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Saturday, April 03, 2004

...................

last nite....sms Er Jie all the way till erm 2+a.m....keeping her company while she do her hmwk...heehee....tt silly girl was doing maths in the middle of the nite...haha... yeah... i was jux supposedly wanted to tell her a news abt wo fen shou le... den ended up toking till so late wif her...haha....
[wo fen shou le]

i dint cry last nite...i behaved myself last nite neva cry....=o)....
den Er Jie was realli damn sweet and cute last nite to me....she sent me this little chinese sms to me....i was like so damn touched i started crying...haha...it was realli damn sweet....
so in return i created a chinese txt msg for her too!...haha....

btw i sort of sprained my back,my tailbone[supposedly?]....while swimming yesterdae for the swimming heats....damn unlucky.... but it's getting better todae liao... maybe the gao yao bu works....hahaha....the ting was so damn burnning my back last nite when i pasted it on....kao....but todae neva liao....but it stinks....

and im going to play bball later soon....hahahaahah....i hav yet studied biology serious...
so after i finish bball and wateva lunch den i come home study lo!....hahaha.... yep....
so im going off now........


[Er Jie is the BeZT!!...haha my most qing ai de Er Jie wor!=o)]

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 4/03/2004 08:22:00 AM :: link

Wednesday, March 31, 2004

..............

Zil jux locked her diary todae for fear of intruders....
haha....it was realli funny when she told me online the password and user name...haha cos it was realli unusual...
some tings happened todae in skol la...it's always about our class...yeah....

todae still the same bad feeling + i tink im gonna do badly for my E Maths paper....
i left the last few pgs blank becos i was realli confused by the diagrams... theres this qn about angle properties and i dunnoe how to do wich is 6 marks gone...i totally left blank.... sigh!!!.... and a lot more questions i dunnoe how to do cos i dun understand wat the question is asking for... argh!...i noe im gonna do badly... cos i supposedly counted i lost 20 marks... die!!.... i hope tomolo'z history and chinese paper will be better... =oS.....

i studied realli...i study all liao left biology.... i dunnoe how liao la...i tink my maths is DEFINITELY deproving...hav the wrong attitude to study now....i c questions i dunnoe i SKIP!...oh my goodness... i tink im getting from bad to worst in attitude.... is till tink it's better to go study now...okok EYB!EYB!....

[Maddie]...i dunnoe if i wil break my promise of getting a B or NOT....so yeah....dun get too upset if i do....


BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 3/31/2004 08:30:00 PM :: link

............

still not feeling happy...
i can predict the worst from wateva he tells me...i tink this is like gonna be a re-enact of me trying to forget someone i love a lot again...definitely... if he decide to fen shou,i will go ahead wif it...and be sad...and onli 2 results will come out...
either i will "indulge" myself into studying to forget him,or i will "indulgE" myself into crying practically now and then easily... i tink probably the 2nd one has a higher chance of happening...but the 1st one is oso veri likely to happen...

i tink im gonna start hiding myself between my books to forget all the sorrows...=o(.....
suddenly i felt i jux landed in another planet...becos jux last week i was so happy...and this week everything changed...EVERYTHING....i tink both of us are tired....over this thing probably...i dunnoe.....
maybe i jux can't bear to part wif him...it feels so painful for me when i start thinking abt his most likely final decision[fen shou]... i realli hope we wun end up fen shou....but howeva, if he doesnt realli love me den ok la it will beta if we break... rather than to find out after some time and it wud be more painful for me at the end of the day....

tomorrow is already the start of CT2, im veri veri tired...pray hard i wun fall asleep during my english paper and e maths... english is realli boring paper ok...e maths i dunnoe la...most likely wun for maths loh... hai...anw, todae i finally finished studying my chinese sec 3 and 4 chinese words...=o|.... but was extremely distracted by tings arnd me, my radio,the tv outside and all the noise everyone is making...felt so depressed from studying more physics....

i realli wish i can get out of the house....i wish i wun end up having a fen shou wif him.... i wish CT2 will be beta this time round.....i wish everyone would be quiet at home....i wish Da Jie & Er Jie are by my side now....im realli realli pressed for an answer from him but i dun dare to say i wan an answer...for fear he get too stressed up and say a Bye to me... urh.... yes im realli tt sad by tt.... the onli time i smile is in skol already...sometimes its a fake smile sometimes is realli a happy smile tickled by my buddies... realli....

i feel like returning to my room and listen to the korean song again ....


BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 3/31/2004 12:59:00 AM :: link

Monday, March 29, 2004

..........

wanna change someting from yesterdae's post.... the last line of second paragraph....
the,"i dun care for such a life" into "i dun want such life"......

yeah... todae skol was bad...i went to skol listless and restlessly....
tried to free myself from all my matter and problems...well i toked to my frenz and tried to laugh...wich yes in the end i was realli entertained by them all...

gone to skol with heavy eyes... after all the crying last nite...
i toked to er Jie and after tt i had a realli good cry...she was realli nice....=o)...
...Er Jie seems better in understanding me each day...
dint fail to make me express my feelings and my emotions out when and whereva i m... realli...im still veri saddened...and tired from skol...

i tink i sound harsh wif my words in yesterdae's post but at least i said wateva i wanted to say....whether i regretted it or not...

anw, last nite listened to my korean song while on bed tearing on my pillow....
the song was good... it always helps me when im stressed or sad or wateva.... realized the cd colour is changing...so maybe its time to re-burn the cd again.... becos i tink i need the song always....=o)...jux as much as i need all my close people.....=o)....

last nite i watched my long awaited show...not a show actually la... its' Darren Lim and evelyn Tan's wedding.... they were realli loving and i was reallli happy for them and at same time envious of them.... Evelyn asked darren to call her "dardar"... heehee.... and they fed each other some noodle... whoo....how loving can they get...=o)....


BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 3/29/2004 02:28:00 PM :: link

Sunday, March 28, 2004

.........

im tired...neva knew after watching a movie can make one so tired of life....

[someone] prolly we are not meant to be 2gether?...
i dunnoe... im tired...we seem to be doing routines when we talk....u tok abt ur worries n i listen n when i try to cheer u up u wud always do the same ting,"hahahaha" and crap wif me... no im not pissed, im tired of having such a life... im not in love wif u madly...prolly jux in love ttz all....
tell me if u decide to say someting to me, no matter it's good or bad feelings abt this if u read it....
i dun care for such a life....

im realli tired, i want a life.... i dun wan a daily routine...
i've tried my best to do someting to close the gap between us...u ain't helping i cant do anyting else.... i can sacrifice myself for u... so probably u shud ask urself r u able to sacrifice urself and ur everything for me...

maybe someone shud ask me go get a life.......


BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 3/28/2004 07:57:00 PM :: link