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Saturday, June 21, 2003

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yawnz!~...i'm still sleepy but no idea y i got up so early when i only reach home at 3.30am haha...anw in another 20 minutes time i gotta go liao gotta meet Luke Foo n go buy some food stuffs for later on's outing...hai....so sianzai!....hai....i feel like falling back to sleep cos i dunnoe wat im toking abt now...wahahaha...okie....i tink i go sleep lah.......haha....


Joyce

Joyce at 6/21/2003 09:22:00 AM :: link

Friday, June 20, 2003

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took a peek at maddie's blog....about the real me or fake me posted entry...

always often her words always comes to my mind as a reflecting time, but this time it did not moved me to do anything....her words hav turned into an unrealistic world which i no longer find it rite.....i do not noe y....maybe it's jux tt im stubborn...i noe tt but sometimes i insist on tt n dun wanna change it...i noe it's me n i noe i can change it if i wan to but this time, upon hearing wat she said like the "that's me wat can i do" i can't help it to feel anything in it...i dunnoe y...the real reason i'm certain i noe but now my mind is in a blank...[scratch scatch]....

Dunnoe,
Joyce

Joyce at 6/20/2003 04:16:00 PM :: link

Wednesday, June 18, 2003

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i dunnoe wat made me say all those rubbish i jux posted but i guess mayb i'm extremely confused some things........dun ask me "wat things" cos there are jux too much for me to mention...sigh.... it's a first time for me to hear {someone close to me} talking so seriously n over things tt r actually not involved wif him/her......... He/She asked me to think about somethingz which i've already thought thru over the nite....but den i sort of gave [IT]}(refers to the he/she) 2 answers,both YES n NO.... i dunnoe wat the heaven i'm writing now man.Feel like I'm in a daze. I've realized i've neva thought thru things which [it] had said to me yesterday but when others who said tt to me before, i noe well tt i dun listen to others but other than [it]....i've no feelings for [it] too lah but [it] is the motivation for me to listen....in front of [it] n Luke i dun hav to wear a "mask",in front of any other ppl,I have to. I dun understand y i have to wear one in front of others, maybe they dun understand me tts y i hav to wear the mask they "picked"? or is it i insist to wear one in front of them all?....I dunnoe.

I feel so out in my own "3D virtual world" not in this reality world. The 3D world which everything comes n goes in the way i want,the reality world which i do not accept??...
more like i do not wish to accept.hai.....jux like the way i reject people who wants to be my friend? n yet i continue to persist through the ends of the 3D world for a friend who ignores me n whom i still continue to treat as friend... sometimes i keep getting the same "hearing" about the same thing but from different people's mouth. But always doesn't even get into my head it jux gets in through my ear,den poof!,out it goes.

I'm always wrong in picking things,making decisions.[it] told me tt but i neva knew i pick always the wrong things wrong paths. I'm always courting for my own death or wat? i dunnoe. i neva realized the importance of people around me n the importance of observing one another to understand each other better.i neva took the initiative to talk to those i seldom talk to. i dunnoe tt 2. In this 3D world of mine,I'm starting to feel tt things isn't going my way anymore. things are starting to go the way how IT SHUD BE.sigh...Guess now is the time to off the game of "3D Virtual World" n take off the headset n come back to this world.


Confused?or not?
Joyce Ruth

Joyce at 6/18/2003 09:44:00 AM :: link

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I dunnoe whether i've made a mistake this time round....i dunnoe wat can i do n wat shud i do....but y tell me all this??.....y insist things this way??...........

Joyce

Joyce at 6/18/2003 09:11:00 AM :: link

Tuesday, June 17, 2003

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ok yesterday was a very tiring day too.....yesterday i woke up at 10a.m n rush down to skol to do our sec 3 camp stuffs....initially they asked for the whole class to come down,n turned out tt only 20+ppl out of 37 ppl came....n the best thing is..when me n 3 other frens>>>Gwendolyn,Rachel n Celestine<<< return after scavenging for the materials for roughly 4 hours, the whole class dissapeared other than 4 other ppl;Thea,Elaenor,Diana and Kristle.....wat the hell man.....n in less than 20 minutes, 2 disappeared}}rachel n celestine....wat the heaven manz.... n so left wif 6 ppl doing almost everything loh the tags,flags n cleaning up....the rest came to do nothing man other than tok.....sigh.....Eleanor flared up too ok she shouted,"I tink only 6 ppl r interested in going to the camp loh,the rest all did nothing!"............n i told her actually i wasn't very interested in going....hahaha.....she like"erm...okieee.....".......hahaha.......oh well but now i m looking forward to the camp after doing so much for the camp n working for 7 hours in skol.........sigh.....

today....i can't expect wat much of working hard attitude lah....although i will be having tuition wif Lao Po.....but try to concentrate is the only thing i can do liao loh...sigh...
i actually turned down Maddie for her "invitation" to hav lunch at the fish soup place[i dunnoe where].....but she mentioned around shenton way...but i dint wanna go cos..... i dun wanna be rushed at all today[anyway maddie...i still insist tt on sunday nite over msn tt was an arugument,where got ppl "tok" until so qi gek n so ping ming over a tok one][and i dun like such arhuments n remember wat i told ya k...dun go n bug her down wif questions or wat or i will be the first to strangle u if she go berserk n i m not over sensitive over her i'm being concerned!!!]....i'm so tired wif all days rushing hour....sigh anw.......today is a extreme cold day manz...so people put on more clothings b4 u catch a cold....[i'm heading for bed again]...nitez....=P

Wonderful,
Joyce

Joyce at 6/17/2003 11:16:00 AM :: link

Sunday, June 15, 2003

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ok....i jux woke up n showered myself after having bball n hardcore game wif Lukey Dukey...sigh.....i meant one on one lah...haha....as usual he won me...5 to 4...sigh.... he always catches up wif my score one loh....dunnoe y siah...i tink he geh siao one rite LukE!~....haha....jux kidding dun kill me pls...hahaha.... oh well i realized tt i look like a roasted PIG,my face look like bao qing tian(JUSTICE BAO) n my cheeks r of cos pink red.....shucks...i tink i got more tanned...heehee.....yeah...haha...... on my way home jux now after bball, i fell asleep in the bus so tired but lucky i dint miss my stop...haha...n i immediately rush to the chair at home n sleep manz...so tired k...phew im still feeling a little sick man...im feeling a little giddy n headache...mus be got too much of the sun's heat lah...as usual...hahahaha....

Tomorrow I gotta go back to skol manz...do some camp stuffs like the flags n tags...sigh i dun feel like going to the camp loh -so does the entire class- sigh... only for one simple reason...tt is...we dun wish to be punished at all...u c...My class is chao ji defensive n united i wud say...like if one fall the whole class fall together those sort of thing... so if someone get scolded the entire class wud start talking back scold the bloody teacher one loh.......i tink maybe tts y we r being "AGAINST AT".... by teachers lah...but with prefects erm tt one is "unhelpable" becos the class is like tt loh..they r nice(i suppose) pai giah......neva heard b4 huh?... den now u've heard of it lah... heehee...ya loh...i dun like the camp leaders too!!! n the camp instructors!!!.....they DUN rule manz......SIGH......i'm getting very very tired when tok about tt camp man...n somemore Julie oso not going...no one to make me laugh...hahahahha....=X....wahahahaha......

oh ya!........u noe not long ago i was toking(SMS) to Julie lah... n she "taught" me the difference between "wahaha" n "haha".....it was really very funny siah... she said "wahaha" is the more "strong" haha....n "haha" is jux haha lah....she is damn joker ok i tink tts her "theory" of "wahaha" n "haha"..............hahahahaha......sigh......im so sianz!......someone...ENTERTAIN ME!!!.......Johnboy!!.....u still owe me a dance of urs k...the other time at SAKAE SUSHI....hahah...........


Roasted Tired PIG,
Joyce Ruth

Joyce at 6/15/2003 07:02:00 PM :: link

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ok....i jux woke up n showered myself after having bball n hardcore game wif Lukey Dukey...sigh.....i meant one on one lah...haha....as usual he won me...5 to 4...sigh.... he always catches up wif my score one loh....dunnoe y siah...i tink he geh siao one rite LukE!~....haha....jux kidding dun kill me pls...hahaha.... oh well i realized tt i look like a roasted PIG,my face look like bao qing tian(JUSTICE BAO) n my cheeks r of cos pink red.....shucks...i tink i got more tanned...heehee.....yeah...haha...... on my way home jux now after bball, i fell asleep in the bus so tired but lucky i dint miss my stop...haha...n i immediately rush to the chair at home n sleep manz...so tired k...phew im still feeling a little sick man...im feeling a little giddy n headache...mus be got too much of the sun's heat lah...as usual...hahahaha....

Tomorrow I gotta go back to skol manz...do some camp stuffs like the flags n tags...sigh i dun feel like going to the camp loh -so does the entire class- sigh... only for one simple reason...tt is...we dun wish to be punished at all...u c...My class is chao ji defensive n united i wud say...like if one fall the whole class fall together those sort of thing... so if someone get scolded the entire class wud start talking back scold the bloody teacher one loh.......i tink maybe tts y we r being "AGAINST AT".... by teachers lah...but with prefects erm tt one is "unhelpable" becos the class is like tt loh..they r nice(i suppose) pai giah......neva heard b4 huh?... den now u've heard of it lah... heehee...ya loh...i dun like the camp leaders too!!! n the camp instructors!!!.....they DUN rule manz......SIGH......i'm getting very very tired when tok about tt camp man...n somemore Julie oso not going...no one to make me laugh...hahahahha....=X....wahahahaha......

oh ya!........u noe not long ago i was toking(SMS) to Julie lah... n she "taught" me the difference between "wahaha" n "haha".....it was really very funny siah... she said "wahaha" is the more "strong" haha....n "haha" is jux haha lah....she is damn joker ok i tink tts her "theory" of "wahaha" n "haha"..............hahahahaha......sigh......im so sianz!......someone...ENTERTAIN ME!!!.......Johnboy!!.....u still owe me a dance of urs k...the other time at SAKAE SUSHI....hahah...........


Roasted Tired PIG,
Joyce Ruth

Joyce at 6/15/2003 07:02:00 PM :: link