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Wednesday, March 01, 2006

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finally spent my dae wisely todae.
i finally saw Niaima!haha.n Travis!haha.tt joker, once a joker forever a joker.hahaha.
he realli made us laugh so much la.
we talk halfway n he will suddenly do some funny blooper.haha.
or say some funny joke.hahaha.
anw, so we met for lunch.

den after tt, i went to get some stuffs with my friends.=).
n i bought cards.
so i reached home abt 8, sat down, wrote cards and watched tv.

decided to write cards to my clique n my Niaima.
these are my current loved ones.
its been a long time since i wrote anyone anything.
besides the usual greeting cards for X'mas etc.

come to tink of it, maybe 2 years or more.
last person i wrote a personal card to shud be....................Julie?hahaha.
realli long it seems.

anw, so i realli wrote a lot of things to everyone.
esp to my Niaima of course.
hahaha.it has got to be the most crappy, longest-written card i ever wrote to anyone.haha.
after i finish writing her card, i was also quite shocked i wrote so much.hahaha.
but den again, i always hav a lot to tell her.hahaha.

anw, so i'm quite happy n contented with wat i did todae.
esp writing the cards.hahaha.
feeling a sense of achievement.muahaha.=P.

anw, going to get up at 6am later.
cos its Ash Wednesdae, dae of obligation.
since im going for chalet, i cant go evening mass.
n my mum has willingly n so nice sort of offered to accompany me.=D.hahaha.

shes quite funny.
i was massaging her legs, n she started saying,"see, u got not enough blood".
cos she saw my very fair hands.n hence tt comment.
den i started laughing away.hahaha.
its so weird la, i dun tink u can see any pink looking blood on my arms.haha.
n guess wat?
she said shes gonna make lots and lots of tonic soup for me after the retreat.
=|.shit.

ok not tt they taste awful becos of the herbs or anything.
[btw, my mum makes the best soups in my opinion=)]
but i just dun like the idea of having any intended purpose for doing anything, including drinking soup.just to boost my health.or anything.
n wats more, im in the pink of health.
rather ridiculous sometimes.

do i realli look like i can't take care of my own meals?
just keeps making me tink.even during my exam period sometimes it comes across to me too.
n my mum's new "favourite" tag-line to me nowadaes before i go out is,"remember to eat k?"
=|.

im such a small little kid.
good n bad.
but honestly, i do love the feeling of her naggings.
at least i noe she cares right.cos shes not a typical mother who shows her care through disciplining me in studies or wat, so these nags has gotta be one of the best ways to let me noe she cares.=).

my mum realli make me feel so loved.
esp during the exam week[last week].
she was realli very very xi xing=meticulous?[eh i dunnoe how to translate xi xing]
u noe, the minute i wake up in morning to study, she will make a cup of milo for me n serve me.
n she will offer to prepare me lunch, sometimes wash the dishes, or help me clear away the plates, or "automatically" make me a cup of water after i finish eating.

so i've been making the effort to at least say a thank you these daes.

anw, tt was something tt touched me.
despite my rants at her when im in a bad mood, cos i do blow at her when she keeps forcing me to eat.

shes the best mum on earth.
experiencing the never-ceasing love.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 3/01/2006 12:58:00 AM :: link

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

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1 more dae to chalet.
2 more daes to seeing my Niaima.
16 more daes to getting results.
n the most important date of all, 22 more daes to our trip!!!!!!
woohoo!!!!hahahaha.

ya a bit too free.
counting down all the important daes.hahaha.
esp the trip!hahaha.its realli keeping me up all dae long.
hahaha.just tinking about it already makes me so freaking excited about it.
it will be our ever first trip.n somemore it's been 6 years since i last stepped out of S'pore.
so patriotic right.hahaha.just kidding.

anw, i thought of wat to do already.=).
sniggers.

lately have been realli bored.
as u can see.
i've been blogging so much for the past 2-3 daes.[excluding the sobby posts daes]
cos theres simply nothing to do at home.
i've been playing the guitar, missing my Niaima n tts it.=\.
hahaha.like wat a sad life.

i sure do miss her a lot.
n this week is anotehr record breaking week.
8 daes before i see her again.=\.
but den again, everytime i msg her she always mention about the trip.
n i feel so excited all over again.n again.n again.hahaha.

nvm.i shall hold on for another 2 more daes.=)

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 2/28/2006 12:01:00 AM :: link

Sunday, February 26, 2006

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=|.
i was sleeping.n my mum came in n asked me[very loudy,cos i was listening to my ipod] if i wanted to eat.
she thought i was just listening to my ipod on my bed.
but no.
so now, i can't fall back to sleep already.

anw, finally got my hands on the Nicholas's YMCA video.
oh my gosh.its seriously FUNNY!hahaha.
it still makes me laugh watching it.hahaha.
hes such a joker.hes a bit like my brother.
both of them are the most open-enough guys in the choir compared to the other youth guys.
hahaha.

dunnoe wat i should do tml.
tinking of suntanning, but cant find anyone available to go with.
tinking of swimming, but a little too lazy.
tinking of my Niaima, but shes still working.
tinking about the trip, but its still weeks away.
tinking about this person, but for no reason.

thinking about lots of things.
esp this particular matter that stuck me a week or two, ago before exams.
i'd put it on hold cos i had no time to think about it then.
but i do now.but im feeling a little lost n confused.
but i suppose i'll be less confused soon.

can't wait for tuesdae to arrive,when i see tt girl again.=).
after 6 daes apart, which felt like eons as usual.
from tuesdae on, i would be occupied for the whole week.
cos wed is my class chalet.=D.
thurs-sun is Fr Gino's retreat.

anw, just now when i was in bed tossing n turning,i was tinking of doing something.
something special.but havent thought about wat to do yet.
=\.

btw, i found yesterdae's sermon quite enriching n enlightening.
cos Fr William cleared my doubts.=).

racking my brains to think of wat to say.
most of the things i wanna say just can't be said here.

anw, received something yesterdae night.
felt a little cold-hearted even after reading.
just goes to show how closed my heart is.
n i believed even more in this," Never look on the surface"

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 2/26/2006 11:11:00 PM :: link

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rather frustrated with my irregular sleeping time.
i went for 4th sat, n the minute i reached i just felt like sleeping.
before tt, i was home sleeping till 12+, had lunch n wanted to nap before heading CSC.
but i could do was toss n turn n not sleep.

my mum was asking me why i dun want to sleep.
cos i was so nice to be opening chestnuts for her.hahaha.
so i told her.
ya n i realli can't fall to bed when i hav the time.when im occupied i can.
exams 2-4 hours of sleep should be the main cause.

anw, 4th sat was ok.
although i did talk to the band, it still felt different without Bianca.
not trying to imply tt the chats were not interesting or anything.
but i guess when im with Bianca, the biggest difference is tt we can keep silent at times yet not feel bored.
n i do realli miss tt girl a lot a lot.

i tink i kept looking at her mum.hahaha.
dunnoe, maybe her mum reminds me of her.so when shes not there, i look at her mum instead.
hahaha.during the giving peace, the first person i wanted to wish was her mum.
but den she wasn't looking at me.=\.so she became the last person i wished.hahaha.

anw, i thought the pnw wasn't very good la.
i dint like the way my guitar sound thru' the amps.
its so jarring/sharp/too clear-cut.whichever u would like to call it.
n during the practice, something's wrong.
i felt tt my amp gets softer n softer.but i was realli strumming super hard already.
but when Uncle Gavin plays/trial test it, its fine.

so during the fast songs, i was realli whacking my strings hard.hahaha.
n i tink i played a few wrong chords.
n the first few songs were so WHOA.
like so fast n my fingertips and hand were aching.

ok.im tired now.
bye.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 2/26/2006 01:51:00 AM :: link