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argh.
jux cant keep it inside anymore.

had a bad dae in skol.
n its making me hate the idea of going to skol.
y am i tolerating all these crap.onli becos of my grades of cos.

all the demoralizing remarks i hav to swallow, the freaking mood swings i hav to accept, putting on a fake smile to get myself out of trouble or mistakes i made.
todae was jux IT.
its like the limit to my patience.

the remarks/attitude or wateva u call it n the unreasonable mood swings.
so when i make mistakes, im snubbed at.
but when he makes a mistake, he comes smiling at me asking me to how to solve it.
not forgetting he always seem to get away scot-free.

Life's neva fair.
indeed.

n wat the heck's wif those mood swings.
now i noe exactly how everyone feels abt my mood swing.
retribution, i suppose.
its like a simple question had to be replied so unwillingly.
over the slightest mistake i've to be reprimanded like im being interrogated for committing a crime.

im jux realli upset.
n i hate going to skol.
i wish i can jux free myself from skol tml.
cant imagine how i have to continue behaving like nothing happened, put on tt smile n work n get scolded.

i realli wish i can jux be myself.
show tt im not to be trifled wif.
but i noe i cant n wun.

i feel so humiliated.
n skol's making me demoralized for the veri first time in my whole life.
i noe i tend to commit quite a bit of mistakes.bt definitely not all of it.
n sometimes ppl jux dun see the effort i put in.
tt i try to do things, ignoring the fact tt i make mistakes.

so now, every single problem he jux goes looking for,"Orh...must be u again."

i dun wanna go skol.
Niaima...




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Joyce

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Sunday, March 18, 2007