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Saturday, February 07, 2004

.................

having lotsa different moods yesterdae...
todae i've onli one mood, sad....
todae i realized my mum threw away my board...used for cutting...i had it wif me since sec 1...i gave her a scolding for throwing tings in MY ROOM wifout my permission.... and den i went to do some maths after scolding...

yesterdae intercession as usual....i had Ms Teh entertaining me wif her guitar skills while i was waiting for Er jie........
de-brief was almost the worst "event" yesterdae already.... some idea of "choosing" ppl to do intercession.... dun even feel like doing it anymore...damn me rite.... ok...toking to myself.... i toked to someone abt this and the person told me dun want dun do....i still cant figure out wat meant in it...i realli realli dun understand.....

todae im feeling sad....becos looking at my life now, everydae it would be trying to make myself happy....
becos i feel so drifted away from everyone...no one whom i noe excluded... ttz the onli reason making my life so bad...
when i need a shoulder i wish to cry on, he/she jux isnt there for me and i doubt i would cry even if he/she is there.........
i dun even noe wat i want now....i noe someting bad is trying to make me so sad and stirring up all those undesirable emotions....which make me like crying always....and i realli mean always.....

yesterdae i cried 2 times in total....1st was in the morning when i wasnt feeling veri happy and i cried during maths class when i had to re-do a piece of work becos Mrs Ong said do in the book...i was realli upset and oso + i wasnt veri happy so i cried...2nd was when de briefing...feeling the uncomfort of the way to do intercession....and i noe if someone sees this, he/she gonna say no one is forcing u...[yes i noe no one other than its someting pricking me]...
and i tink yesterdae was the dae when i cried over the most minor tings tt could upset me....im veri sure....
and everyone in class was trying to make me happy and even some came over to me and told me dun be so sad be happy and smile....
todae...hmm cried onli once...which is quite GOOD liao la....considering almost other daes anyting could make me cry...

this is quite AN "moodfull" week...all my moods are weird....definitely...like yest after de brief i jux became veri high....
im crazy....i noe...im still grieving over my board....
[next week is ct week and i hardly studied anyting...dun feel like doing anyting

BacK BY M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 2/07/2004 04:14:00 PM :: link

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

............

todae quite "free" in the sense i hav not much of hmwk....
Mr prakash dint come skol todae...its the second day of his absence... we are beginning to tink hes probably detained for 48 hours in police station or maybe hes in jail...=o(...

im done wif a maths hmwk...e maths a little hmwk but handing in next week so no prob.......
todae some tings happened during maths SSS wif Mrs ong...after some IDIOT made her angry while she was explaining the chapter...arsehole...disrupted the class...[i wunt go into too much details]....
anw, mrs ong is going on long term mc...cos of her physically unwell prob...[nope is not we give her high blood pressure]...
heard from Lulu tt if she go,the class might be "disbanded" and seperated to fit into other classes...
(NO!!!!!!>>>*&#%)....

i went for guitar[CCA] todae...learnt someting...how to read "fractions"...and we gonna do it for award ceremony... damn it...and they intending to buy a "uniform"...skirt and top...and budget of $45... initially, the thoughtless and brainless lower secs were saying budget $60-70... siao...crazy ppl...i noe they rich but some aren't...[like me]....hahahaha.....
anw, the sec 4's are given a choice whether we wanna go for awards ceremony to perform not... cos O Level....haha.... always privileged....heehee...............
but im not playing fractions, i doing chords...haha......as usual....=oP....

ok gonna go c any other hmwk to do and practise my guitar.....EYB!EYB!....
[Janet Jackson is so shameless]...hahaha.....


BacK BY M3,
JOyce

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Tuesday, February 03, 2004

............

yesterdae after maths at Julie's place i left for home....and was eating for almost 4+ hours NON-STOP....becos first iw as hungry so i went down rm to buy food, den my dad came home wif noodles for me when i told him i dun...and my mum came home wif 2 chicken wings for me and a coleslaw...i was stuffed almost to death eating everything...after eating everything i felt so nauseous...and wanted to puke.....
den a little later i had a headache....but it wasnt too bad this morning....

this morning when i woke up[abt to bathe] the first "emotion" i felt was sad...
i was sad becos i jux didn't want Er jie to go for competition...i dunnoe why...jux like can't bear to see her leave for her competition after recess... i didn't want to see her to see me in tt "state" which was veri weird... when i reached skol,so avoided her....den until after maths, i coincidentally saw her outside the hall going to change i think.... and she was like so excited and happy and waved to me..... so i didn't know wat to say....so dint say anyting to her....

den i left cos my classmates all left liao.....den i realized i forgot to wish her good luck....so i told Sheila[who had to leave class earlier for rehearsal] to help me wish her good luck...i stil dunnoe whether Sheila did or not...
i was veri excited to see her den outside the hall.... but jux dunnoe what to tell her...tongue-tied?... hahaha....=oP....
no la...i tink maybe becos after she leave i got no one to tease at....=oP....haha...i tink todae im weird...

den until after the monitress investiture, had house bonding....den ttz when i got hyper active...i was playing wif Vanessa Ho's shoe lace and tied it into a dead knot...... and later she and rowena tortured me!... one pull my rubber band the other take out my shoe and some other ppl joined in the "fun"...some took out my socks threw it everywhere...and Rowena jux had to take out my shoelace!...make me tie it back loh...kao....so havoc!everyone must hav tot im mad screaming arnd at them and laughing,begging them....haha......
we played the violent scissors paper stone....u whack the otehr's hand when u win...kao...me,row,van and Kelly neo looked like we went to suntan and our hands were sunburned...hahaha....now not tt bad liao...

my mood seemed to have changed fast frmo morning till the assembly period huh?...i tink so....
todae mrs ong kept diverting her attention to me while teaching both A Maths and E Maths....so scary i dun dare look at her tok...every few seconds she turns to look at me...[help!]....
....todae paid my catholic welfare tix...20 bucks...i paid all frm my angbao $... and i onli wrote my name for 2 tix....the rest i wrote my mum's....haha....


BacK BY M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 2/03/2004 03:55:00 PM :: link

Sunday, February 01, 2004

.........................

ok....i've actually jux typed finish my post entry but apparently my com is fooling me!...it deleted it....damn it.....

todae woke up early morning and did some maths and did English hmwk.... and hav been BoredED whole dae.....
was playing smsing wif Julie... den tts abt all...and meeting her for maths lessons tml.....my maths is lagging for nuts.... hai...

i jux bathed feeling quite refreshing.... and my Dad jux ask my mum to borrow money from me!....so irritating.....pissing me off...cos he doesnt even gives us enough money for daily pocket money....the money always comes from my mummy who doesnt work!....
the problem i dun wanna lend him is becos the money goes but neva returns...."yi qu bu hui tou"..... foreva one la.... he always borrows money form my mummy and neva returns....the ppl i wun lend big sums of money to is my bros and dad.... they either will "forget" to pay or they will take foreva to pay....they take years to pay back like a tortoise wif iron chains climbing up Mount Everest....serious no joke...

im hoping to bank in my money as soon as possible...so he wun look me up on money-related matters.... hahaha....evil?...[my mum agrees wif me of tt idea too...haha....]
my mummy always lends him even though she noes he will neva return.....and the funny part is, she will tell me how foolish she was to lend him the money...haha..... den she tells me to remind her not to lend money to him........ though she tells me tt, she ALWAYS tells me onli AFTER she has LENT the money to him..... haha... isnt it like the funniest joke?.... heehee....

i tink my Mummy Is so CUTE,ADORABLE,FUNNY....heehee....
sometimes i jux love her to the core.....shes realli funny i realli got to admit...haha....
i jux love watching tv wif her.... shes relali funny....cos wheneva i switch channels she would ask,"Huh?...finish le arh?... no more?...so fast...".... haha.... den i would bluff her saying ya ended liao.....den would later tell her "no la faking u la".....
den i would laugh over it and she herslef would oso laugh....haha.... den we all end up laughing....haha......

shes realli funny...even if we quarel wif each other,it would neva be long.... dunnoe why oso...unlike me qurel wif my other family members.... haha..... even if i qurel wif my Mummy,i would wanna smile/laugh when i see her..... realli no joke.... jux feel tt way la.... so we dun normally bicker/quarel until veri badly....haha.....=oP......
anw...if anyone wants to hav a good laugh watching a sad show, do watch it wif my Mummy!...=o).... shes relali nice to watch wif...heehee....a little evil but realli funny when she laughs wif u ....=oP.....

EYB!EYB!People!....haha


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Joyce who loves Lucas and Kylreigh most!

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