|mpress|ons of An Express|on

Saturday, August 13, 2005

..........................

ouch.my back is aching.
i've studied for close to whole 11 hours todae.just simply spent on doing Statistics revision n papers.
n now my butt's so damn pain n backache.

anw,feeling a little lost,more like no direction.
yesterdae night i was thinking wat i shud study in the morning.
cudnt figure out n headed to bed.
this morning, when i woke up i also don't know what subject i want to study.
n i decided to pick Statistics.
its such a directionless feeling.

i dun really know the real reason why im like that.
but maybe its like i feel im overly confident wif my subjects just becos i put in constant effort to listen n do the tutorials.
when it come to revision i dunnoe wat to start off wif.
im really lost.in a world of my own?

or it may be becos ive not really started off studying/memorizing lectures[ a few daes ago].
but so far ive completed Macroeconomics,Stats[except theories],POM[still got 5 lectures to memorize, 5 to do recap].
Accounting havent really started but i know most of my work.

so i don't know why im still so lost.
anyone wants to help me answer that question?

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
i finally understood Fr. Wiiliam Goh's talk.
last week he said something abt the person you hate is actually what you are.
it means you are behaving the way ur enemy does.so the person you hate is your reflection.
people around you are your reflection.

i only understood/realized the meaning behind that todae.
im the reflection of my so called enemy.unknowingly till today.
unintentionally too.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 8/13/2005 11:34:00 PM :: link

Friday, August 12, 2005

.........................

i need sleep.
anw,todae[thurs] is finally over!
cos had frontpage "exam".realli stressed out whole dae practising n coaching/helping friends.
anw,it went quite ok.
i jux hope to do well for frontpage n pass my web tech.

gonna be mugging seriously hard tml for Stats.
den will be getting something before meeting Niaima for dinner!=)
YAYYYY!!!finally tml's coming.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 8/12/2005 01:37:00 AM :: link

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

..................

in a pretty foul mood now.
no one directly irritated me.
jux feeling very screwed up inside.

pressures from exam are at optimum level today.
i studied Macro close to finishing, and did Stats tutorial.
that was my whole day.

sent out a sms but no reply.
don't know what's the handphone for.
[that's why i say im in foul mood]

sometimes when i see someone's sms,i might not return reply either.
and here i am blabbering away about someone like me.
haha.
but i know some people who really just practically don't return replies.
maybe they bought fake handphones like wat Johnboy used to say.
hahahaha.

trying to laugh "off" my foul mood.

i feel like saying this,
Cherish the people around you before you lose them.
Give them your everything,before you can't.

sounds as though im dying or something.hahaha.
but no.=)
im happy staying alive, HE gave me Life on earth.I would treasure it.
im really glad to say I've found JOY because HE gave me family and friends.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 8/10/2005 01:29:00 AM :: link

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

......................

something realli funny.
my family's[excluding my mum] watching Just for Laughs.
but none of them are laughing.

i came home after buying food.
den all of them sat there watching it.
but none of them made any sound or sound-alike laughter.
my guess is they dun catch the jokes.
i myself dint catch it either.

a new singer i like-Emi Fujita.
her songs are great.
my da ge bought her cd.
heres lyrics for 1 of the best songs sung by Fujita....

Desperado

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
You been out ridin'  fences for so long now.
Oh, you're a hard one,
but I know that you've got your reasons.
These things that are pleasin' you
can hurt you somehow.

Don't you draw the queen of diamonds, boy!
She'll beat you, if she's able.
You know the queen of hearts is always your best bet.
Now it seems to me some fine things
have been laid upon your table,
but you only want the ones that you can't get.

Desperado, ah, you ain't gettin' no younger.
Your pain and your hunger, they're drivin' you home.
Freedom, oh, freedom. That's just some people talkin'
You're a prisioner walking through this world all alone.

Don't your feet get cold in the wintertime?
The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine.
It's hard to tell the nighttime from the day.
You're losin'  all your highs and lows.
Ain't it funny how the feeling goes away?

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
Come down from your fences, open the gate.
It may be rainin' , but there's a rainbow above you.
You better let somebody love you (2x)
before it's too late.

going to study more macro now.
EYB!

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 8/09/2005 02:54:00 PM :: link

........................

sleepy.
heading bed soon.
oh yeah,officially Nation's Birthday.Happy Birthday Singapore!

nothing much i wanna say.
todae,my mum went CSC & happened to see the shooting of Tong Xin Yuan II.
so she met Apple Hong & Lin Xiangping.
she spoke to Apple Hong,who was acting as a sister i think.
my mum teased her.telling her,"you're a fake sister right?".
den she went on telling how the process was as she walked to n fro round kitchen area doin her[mum] stuffs.

ya.thats all that was happening todae.
my life ain't very exciting i guess.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 8/09/2005 01:10:00 AM :: link

Sunday, August 07, 2005

.................

i went out todae.so dint study again.
i went to buy Niaima's present since early afternoon.
till late evening, went for mass.
anw,i bought myself a very feminine bag.
a small one, in "rice-color".haha.
it realli nice,but when my mum saw it, she jux laughed.
fine.

shes always so not encouraging of me to turn feminine.
sheeh.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 8/07/2005 07:53:00 PM :: link