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Friday, July 21, 2006

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having a bloody terrible sorethroat.
tink cos i ate 2 curry instant noodle yest.
cos i was veri hungry.n there wasnt much food at home.
so i jux grabbed it n ate.
n now im having a hard time.

its like one of the worst sorethroat i ever got.
even when i breathe its like so pain oso.
damn it.

anw, todae had biz finance ICA.
went pretty well.
went to skol earlier by an hour n a half to collect admin card from my Marketing teacher.
she confiscated 12-13 of our admin cards on wed for making too much noise.
n we needed it todae for the ICA.so obviously, a little of lecturing before we got our cards back.

last nite dint manage to sleep veri early.
jux kept tossing n turning on my bed for an hour.
dunnoe why.
my eyes was veri tired.but my brain wouldnt stop tinking abt other things.
like my finance.

n i woke up at 7am todae.to revise my biz finance.
now im super dead.
n veri frustrated.
cos of the stupid sorethroat.
dun tink will be speaking much todae n tml unnecessarily.
until it gets better.

ARGH.DAMN IT.
ARGH.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 7/21/2006 02:15:00 PM :: link

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

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tired.
choir went alrite.
i miss u.
but at least after this week, i will be able to see u more often.
at least for choir n growth n 4th sat.=D.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 7/19/2006 11:00:00 PM :: link

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conflicting.

jux wondering.
hav i ever came to accept it.
is unwilling acceptance acceptance?

i noe its silly to be tinking abt this thing at this point in time.
when skol's almost the top priority now esp when exam's r nearing.
but sometimes, some things just can't seem to be out of my mind.

the way i saw myself reacting todae jux struck me wif a lot of questions for myself.
why do i seem to keep failing when i tried to try.
was it my holding back.
was it my unwilling accpetance in the first place.

i agreed n promised myself n others tt i would try.
but all the while, i feel i've been doing nothing abt it but jux tolerating wateva i see or hear.

i guess maybe i've never tried afterall.
im someone who can't go against my own will afterall, i suppose.

sorry.

for promising something i felt so strongly i wouldnt succeed in carrying out.
for still being seemingly heartless.
for having to say sorry to u.
cos im feeling at my limit.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 7/19/2006 12:24:00 AM :: link

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

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Sevenglory-Ever Be Enough.
Sevenglory-Waiting For You.

relatively slow songs.slow rock?
hahaha.
its realli nice.

thanks Gus.
cos i came to know this band from ur blog n nick.haha.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 7/18/2006 06:49:00 PM :: link

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listening to "Here By Me".
n it neva fails to make me miss my dearest girl.
esp when i've not seen her for a long while.
n the first line of the song goes ,"I hope you're doing fine out there without me".
n i always tink of her.hahaha.

the last time we went IndoChine on CNY week, we actually saw a live band played it.
n i liked it pretty well.haha.

i miss being wif my Niaima after close to one week of not seeing her.

its so different being wif a close friends n mere friends.

mere friends can't chat wif me like u can.
probably cos im not tt open.
they can't drink wif me.
maybe cos i always turn them down.haha.
they can't make me laugh all the time like u can.
they can't make me feel so at ease like i am wif u.
wif them, i can't stand the silence.but i can wif u.
probably becos we both need n want it.
there're things i wanna say yet i can't say to them.

come to think of it, i tink other den the time we need for silence, we're always chatting away.
hahahaaha.
we hav endless tings to talk abt.
n obviously, onli becos its wif u tt i'll hav endless topics to talk abt.hahaha.
the time wif u always passes so fast.

this has gotta be the like in this few months, i've not seen her for 1 over week.

oh well, lets hope i see u soon.
cos i realli miss u.

to my one n onli.
Niaima.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 7/18/2006 12:05:00 AM :: link

Sunday, July 16, 2006

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been sick and busy.
still a little sick.
on thurs,the "big day" for marketing presentation, i fell ill.
in the midnite, the fever came.took medication but dint work much.
but i still went to skol for the presentation.in a veri pathetic state.

skipped one lab lesson after the presentation.
cos i couldnt take it anymore.the headache n cold got damn bad.
den went to c a doc,so did Yuting.cos of her eye.
n realized i had a 39.97 degrees fever.
its amazing how i survived through it n made it through my presentation.

den on fri, i dint go skol oso.on mc.
but in the nite, i vomited.
tink is becos of the medication.
luckily my bro was around.cos i turned white.
n was feeling terrible.

so went to see another doc again.
so been resting.n doing RTM proj n tuts.

the headache's not going away still.
anw,im off to rest now.
realli tired alr.

i miss my Niaima.
im saying this for the thousand n one time.hahaha.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 7/16/2006 11:25:00 PM :: link