll be no programmes in CSC.
n next week spells the last week of my holidaes.=\.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 4/08/2006 09:21:00 PM :: link

Friday, April 07, 2006

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helloooo!!!
yesterdae was realli a great dae!
so i went Pulau Ubin with my Niaima,Travis n Huixian.
we went in the afternoon, but before tt, i went for penitential service with Bianca in the morning.
followed by lunch.

anw,so we took a cab down to the jetty.
den a ferry and we were like eating ice cream n frantically digging for our money when the guy wanted to collect the fare.hahaha.
den we rented bicycles n cycled for a few hours.
now my butt realli ache like nuts.yesterdae was my inner thighs.

it was realli a bumpy ride most of the time.haha.
n not long after we set out,it started raining but we still carried on.
soon it stopped den we just wandered around the island la.
my stamina dropped again,i felt so breathless whenever i had to cycle up slope.
Huixian will push the bike when its upslope.haha.we called her the re ben niu.
jap babe.haha.cos her dressing yesterdae was like a jap tourist.she wore a cap/hat.haha.
she doesnt like the sun.=).

n we took quite a lot of pictures.haha.
oh ya,n we all got checked by the police,our ICs.haha.we stopped to rest n den the policemen came up to check our ICs.haha.
but anw,he might ask us to stop to check even if we dint take a pitstop la.haha.
n Travis videocam it down somemore.haha.
i bet we got a lot of videoclips.hahaha.

anw, luckily Bianca dint puke during the ferry rides.haha.
anw, so after tt we headed back for dinner without Bianca.cos she had something on.
den we all went home n rest for the dae.

anw,lunch was educating.haha.no la, just kidding.
but guess Bianca's right.
i guess even though the words meant most to me, the tone might mean as much with it.
maybe i should give it a last try.
leave wateva tt has happened, my pride n disappointment aside first.
i shall heed her advice.so wish me luck.haha.

anw,i started reading Tuesdays with Morrie onli todae.
it's as interesting n captivating as the five people you meet in heaven.
im going back to reading now.
bye.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 4/07/2006 03:29:00 PM :: link

Thursday, April 06, 2006

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practice todae.wasn't too good for me.
partly becos i couldnt concentrate.
n the other part is theres some things going through my mind.

anw, the earlier half of the dae was ok.
met up with the clique.ok partial clique.
cos everyone turned up so late i felt we dint had much time together oso.
about 1 hr30 min or so.tts all.
we had some food together with Bianca.

anw,something very weird todae.
how come evryone noticed tt Bianca n I are wearing the same matching clothes?
its not unusual if 1 or 2 people says so.bt i feel todae is a lot of ppl say.
my clique,Jenny,Bianca's mom n another choir member.
its realli a lot.
anw,its not unusual tt we're wearing the same colour clothes wat.odd.
great minds think alike.hahaha.
oh btw,Daph was oso wearing the same colours.hahahaha.

anw,tml im going for penetential.[im sorry if i spelt it incorrectly]
in the morning, followed by going to Pulau Ubin.cycling,for fun.
with a few others like Travis.hahaha.joker number 1 guy.hahaha.
staying abroad n staying in a block.hahahahaha.
it does makes me laugh.hahaha.

Xiao Zhu's damn funny la.haha.
watching the repeat of the 100% entertainment.haha.

anw,i decided to maybe ask/speak to the leader if im realli still uncomfortable or unhappy with anything.
since it appeals n is a fact tt wateva i say will not get into the guy,den i guess i shall sought the next best alternative.=).

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 4/06/2006 01:01:00 AM :: link

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

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yawn.just woke up.
the construction work downstairs is deafening my ears.
i can hardly hear my phone's message tone even though its right in front of me.
tts how loud they get.

i will continue the post later.im off for lunch with my mum.
partly to get away from these noises.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 4/04/2006 02:46:00 PM :: link

Monday, April 03, 2006

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not feeling sleepy.n just bathed.
finally im smelling good.haha.

anw,i went mass alone just now[sunday].
i always feel tt when i go alone,im less distracted.
i won't be looking at people around me.
so i did pay attention to the homily.it's by a guest Father as i always call.haha.
a priest tts not from St Anne's.

anw, just before receiving holy communion, i dunnoe why but i thought of Mas.
she's from intercon, the girl who babysitted me once when i got drunk.haha.
i thought about her engagement n somehow i feel as though im not realli 17+.
the people around me n whom i like to hang out with are mostly older.
[p/s-includes the clique.as always im the youngest.haha.]
hahaha.den again Bianca always reminds me tt im not 17+ but 25.haha.

how time flies.
n see how much crow's feet im getting.haha.=P.

anw,my butt muscles are aching.
maybe becos for vigil i was kneeling half the time.n im having mens.
so now they ache.

lately i've been just listening n playing John Mayer's songs.
theres a lot of his songs which i like.hahaha.a lot.
fast or slow,i like them all.haha.esp Comfortable.haha.

im toking to Amy online now.n tt funny girl just said OSIM.
n im like wat the heck is tt.n she said,"oh shit its monday'.
now she says theres a TGIF,"Thank God its friday".hahaha.
cos last sem, monday is the most packed dae,fri theres no skol.haha.

running out of things to say alr.
hahaha.feeling a little sleepy.but i dun feel like sleeping yet.

i miss the clique.haha.
its been ages since i last met them.=\.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 4/03/2006 01:49:00 AM :: link

Sunday, April 02, 2006

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im addicted.
to the song Comfortable.haha.

i just woke up not long.haha.had vigil and a very fun n sumptuous breakfast with my bro,Jenny,Calvin[Jenny's good friend] and Auntie Jane.at Kovan's some Hong Kong cafe.
Jenny was on "morning-high",as i would call it.haha.
n she was falling into "depression" when Calvin kept teasing her.haha.
n den u just see Calvin keep poking fun at her,n at Jenny's expense[Jenny kept saying it].haha.

den Jenny started laughing at my laughings which sounds like Bianca's.
n she told Calvin all about the retreat n Bianca n I always laugh like ->THAT.hahaha.
den she tries to mimick Bianca's when i started laughing.
mine is the lower voice one.hahaha.

anw, when i saw Jenny n Calvin it did remind me of Bianca n I.hahaha.
but often ,i think, the 2 of us laugh at each other's expense,rite?hahahaha.

anw, i miss Koh Samui.
the fun, sun, beach, sea, people, walking around streets n drinking.hahaha.
i tink the first few daes we kept drinking.haha.but never drunk.=D.

anw, i tink im gonna miss my Niaima n i am already.
ok.tink im gonna grab some food or sleep now.
still gotta go mass later.
bye.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 4/02/2006 03:52:00 PM :: link