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Saturday, July 17, 2004

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i did BADLY for my EL prelims Oral todae.tt was wat my examiner[Mrs Angie Ong] told me when i did the 3 parts of oral.anw,i know it myself la.my brain was dead in the morning.n i was realli sleepy.btw,i was late for oral i overslept for an hour 15 minutes. i woke up at 7.16a.m n realized i was late.i dint wash face n everyting n wore my uniform n ran off.n i forgot whether entry proof was needed so i ran back home n took it.but theres no need for it la.

i reached skol n realized i wasnt late.cos there were a lot more not there yet.anw, the picture for the oral was realli terrible.i was realli not tinking.so all i did was describe superficially.n for the reading,i had a monotone/monotonous voice.my conversation was bad 2,i dint initiate n had to be prompted.all this were comments made by Mrs Angie Ong.n i totally agreed. but seriously,it was my fault tt i had spoke in a monotonous voice wat!i spoke softly[muffered] cos if i spoke in my real voice volume i would hav disturbed the candidate beside me!
so i dint dare to speak loud n in morning my voice always sounds bad not normal quite low. somemore i jux woke up!haiyoyo.dunnoe wats coming over me,actually overslept for an hour 15 min.

this's the first time im oversleeping for an impt ting[exam].neva did this before.n i nearly fell after tripping over my steps.was running in the house wif my shoes n almost fell twice.ran to skol feeling sleepy.haha.now im still sleepy.

anw,Mrs angie ong was nice.she gave me her comments[though its bad] n she did a demo for me for the picture.she jux made herself the candidate n me the examiner.haha.tt was realli funny but nice.n im glad tt o levels oral would be in afternoon,so i shud be quite awake.n im gonna seek help for someone to help me wif reading n picture for oral.i tink either im gonna fail or scrape a pass.she[mrs angie ong] said if tt was o's den i would scrape it off onli.

later gonna be packed.at 11+ going out wif Yang they all[dun feel like going veri sleepy] n at 4 having Vanessa's bdae party.omg.im gonna be so pooped out todae.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 7/17/2004 08:49:00 AM :: link

Friday, July 16, 2004

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blogger seems to hav changed again.this time its fonts n colors r changing.hmm well nvm. anw, im having Julian to help me find this stupid chinese program to enable me to see chinese words in my com. theres some chinese words i still cant see in my com,its shown as symbols.a little irritating.yeah.
skol was relaxing,onli had bio prac lesson todae.boring.no maths lesson[whee!!!]hahaha.kinda bored out in skol.

last nite,my mum said i look fatter!!!...help!! ok im gonna go on diet soon.haha.im a little sleepy now.yesterdae was happily msging Chlorine.n we said to go Hawaii on sundae.haha.i wished la,prelims r nearing.so i told her to help me do prelims next year la.haha.n she said ok but fail it.hahaha.we were kinda outta our mind to the extent tt we "arranged to meet" at the airport on sunday midnite.hahaha.veri veri mad.
i wanna go KoreA 2!!!!...hmmz,but apparently tt gurl wants the Jie to give in to Mei.n insists to go Hawaii n sun tan.hahahha.i hope to go too la but hai. how to go!!!!!
got stupid papers.

todae I'm Being CUT!!!was CUT by this gurl's file in skol.the gurl was going up the stairs n i was going down,n her file accidentally cut me n now it's still red!n its like a little swollen feeling when i touch it.well,i dint scold the gurl[someone asked me y i dint scold the gurl] cos she actually realized she cut me n already apologized.no use scolding her rite it wun make the cut disappear.so i jux beared wif it n quickly walk away.
i measured it jux now.its 10 CM LONG!!!die!im gonna die soon.=oP.
seriously its long n so obvious tt i've got a long big cut on my left hand!!!i tried using ice to reduce the pain after i was cut.but it was even working.now its better but still hurting.it's gonna leave me a scar again for 2 years!!!...arh HELP!!!....
the last time when i was being cut oso on my left hand same direction of cut.but cut by a fence wire,it left me a scar for 2+ years.geee,n this is even longer than the other one but not as deep la.so i suppose its gonna give me a scar for 2 years.sobs sobs.

i lk like some hooligan in HK the triad members being slashed by a chopper.hahaha.=oP.now i lk so bad wif tt red long line[scar]oh help!!!...

i tink im going off to apply some medication on it to help reduce the "colour" n the pain. so EYB!EYB!...

P.S Good Luck to everyone doing their EL Oral tml!!

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Joyce

Joyce at 7/16/2004 05:02:00 PM :: link

Thursday, July 15, 2004

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forgot to mention a little piece of good news.
I've decided to forgive Shaun Lau.yes.Shaun Lau.
jux a sudden feeling last nite when i saw him during choir n having this urge to forgive him.It's hard to actually hate a person.u gotta press ur mood to the lowest point n highest in anger mode when u c someone u hate.isnt it tiring?im tired of doing this to him.so i decided to forgive n forget abt wateva crap he did to me in the past.=o).
"It's better to have a friend den a foe" isn't it?

someone told me tt during last year's YIG camp.a veri meaningful sentence to me.
but tt someone's no longer by me.bt nvm,i noe i can still live my own life.=o).
I Love Everybody!!)MuackZ(

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Joyce

Joyce at 7/15/2004 04:29:00 PM :: link

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todae's day was so tiring.had pe.Mr Donald wan told us to turn 1 round wif our ball[floorball] n hit abck to ur buddy[Zilei] den after turning 1 round each time,i feel so giddy tt i cant even hit the ball back to Zilei properly make untill Zilei hav to go run after the ball.haha.*Sorry*=o).
todae isnt the "right dae" for PE.was having problems running around.haha.due to some problems.hahaha.=oP.
had a emaths paper "test" cos we not allowed to tok etc.yeah.the paper was rather easy onli 6 qn.its a n level paper.n i realized i got a careless mistake,but when i was gonna change it it was time liao.hmm so nvm la.at least i noe wheres the mistake.i hate tml's lesson.gonna be bio practical again.i hate it la!i dunnoe how to do anyting.

todae's EL lesson was kinda funny.Mrs Soon tickled me wif her little tiffs wif Alvina they all.hahaha.anw,todae Nor Nor brought me to find Chlorine[Dary] leisha n kelly.for the inter-house netball tingie.Nor Nor asked me to go wif her n ask together to join.Nor did all the toking la,i jux stand aside n rest.hahaha.was veri tired after playing Floorball.Nor was so abrupt when she called me.i was gonna go up for lesson but go toilet first den they[i dunnoe who] was shouting my name.n we were late for class.n i still had to go change outta my pe attire.so was veri late.heehee.
saw Chlorine during her Malay lesson.hugging this stack of mahjong paper n looking out of class.hahaha.

im veri sleepy n tired now.anw,Nor said we r in for the inter house netball.but i dunoe whther they meant as reserves or wat.but nvm la.jux feel like playing.but a little worried for Prelims if i join it.n plus if im playing im worried i mite make the house lose[a little long neva touch Netball]yeah.den will hai Chlorine.=o|...nvm.

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Joyce

Joyce at 7/15/2004 03:36:00 PM :: link

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

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i've got amaths textbk in front of me now.haha.but not studying it.yeah.todae had a terrible dae in skol.morning till recess had 4 periods of amths lesosn wif mrs susan ng.she was merely doing lip service to me.she was "teaching" wat we already noe.den 5B ppl those on my left side were like monkeying around n making so much noise!so freaking irritating.den those on my right were more attentive la.but they actually brought longan into class n peel n eat.ttz like realli a bit sounds exaggerating loh.haha.but realli they did tt.Michelle[Yeo] was like asking me want not.haha.but i rejected tt offer.

anw,the lesson was no use to us[4D] cos mrs ong taught before liao.wasted 2hrs there.hell man.den Theresa n Celestine were laughing away toking.den me n Lulu was sighing away,quite pissed off wif the lesson.so noisy the entire class n mrs ng was jux rattling on n on confusing me.hahaha.
i hope we dun hav to combine classes the next lesson.realli dislike the noise level made by everyone.n plus the awkward situation i had when i saw [her] so wasnt veri nice la u noe.

had amaths test todae.[it was terrible] anw,mrs ong came into class n started shouting around.cos some were missing cos they were doing art still n was late.yeah.so she wants the whole class to stay back tml after assembly to c her.everyone was quite unhappy wif her la.cos she shouted n disrupted our paper's time.n she realli shouted veri loudly,even i got extremely pissed off.was trying to tink how to do the paper n so frustrated tt i dunnoe the solutions n she still shout.agitating me.argh.
anw,the paper was bad.out of 6 qns,i onli did 4.was realli terrible.i managed to complete 1 qn in time.haha.lucky me.but tink mite flunk the paper.

so the entire dae was quite bad la.having tt test made the day worst. im having mood swings todae.dint feel like toking much to ppl.n i almost opened my mouth n shouted at theresa n others when they were toking,but im glad i dint or i wud be in the wrong.dint eat recess either.not much of appetite after looking at long queues.so was hungry thru'out the dae.yeah.
im feeling sick..

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Joyce

Joyce at 7/14/2004 03:44:00 PM :: link

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

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jux watched Hai You Ming Tian[A Child's Hope 2].haha.i love the ending.todae's so nice.i meant the show.heehee.Ou Xuan's a great actress man.she almost made me cry when she cried.haha.
anw,i jux recalled tt i still hav my winter sonata pictures in the other profile in this com.wich apparently hav been locked by my da ge.so i mus sneak to his profile while he uses it.haha.hmm...now mus plan liao.heehee.

skol was boring!onli had emaths lesson todae.n some problems cropped up when we went seperate ways during chinese lesson.veri long story la.yea.den had investitures.so damn long n boring too.haha.so everyting's boring me out in skol.
im so excited to watch the next show,Champion,wich Ou Xuan[Jeanette Aw] gonna act in. haha.abt swimming.

im so bored.hai.revised for amaths test tml.got a call frm Alvina tml got amaths test.n i was like mourning frm my half awake mind.haha.was sleeping.yeah.
anw,tml for amaths lesosn its gonna be bad man.cos we gonna join5B for maths lesson wif mrs ng i tink.whoeva la.so gonna be an awkward situation.sheeh...dun feel like going.arh!...nvm.
i tink i'll flunk the amaths test.i've forgotten some of each chapters.oopz.heehee. i hope to be able to recall by tonite.haha.

bored.hungry.havent got dinner.i dint eat dinner last nite too.feel like on diet.hahaha.
ok ttz crappy.hahaha.damn it.im hungry.grr.....
sian sian.still gonna do maths=o(.prelims so near,seems like im behaving like a sec 4 girl worrying for her studies.hahaha.dun feel like doing science.i hate science.=o@.
im going off now.EYB!EYB!

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Joyce

Joyce at 7/13/2004 10:06:00 PM :: link

Monday, July 12, 2004

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i so hate tt jerk[dad].loser.had a big quarrel wif him on sat nite.so freaking pissed off.den had maddie n others downstairs my house at 12.45a.m tt nite to eat soyabean wateva[tou hua].den had a chit chat wif Maddie.den rushed home to watch winter sonata.
skol was boring todae.had EL,phototaking n History.bored. anw,im stil too lazy to go get my bill paid.haha.sheeh.

I was tinking tt Stella Ng[Huang Xiang Yi] is so sweet-looking.haha.watched this chanel U entertainment news.haha.n i saw her.she was like being "taken advantage" by Toro.haha Toro was trying to "teach" her pool.hahaha.n he fake trip peep at Stella's underneath cos she was wearing skirt.haha.Toro's funny,Stella was like boh chap oso.haha.den Stella's so sweet.haha.ok enuf of tt.

im feeling CoLd.so cold.bloody weather.was planning to go swimming wif Theresa,but weather doesnt seem to approve of tt.haha.den wanted to go eat Long John's but i dint feel like going at the end.so dint go oso.haha.
im so bored.later gonna go do SS hmwk!i forgot tt the hmwk was to be handed in todae,but in any case no one handed in either la.hahaha.
todae kept bumping into Dary.haha.saw her walk past EL lesson n after lesson,walking to class after recess.

so bored.im not intending to go out anymore.try to stay home study more.

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Joyce

Joyce at 7/12/2004 03:58:00 PM :: link