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Saturday, August 06, 2005

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im feeling the jitters for my exams.
cos in jux 2 weeks time,i will be sitting for my 1st semestral paper.
n ive not realli started studying hard for subjects.
but im pretty glad tt theres onli 2 subjects tt i need to biah.
Macro and POM.esp POM.
Macro i need to do more recaps.
as for accounts n stats.i jux need to do some constant practise.pretty fine wif them.

anw, todae went to tutor Vanessa.
not very fruitful though.
we spent more time settling down den study.
1st went TM,den too crowded no place.so had lunch there.
next we went to some Marine parade CC library,but got chased out cos the patroller said," no self-studying here".
(i seriously dunnoe wats the library for now)
den we got settled at mccafe at marine parade nearby.

yeah.a bit lost my cool when Van couldnt get her formulaes right.
yup.
[sorry girl-if ur reading this-,but i think you should really put in more effort in studying for ur subjects.not referring to jux maths,but all subjects.]

will be going to study POM or frontpage after this.
yeah thats about all todae.

not forgetting i miss my Niaima too la.
hahaha.
shes mugging for her project i guess.
we dint get to c each other yesterdae cos she had to rush for her project.
i was disappointed but glad that she did cancel it.
when i knew she had to rush project i dint noe whether fri was a good dae to go out n relax.
a little guilty but was still very looking forward to it.
but nvm, we merely postponed it to next week.
YAY!!!=)

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 8/06/2005 08:39:00 PM :: link

Friday, August 05, 2005

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i got myself a ipod.
which i dunnoe how to use.wow?
i dint intend to get it for myself.cos im not very into it.
but ya nvm.a little disappointed but nvm.
wats important is everyone's happy=).

tml's gonna be the dinner date wif Bianca n Maddie.
realli glad finally tml's coming.=D

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 8/05/2005 01:14:00 AM :: link

Thursday, August 04, 2005

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totally not in the mood to open my mouth.
my eyes r so damn heavy now.
making myself carry too much burden,not of my own i guess.

todae's choir practice was bad.
it was draggy and i was annoyed by 2 people's presence.
first was Shaun of cos.
2nd one i shan't mention.

im always turned off by Shaun's presence.u can say im driving myself crazy.
totally annoyed,irritated almost thru'out.
not to mention Shaun was on 1st keyboard.
i was going mad.i was actually irritated when he played weirdly.
i noe i shouldn't be but maybe becos i was already very irritated.tt i apologize.
becos that's his style n stuff,no one has the right to criticize anyone for tt.
everyone hav rooms for improvements.

there was a little accident.
Julian's bass hit Augustine's eye.
yeah.
i wasnt doing anything.heartless creature yes.
i wasnt my usual self.
shacked n heavy.
all i did was sit down n stone.

feeling pretty shitty.
i was looking so much towards todae(wednesdae),cos i havent seen all of them
for more than 1 wk.
but yet it felt like some kinda shit dae becos of my own behavior.

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something came across my mind.
i tend to carry others' problems onto my own shoulders.
i simply don't know how to stop doing that.
i feel tired doing that, and i feel i shouldn't be doing tt[not becos im tired].
but it just ain't the right way.

i see my own weaknesses lately.

i would take someone's word,said in a fit of anger, too seriously.
get myself all so upset over it when i shouldnt be.

all these happens.n im realli going crazy.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 8/04/2005 12:30:00 AM :: link