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heard abt something.
dunnoe how should i classify it.big or bad news.
well,though it doesnt realli concern me but it does make me tink more.

when Jenny told me, i was rather taken aback.
the fact tt history's repeating itself.
but of cos it isn't happening to me.

n she reminded me so much of the past.
of all tt happened to Bianca n i.
but guess wat?
i couldnt even remember the details to wateva tt happened den.haha.
well,tts a piece of good news there.
forgive n forget, remember?haha.

anw,so i came home n read up a bit more on the details.
was flattered by someone whom i havent been in contact wif for a long time.
n i went back to read my past entries.those years ago entries.haha.

well,honestly i've been keeping my distant.
whether or not its the rite thing tt i shud be doing, im glad i did.
mean as it may sound.but it seems like the rite path, somehow.
so tts tt.

i realized i've been saying less things in my entries as compared to the past.
dunnoe why.
maybe my life ain't as exciting as before.i dunnoe.haha.

over our chop-chop dinner,Bianca asked me,"Do u miss drinking?"
haha.
well,i do.
not becos the alcohol-effect dishes out my troubles jux at the snap of fingers.
but becos im able to tell her all tts troubling me inside n likewise, she would tell me more abt wats happening in her life.

its been a long while since we last drank together.
in a way,its good.
cos my mum feels much more at ease den before, when im wif her nowadays.
but of cos,like i admitted.i do miss it.
drinking once in a while,i feel its fine.

sometimes,i do feel i've changed a lot.
esp in my routine.
it used to be hanging out wif Bianca 3-4 daes a week, giving her surprise visits n no-reason gifts.
but now,its no longer tt way of cos.
tings hav changed.shes attached,n i cant always be spending so much time wif her.

anw, on wed she almost joined us for dinner at Vila'ge.though initially, i was kinda disappointed tt she dint manage to, but it still brightened my dae knowing tt she did wanna join us.
considering it was a rare dae she dint hav to go choir prac n could hav well spent it entirely wif Glenn.
well at least,she thought of us.
tt alone was enough to make my dae.=).



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Joyce

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Wednesday, March 07, 2007