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HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yup.im very happy todae.very.
becos i finally got to see my Niaima after one whole long week.
so went to have high tea n followed by some drinks.
ok.one of the drinks is so freaking yucky.just couldnt stand the taste.haha.

anw, i bought her a Valentines' gift.last minute.hahaha.
n it turned out to be something she wanted!=D.
which actually added on to my "happyness".haha.
its just so coincidental.
quite unbelievable but its true.haha.

anw, so we went this bar.
it has a extremely huge, gigantic mirror.it looks quite cool.
den it was down to sfx for choir n back home.
we[my bro, Bianca n I] shared a cab home.
n the 2 of them was like trying to mix english with french.hahaha.
which sounded so freaking funny.realli.u shud hear it urself.
n she kept calling me "Zoice" in the cabs.haha.

anw, im realli realli realli happy i got to spend half my day with tt girl.
realli.
it was like FINALLY.haha.after one whole week.
couldn't help but miss her for a whole week.

was rather sad when i was about to alight the cab.
becos it would mean i won't see her again until next wednesdae.=(.
n i miss her already...
hai.

oh well, but anyway.
the holidae plans are sort of up already.=D.

n btw, my dad had left for the airport at 10+pm just now.
hes going to errr...i dunno where.somewhere in Africa,for 2 months.
for voluntary work la.
ya.i dint send him off.everyone else in the family went.
im tired.n my legs feels a little wobbly.

anw, i dun tink i will miss him.=X.
cos the other time i dint miss him oso.
when he went for about the same time frame.2 months.

guess it shows the relationship n bond ain't tt strong.
i was just thinking.
it seems tt a good friend means more to me than my dad to me.

i hardly left my Niaima for an hour onli.
n i already miss her.
n my dad left for 2 months the other time, i dint miss him a bit.
sad isn't it.

i always think.in future, when i have a house i would want to live with my mum onli.
im so bad.haha.

now, my life seems to be revolving around a few people onli.
my skol clique, my mum n Bianca.
no one else.
surprising my skol clique is in there too huh.haha.
but like now, i do miss them having not seen them for a week for some of them.
n surprise surprise, i dint mention any church friends.

maybe cos i see them twice a week.
ok.but my "often" has different meaning for different people ok.
like for my mum, 2 daes i dun see her i feel so distant already.n i cant stand tt kinda feeling.
but for my Niaima even though we seem to sms each other practically everydae, i still feel tt meeting her after 1 whole week is already like months since we met.
for church friends, twice a week 3 hours each time is considered often already.haha.

i noe i got a lot of definitions.hahaha.=P.

oh.yes.n something i gotta say.
IM NOT SKINNY.
n i dun tink i am.
i hear it so bloody often like from my mum or whoever.
i've heard tt same line twice todae.
once from my mum n the other from Jenny.
argh.puking blood from trying to explain i've got fats n im not skinny.

or is it just the adidas shirt tt i've got?
everytime i wear tt shirt someone will comment tt im skinny.
the other time Gus also said tt.

n my mum keeps nagging me everydae to eat/eat more.
well, her explanation for doing so-> otherwise ur dad going to say/scold me.
n yes, i understand.
i eat,but just tt it always happens i eat all the food/junk food when they're not around.
no, im not kidding.

but i do admit my appetite is smaller when its exam period.
or maybe i like to eat junk food like chips, more when exams' round the corner.
not to make myself fall sick, of course.
i tink its more of like a craving kinda thing.
i've got weird craves.

ok.its like a realli long post.
cos i got so much to say.hahaha.
but no im not high on sugar.=P.



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