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PHEW!....i finally came home after 3-4 hours of flag dae but i enjoyed myself runnig and chasing people for donations haha... our "leader" was a male-volunteerer called Michael....he was being bullied by me i suppose cos whenever we were see each other,he will tease at me and he keeps bumming into me den later i "whacked" him....heehee he said i veri chor lor[ rough] heehee...but hes veri nice lah... my friends thought we were in love or wat..coz we keep disturbing each other like da qing ma qiao haha....=P...but im not interested into him....haha...

Yesterdae i reached home at 5.50,6 p.m coz i went for CCA after my SSS history lesson but more like riddle tests with Rowena and others...haha... but when i went for CCA we still continued having riddles haha....wow..so long neva go guitar club feel so excited when about to go haha.... ya...and after CCA i was about to go home when............. THE RAIN CAME!!! and it was heavy rain but becoz i didn't bring umbrella,i had to walk in the rain,went home like after i "showered" coz my hair was completely soaking wet and dripping.... and i had to rush down to coffee shop after i bathe coz Maddie msged me to help her buy dinner coz shes late!... and when i bought there, she had no time to eat liao!.....was quite infuriating coz i was veri tired after walking in the rain[coz was carrying 2 quitars>lent my frend 1] ya....and she did not eat it....... kao ehzai.....

I was veri HONEST & BLUNT last nite at sfx...and everyone insisted that i was over hyper so i went along and become more "hyper" like they insisted haha.....ya Luke was rite. I was veri veri talkative last nite...well but i was also veri "talkative" during intercession wat[i suppose].... i lifted up prayers.......wahahazai...... and after intercession we were playing with more riddles again!....heehee...lucky Gerry din't come...coz i will die under her riddles.......=).....

OH!...forgot to mention something...i was quite angry lah i supposed when on thursday when i called the people in Lukey's group trying to inform them to go down to sfx on fridae[yesterdae] @ 7p.m and no one picked up their bloody phone!... even Lukey and Cal Babe... and later when Lukey called me back i was much more qi gek coz.... when i told him to call HIS group [i'm part of his group member too lah]members, he told me to call them instead and i felt as though im being USED .....i replied," im not the leader loh!YOU are" and he dare tell me the leader is supposed to give instructions to members and do it.....................

SO! LUKE FOO you telling me group leader realli no need to do anything izzit!..... you want me to do things which u are capable of but yet u making use of your authority to make me do your things!....jux becoz u hav some other things to do!?!?!.... I supposedly SUPPOSE you think ihav nothing to do lah RITE?!?!...... BUT IM GONNA SAY THIS OK! i've been keeping it inside for a long time!....STOP MAKING USE OF ME! if u insist on using ur authority to make OTHERS do ur things, den pls do not come and look for me!!......damn!..... shit...... i am neva gonna do such things ok!.... im not the group leader!.... i realli hate it when you always ask me pass down messages here and there and especially when im still having skol meaning i've skol stuffs too i've my common test, i noe its "common" but every results counts u noe! i dun wanna be like in the past always helping you do YOUR things and den later i get bad resultz.... and you get the benefit but i get nothing but things bad....dun u think its unfair!!..............

sometimez... i dun understand why the boss jux love to leave their things to their subordinates??... izzit becoz if anything goes wrong they wouldn't be blamed and held responsible of?.... you noe something?...i've gotten myself into several troubles and held responsible whenever something goes wrong in the passing down of messages, some would realli blame you, some would try to be funny and "blame" you meaning they kidding and trying to be funny which obviously izzn't lah... i dunnoe but i get sick of this things too loh... ya i admit i'm those sort who would do things for others as and when im being praised and i noe that im capable of coz I'm alwayz veri and quite confident in things that i do though i say to pepople," huh?!?! dun wan lah...i cannot one loh" but inside im veri confident and veri veri willing to accept to do it....... but sometimez dun get too far.... i've got limits too esp when i get tired of doing thingz....


Knowing your own LIMITZAI,
Joyce

Joyce at 7/12/2003 01:49:00 PM :: link

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Wednesday, July 09, 2003