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as u can see, its reali not a gd 2008 to start off wif.
honestly, i neva looked forward to 2008 cos of the many changes i noe i gotta cope wif.
which im always nt gd at handling,bt do nt hav a choice.
my heart's jux sinking by the daes.
i wish i could praise Him freely for all tt He has done.
but sometimes, those times when things jux doesnt go our way, its hard.
its reali hard.
hanging by the moment.
BacK By M3,
Joyce
Joyce at 2/03/2008 01:44:00 AM :: link
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was falling aslp when i received Julian's sms to thank us for todae n wishing us if he doesnt come for the next choir practice.
tears den started to well up.
n its jux flowing uncontrollably as i type all these nw.
as i sat quietly behind hes car while going home, many things started to run in my mind.
all the good times tt we've had together.
n how everything's seems to be different.
how its nt gonna happen again, or at least any time soon.
cold as he may be, we still always had lots of fun hanging out together.
still remembering we once went to drink together at the loof,talking abt the craziest thoughts that crossed our minds before.tt he might end up being a brother/priest n i,a nun.
the funny hearty chats.
all the teasing n patience.
a good friend who has weathered through some good n bad times together.
a good friend who is always there when in need.
i'll miss u.
BacK By M3,
Joyce
Joyce at 2/03/2008 01:22:00 AM :: link