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Saturday, October 07, 2006

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tired.
n the haze was damn bad jux now.
my throat felt so uncomfortable n everything.

anw,todae's growth seems alrite.
was super late.but luckily the song list was relatively easy.
started most of the songs.cos Julian had something on n dint manage to come.
i tink it was ok la.considering i even started 1 or 2 of the mass proper.
yeah.basically,everything was alrite.

i esp liked the final song,"Lord Light The Fire Again".
cos our beloved drummer,Bianca, was so powerful in her coming in.hahaha.
it was realli good.damn good.
when she entered the song,i was like,"Whoa.she sure is powerful".hahaha.

i tink she realli deserves some compliments for todae.
like even for the reggae song,she managed to play it like normal.
actually,i was rather surprised.haha.
cos she dint get to practise the song list since we were late n furthermore,she dint come on wed for practice.
n yet she played like she was in one of her best forms.
tts my girl.
im proud of u.=).

anw,i was tinking through some stuffs.
havent realli figured out how im feeling.
so yeah.pretty confused n contradictive.as usual.

n i tink i've been realli paranoid lately.
jux now in the cab,i kept hearing this bang in the boot.
as in like as if someone was knocking in the boot.
last sundae,when i went out wif Bianca, i got so paranoid n disturbed after i went to the toilet.
cos someone was knocking against the gate.
maybe im jux tinking too much.

oh shit.i jux rmbred.
i left my chewing gum on the drums amp.
im so dead.
but i did put in a tissue wrapper or wateva u call it la.haha.

anw,happy chinese lovers dae.hahaha.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 10/07/2006 01:02:00 AM :: link

Friday, October 06, 2006

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its realli early in the morning.5.47a.m.
woke up to bathe.cos i fell asleep wifout bathing n i realli hate it when i do tt.

im a little tired.
anw,yest i dint tidy up my room.
ended up playing my guitar.haha.
n i actually managed to play 1 of John Mayer's songs,"Why Did You Mess With Forever".

n den visited my grandparents in the late nite around 10pm.
cos my grandpa had a fall at home n landed on the same spot,for the 3rd time,hes head.
yet again,he dint recognize any of us.

kinda miss tt girl now.
not seeing her for 3 daes seems like a real long time.
is tt wat happens to all good frends too?sometimes i realli wonder.
or are we like some special case of extremely good frends.hahaha.

amazing how He works eh.
i noe her for barely 2 years.but its seems like i've known her for 20 years.
but time always passes real fast when im wif her.
wifout fail.

good times fly pass fast.
but fortunately,such good times keep flying in too.;).

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 10/06/2006 05:53:00 AM :: link

Thursday, October 05, 2006

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im bored.
i got nothing to do.

n im like up so early.
but feeling tired still.
my stomach's been growling since i opened my eyes.hahaha.
gonna cook instant noodle.

anw,practice yest was alrite.
jux felt a bit empty.
guess cos my Niaima wasn't there.
anw, so after prac we celebrated my bro's bdae wif a cake.
n tts all.

oh ya.yest i wore my new white havianas.
it was quite painful.
n i realized white slippers r hard to match.hahaha.
but i like it still.hahaha.

im bored.
maybe i should go tidy up my room.
all the notes n books r still lying on the floor for months.haha.
ok i shall.
bye.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 10/05/2006 11:27:00 AM :: link

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

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dint had a good sleep.

yest nite,it was trying to talk to my mum part II.
this time round,i cross my heart,i dint yell at her to get my point over to her.
i realli tried to use my softest tone to speak to her.
but she left me wifout telling me much.
for twice.

the first time,she said im hindling her from praying.cos she prays in the nite.
so she jux walked away to pray.
n i waited for her like 15 over minutes jux hoping to speak to her.
bt she keeps saying wat more is there to say.
n den she walked away.yet again.

sometimes i jux dun understand why cant she jux sit down n talk to me.
she jux keeps trying to pick a fight,which i realli dint fall into it yest.
if i did,i would hav yelled n cursed n sweared.
but i dint,i realli meant to talk to her.
everytime she ends up speechless,she jux wanna walk away.

so i had a terrible nite ending for the dae.
tossed n turned, tinking wat i should be doing tt would make everything rite.

sandwiched btwn the 2 ppl i love most.
my mum jux wouldnt understand Bianca.
she refuses to hear me out when i speak abt her.

but im not as disheartened as i was the last time when i quarelled wif her over the same issue.
im feeling more bent to do the things to make her understand n like her more.
tts the best i can do,i suppose.
i dunnoe if i can do it.but if i dun try i'll neva noe.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 10/04/2006 10:24:00 AM :: link

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

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so,i've got no skol until 16 October.=D.
cos im doing classical modules first,which means im studying first before doing my attachment stopovers.
so yest,i was dismissed by 10am.
n went out wif Yuting n Waiaung to eat n shop.

they were like my image consultants.
cos i jux suddenly felt like changing my image.
so we went like shopping for me.
n i finally got my eyebrow done.

ok,it was realli painful!whoeva said it wasnt veri painful!
i was like tearing as the lady tread my eyebrow.
it was painful,but pretty worth it.
cos im rather satisfied wif my "new" eyebrow.
i tot i would look damn weird,but it seems ok la.

yup,so bought a few clothes n a pair of havianas flip flop.
i realli liked this particular long sleeve blouse i bought from Esprit.
but Yuting dint realli like it although Waiaung n I liked it.
hahaha.

so it was a dae of satisfaction.
n i realli gotta thank those 2 pals.
they were realli serious in helping me change my image.haha.

n of cos,i got the changing approval consent from my beloved Niaima.
she sounded jux as happy as Waiaung n Yuting when i asked.hahaha.
i asked u becos i wanna change together wif u.
like u said on sundae nite.
i noe u meant an inner change,but i wanna do my outside appearance change together wif u.

anw,nothing happened or got me down.
i wasnt ditched or wat tts y i wanted to change my image.
jux feel like it.
so i did.hahaha.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 10/03/2006 11:32:00 AM :: link

Monday, October 02, 2006

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yawn.
going to skol in a while's time.

i enjoyed myself last nite.
n im missing it alr.
i miss my Niaima.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 10/02/2006 07:22:00 AM :: link

Sunday, October 01, 2006

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jux finished watching my lovely Samsoon.
i still like the song Inside my Heart.
i dun realli noe the whole meaning of the lyrics but it jux touches me somehow.

yest was a relatively good dae.
went out wif Julian in the afternoon till night.
surprised to find out so much of common things we thought n went thru.
not to say having to hav known him for 3-4 years onli to see something we hav in common now.
n i guess wat he said made sense.

esp when he said,"we dint hang out together todae by chance."
He must hav planned it such tt i would hav shared things wif Julian,n likewise for Julian to me.
it realli feels so evangelising among ourselves.
sharing experiences tt we thought no one else of our age would experience it.
i neva tot He would work tt way yest.

making me realize tt the retreat jux wasnt meant for me.
its jux a smoke for the growing process of our,Bianca n I, friendship.
n like wat Julian said.He would make things work out somehow.
i jux gotta trust in Him completely.
i dunnoe how but somehow i guess.

i miss my Niaima,Julian n Him.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 10/01/2006 04:07:00 PM :: link