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im back home.haha.
todae was a great dae spent with Bianca n Travis.
erm,initially tt girl went to do some stuffs first.
me n Travis went crapping n window shopping around Paragon.
n it's realli boring cos we got no purchasing power.sounds like marketing?hahaha.

anw,after tt we had a nice dinner at Sun and Moon,a jap dining place.
it was quite good.in fact the best jap food i ever had.cos it's not extreme jap.haha.

we wanted to catch a movie,but in the end dint.
eh...dunnoe is it becos of me not.hahaha.cos i dint realli wanna watch any of the shows.
anw,so in the end we went around smelling perfumes.hahaha.
my nose was irritated after a while,like perfumes started to smell the same.hahaha.
n i couldnt differentiate which was which brand.hahaha.

anw,after tt we sat down n chatted at Haagen Dazs.
it was realli a very nice chit chat with them.one of the nice hearty chats i hav ever had.
n i feel it's a good let out for them.
at the same time,i feel so happy to noe tt someone was in tt kind of situation before.
n handled it the way i would.
we chatted for a few hours,until 12+.n my mum started to ring me up.haha.
for twice.hahaha.Bianca seems worried my mum's gonna get angry.hahaha.

but of cos,i had my ways of hong her.hahaha.
step one n the onli step,is to divert her attention away from me staying out late.hahaha.
so she started telling me about wat happened in todae's episode of Jewel in the Palace.
oh well,it worked anw.hahaha.
but in fact,she's the one who brought up the topic of the episode loh.hahaha.
btw,my mum's not angry with me la.hahaha.

den,ya,i just sat on my bed listening to her n msging Bianca and Yuting.
hahaha.a bit half dead,cos just now just reached home so a bit sian.
n Yuting seems so enthusiastic about our suntanning tml.hahaha.

anw,back to the chat todae.
it was good la.erm,realized a lot of things which i never knew.some drew my curiosity for a while more.hahaha.
people are more complexed than i thought.n never judge a book by its cover.
n also i feel tt life out there working is not tt simple.so as to say.
i saw more advantages and disadvantages about being competitive than i used to hav thought.

honestly,i've never exactly been in a competitive environment in skol.
everyone's just doing things at their own pace,no one bothers about anyone.other than just probing into one another's results n tts all.
but i've always created a healthy competitive image in my mind.[emphasis is on healthy ok.so means the competitive image doesnt strain my relationship with others.]
guess cos it motivates me in aspects of striving to do better.

but never have i come across to oblivious competition from anyone in skol or class.
realli never.
competition.hmm...
it's quite a harmful thing if people dun see it in the right mindset.
but it would be a helpful thing if everyone is open to one another,n at the end of the dae friends are still friends.furthermore, everyone would give their best to produce the best work they can,which is a good thing.in a way,u might produce results of a higher standard/quality than u should be.[this is wat i see from living examples.hahaha.]

personally i feel tt most people see competition as a threat.
for me,competition i dunnoe.i would like to experience it n be exposed to it while im young n sensible enough to.
cos i tink the minute u step into society to work, theres constant competition.
from people working in the same field n line as u are.[i dunnoe if im right,but tts wat i've always thought.]

recognition,principles,pride.it's gonna be a tough life for me out there when i start working.
i foresee my own future.

n once again,Travis stressed out the point tt he can't imagine he has been talking to a 17+yr old girl=me.haha.
im 25 years old i suppose.hahahaha.

Be Strong n Be Good!=).



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Joyce