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Saturday, February 04, 2006

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ok.hi.
todae's a monotonous dae.n i jux relized monotonous has so many Os.haha.

i slept till 1.40pm.more than 12 hours of sleep.
but im still tired.
did nothing but eat, finished stats n played guitar.
will be practising monday's powerpoint ICA later.

feeling a little of the jitters.
after having received 2 calls these few daes form my classmates.
todae Amy asked me abt last last week's accounts.
Yuting asked me a few daes ago abt Stats example.

but Yuting was just going thru' stats.
Amy i dunnoe.hope she's not revising her work.cos its gonna make me nervous.

anw, exams are seriously round the corner.
in 2 weeks time.
how shud i say.erm...
i feel i've put in constant effort into my studies.but still sometimes i feel im too slacky.
just exactly like todae.

anw, i went over to pop by a friend's blog just minutes ago.
n i tot men are flirtatious.
haha.
ok.no offence to any man who reads this.
these thoughts are partly resulting from yesterdae's talk.

i always think.
wat exactly does guys want out of girls when they try to date them.
is it just physical attraction?or realli the inner beauty they see tt attracted them?

honestly, i hate guys who always stares at pretty girls on the streets.
esp when these guys happen to be my friend.
well, i won't avoid them still.but just tt bad impression tt they give to me i guess.

im being bias here la.
cos im onli talking abt man but not woman.haha.
n the fact is even woman also oggle at man on streets.
but i always feel woman are different when they comes to dating.
this doesnt apply to all women.some just wants the fun out of it.i dunnoe.

not tt i no longer like guys even by saying these.haha.
just some i dun.=P.

am i thinking too much now?hahahha.
im random ain't i.
ok time to get back to studying.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 2/04/2006 08:10:00 PM :: link

Friday, February 03, 2006

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if anyone ask me how's my day todae, i would shake my head.

the dae started off badly.cos i had to drag myself out of bed at 10.45 after snoozing my alarm since 10am.i had to complete my EWS ICA3 project and do my tutorials.
so from 11am to 3.30pm i completed my project and finished 1.5 stats tutorial.cos hav to do 2 tutorials for next mondae.i dint hav enough time to complete it.

after tt, i went to quickly bathe and rushed out to meet Bianca.
n i was late by 5 minutes.
but anw, she was late.i was rather bored while waiting.couldnt stand still, listened to my ipod.
den had a chop chop dinner at Raffles.
we were rather quiet.cos we were both tired.

n came the draggy part, the waiting of cab.

there was freaking not a single available cab in sight.
after waiting for a long time, we decided to book a cab.
ok den we thought it was gonna be ok.
but soon came a cab, so Bianca called to cancel the cab.
n den the uncle said hes not taking any passenger.

but we had already called to cancel the cab.
n we had to book a second time.
n i needed to pee.
den came another cab,[not the cab we booked] den we finally got going.n cancelled the cab once again.=|.

anw, PNW was erm...not very good.
i kept losing my rhythm.for the 2 songs i started, i lost my beat.
i dint noe wat to play.my head was just in a blank.
[no i dint drink, i was just plain tired]
i played a 3/4 for a 4/4 song.because before the 4/4 song, was a 3/4 song.

anw, i tink i laughed n smiled the most during the talk.
cos i went to sit with my Niaima at her drums there.
she kept asking me if it was very fast for the last song.hahaha.3 times in fact.
hahahaha.i tink maybe cos Julian said we were too fast.haha.

i laughed a lot after i couldnt fall to sleep on the chair.haha.
cos my most beloved girl woke me up.cos she was asking if the amp was very loud when AFr William was giving the talk.ya.n i was alr sleeping.
after tt couldnt sleep.

n den the talk was quite funny la.
at least it made us kept on laughing.hahaha.
like the wedding ring=suffe"ring".hahaha.
n we said we would make one for each other next time, almost at same time we said it.hahaha.

the funniest one was when she hit her chest.
hahahahha.
cos i was teasing her for making me wait.n den she said she was guilty n hit her chest.
n she hit so hard it sounded so loudly n pain.hahahahhaahahaahhaaha.
it still makes me laugh so much thinking about it.
it was not supposed to be tt hard i suppose.hahahhahaa.=P.

tt was wat gave me the longest laugh of the dae.like seriously long i laughed over it.=D

anw, reached home onli at 11.30pm.
my mum was packing up the place.as usual.n we were the last to leave.
i was so tired.
so i was bored for an hour waiting for her.

sat at the swing, listening to my ipod, n looked at the photos in it.
saw pics we took during Gus' bdae last year, Vanessa's confirmation, n the most recent big group photo.

i thought to myself, im happy as i am now.
times with them were once happy though.
ya.guess tts all i wanna say todae.
very tired now.bye.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 2/03/2006 11:59:00 PM :: link

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

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hi.
yesterdae was one of the greatest dae i had.
the dae started off pretty boring.
but the evening was where the fun and everything was.

went to watch Memoirs of a Geisha with my beloved Niaima.
had a quick bite before the movie n we were slightly late for the show n they had already started.
but nvm.anw, the show's SUPERB!!!
i enjoyed the show so much that i wouldnt mind watching it over again if anyone ask.

onli thing bad was the seating.it was crap painful at my butt n neck la.
we sat the first 2nd row.ya.
but nevertheless i enjoyed the show a lot.
haha.

den after tt, was abt 11 when the show ended.
n we went to IndoChine.
the drinks are nice n sweet.i like it.haha.
n there was a live 3 piece guitar band.if u would call it.haha.

n they performed so many nice songs.n i realli admire it.haha.its so cool to hav 3 guitarist playing different parts but able to make a song whole still.
anw, had a hearty chat with Bianca.
n i suppose she now understands better, things i said which she dint understand before.haha.=)

it is also the point where i back track to the past.
recollecting some memories, both good and bad kinds.
n most importantly, i saw myself trusting someone so much in my whole life.
i wasn't drunk or anything n i knew wat i was saying n doing.

n im glad that she dint react negatively to things i said or had done.
in some ways u can say tt i dared to say those things because i knew she wouldnt despise me or anything.
cos she understands.

things we do are things others would never understand unless they are us.
which is also one of the reason why i refuse to say anything to anyone but her.

n so yesterdae was the shocking dae i call.hahaha.
she shocked me n i shocked her.hahahaha.
honestly, i never expected myself to have let those things out to anyone.
i intended to keep it with me to my grave.

well, at some point when i recalled back certain things,i felt negative abt myself.
i once despised myself.cos i couldnt find someone who would hav done wat i did.
but since i learnt abt certain things, it's a different story.

i agree with wat Bianca said,we are humans who err.
well, i couldnt undo anything in the past n i cant still,now.
so i hav been moving on with my life as per normal.
n i feel assured that i wasnt wrong in moving on tt way.=)

all in all, it was the best chat i've ever gotten so far.
n im realli happy to see myself letting my Niaima know me most well.
realli.
unexpected events always happen doesnt it?
hahahaha.=D

i love ya girl!Thank God I Found You.=)

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 2/01/2006 01:24:00 PM :: link

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

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arh.
we ended early todae again!!!!!!!!!!!!
hmm....
this year we havent visited lotsa people's house.which i tink high chances of not going if not going tml or wed.

my cousins', a few uncles' places.realli a lot havent go.
tml going CSC.
den meeting my dearest Niaima in the night.YAY!!!!!!!!

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tt is yesterdae's entry.
i was blogging halfway den went to tidy up the place.

anw, so yesterdae all my relatives came over to my place.
which was the 4th n last stop for the dae.
they stayed from 6+pm to 10.also meant the longest pit stop so far.
had dinner n we played blackjack for realli long.
from at least 8pm till 10pm.

guess wat.
we got double ace!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.hahahahahahha!!
yeah!!
=D.

anw, when they left i started munching away, blogging ,watching tv.
until 11pm.
den helped my mum mop the entire living room twice.which took about 1+hr.
n i was half dead when i finished.

n i found out tt my beloved nephew peed on my bed.
just a little bit.haha.
anw, now my soft toys r filled with kids salivas n wat not.hahaha.

but wateva it is, i had fun.haha.
esp playing cards n playing with all my nieces,nephews n cousins.
hahaha.
realized i have many nieces n nephews.hahaha.

n all of them are smart.
hahaha.2 of my nephews were singing tong hua and some other song.
when they are yet 6 years old.1 abt 3, the other 5 maybe.
both are brothers.hahaha.so cute la!hahaha.
oh n the younger brother,Nicholas peed on my cousin's bed in the earlier afternoon too!hahaha.

ok time ot get going.
bye.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 1/31/2006 05:33:00 PM :: link

Monday, January 30, 2006

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Happy Chinese New Year !=D

ok im super tired.
since CNY eve.cos i had to pack my room n springclean my room.
which already tired me out so much.

todae is first dae of CNY.went mass in morning.
den headed off to my Grandma's place onli at 1+pm.
n next to my Ah ma's house, auntie's house, den ended at my third aunt's[grandma's sister or someting we call sa gou].

ended the dae relatively early.at 10.30pm.
maybe i over-expected for the first dae.
cos onli on the 2nd dae of CNY, which is tml, we start realli travelling everywhere from morning abt 11am.
anw, plans for the midnight of todae[Sunday] got postponed to tuesdae la.

the angbaos were ok.
and i was discussing with my cousin, Christina, if we wanna catch "In Her Shoes"
but the plan had to be cancelled cos tml we hav to get up early for visiting.hahaha.

anw, i finally started talking to my future sister-in-law todae.
cos we[she,my bro n I] took a cab down to my ah ma's house.
den we were chatting inside the cab.n after tt when we met again, we were chattering away again.haha.
i tink my bro was quite bored cos she was talking to me most of the time.haha.oops.=X.
i told her tt,my bro's going to hack me tonight over tt n she said nvm la.hahaha.
btw, i was just kidding my bro will hack me.=P.

oh.n at my auntie's house, there was lion dance n stuff.
they hired some community club lion dance troupe.
n they[the lion] actually came into the house n did some stuff with oranges la.
which took pretty long.haha.
i was rather scared when they came into the house.
cos i was sitting at one corner with my cousin near the door n the lion was so near us.like 1cm apart onli.
close to touching the butt of the "lion".hahaha.

anw, tt was the first time i got so close to a lion dance troupe or rather the lion.
hahaha.

anw, it seems like im talking so much this CNY.haha.
thru'out the dae i was either talking to my future sis-in-law or to my cousin or to my younger nieces n nephews.hahaha.

n im so bloody shacked now.
i miss u kuku Niaima!!hahaha.
n Happy New Year once again.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 1/30/2006 12:36:00 AM :: link