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Saturday, September 16, 2006

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oh my gosh!
i jux saw this clip on this 11 year old girl singing on Australia Idol.
shes realli fantastic!
u will neva imagine tt shes onli 11 years old when she sings.
btw, she's called Bianca too.

looks like all Biancas are natural born talent.hahaha.;P.
maybe next time i should name my daughter Bianca oso.hahaha.
den she will either be damn smart like our Bianca or can sing damn well like tt Bianca.haha.

anw,u will neva imagine how seh i was jux now on my way home.
i actually took a lift from this girl from Olive Tree wif Travis.cos they went to fetch Mel[who stays opposite me] first before going somewhere else.
so anw,i was walking.den i was like,"shit.where am i?"
i actually walked past my block.hahahaha.

im damn tired todae.
veri short tempered oso.
i tink i kept erupting at all those working wif me todae including Travis.
esp when they keep talking away n neva see the guests waiting to be served.when im serving another guest at the same time la.

n it dint happen once or twice.
but a lot of times todae.
until i got so pek cek wif them i dint wanna say anything.
so i jux showed my bloody black face.

anw,there was something damn funny tt happened todae.
i was helping Travis to call 1 of the China part timer,Zhang Shuo, to wait n stop.cos he was going up to take something.
so i jux shouted his name.
den u noe wat?
all the guests who were also going to take the stairs up all stopped n looked at me.
n they realli initially looked at me,as though i was asking them to stop.hahahaha.

it was so bloody embarassing i tell u.
n it was not jux 1 or 2 guests,it was all the guests who were around me.which adds up to 10 or more of them.
so i jux apologized to all of them for startling them la.hahaha.

anw,i dint even realize why they all stop.
until Travis they all told me i shouted his name damn loud.hahahaha.
i realli dint noe.i tot it was like my normal voice onli.
den we all couldnt stop laughing after tt.hahaha.
im a loudspeaker.hahaha.

ok, i gtg sleep now.
damn tired alr.
bye.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 9/16/2006 11:44:00 PM :: link

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todae's a good n bad dae.
good cos i spent quite a bit of time wif my most beloved girl todae.
which realli is the onli time i enjoyed most todae.
every single minute of it.
n she sure made me burst into laughter wif tt yoga checking position.hahhaha.;P.

anw,wanted to use the com like 2 hrs ago.
but becos of my er ge,who was on the bloody phone,which is beside the com,i dint get to use it until now.
pissed me off a little though.
but was onli for a while.

i dun like it when my bros get so unreasonable when they hav a gf.
it's as though they are in their own world wif the gfs,n no one else matters.
talking to everyone else in such a different manner.its so...not normal,u get wat i mean.

anw,someone pissed me rite off before pnw.
i was initially burning inside.

dun ever jux agree wif whoever.
think before u agree.

cos i was supposedly "proven" to be playing wrongly initially on wed.
which is over something im damn certain i was rite.
cos its my part.n wats more we hav been practising the same song for 1 month.
but todae,this same person who affirmed the one who pointed out tt im playing wrongly actually agreed wif another person todae tt i was actually playing it rite on wed.

im not angry becos i hav to change n play something different to the cd[the way we practised].
but becos this person who agreed wif 2 different ppl doesnt has a mind of his own sometimes.
dun jux agree wif whoever ranks higher den u in the band.
n dun ever do tt wif me again.
cos i will snap again.

dun test my patience.
im running out of it wif u sometimes.
dun give me excuses.dun try to prove me wrong again by saying u dint actually agree wif 2 different "answers" given to me.
cos i heard it loud n clear wif my own ears.

excuses n more excuses tt i hate.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 9/16/2006 01:33:00 AM :: link

Friday, September 15, 2006

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stoning.
todae's been a busy dae at work.

anw,i was looking forward to watching the Samsoon vcd i borrowed from Bianca.
but den.
i cant watch it.
cos all i see is pitch dark.
hope my bro can get it fixed or something.

anw, looks like our Bali trip's gonna come!!haha.
maybe jux a few daes before my skol reopens.
will mostly likely be going wif Bianca,Travis n Junsheng.

anw,i almost forgot to mention i went Forbidden City on mondae.
but theres quite a bit of things to say.
so i'll jux skip it for todae.
cos im damn tired alr.

bye.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 9/15/2006 12:05:00 AM :: link

Thursday, September 14, 2006

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hi.
todae's pretty good.
had work till 5pm.den went for dinner wif my Niaima n headed down to CSC after tt.

anw,i was bathing n tinking abt something.
why todae went so well despite of how tired i am after work.
im sure Bianca would hav noticed tt.
cos since the dae i started work,everydae im dead tired.
n which causes me to be super short tempered.

even when we talk,there're pauses in between.cos she's jux as tired, i suppose.
n we're both brain dead.

but todae's kinda different i would say.
making the effort is one thing.
the other thing tt made the effort pay off had to be HIM.
i guess when u realli want something,n u try n make an effort for it, HE will give it to u.
somehow.

yeah.
so tts wat i tot abt todae.

anw,we went walking CityLink for a while before heading down to CSC.
den we went into Adidas den there was this weird thing abt 1 size difference.
i tot 1 size means like 36 to 37.tts 1 size difference.
but all the while she was saying 36 to 38.tts 1 size difference.
n den she kept telling me they dun hav 37.which i knew alr.
so we were like ji tong ya jiang.hahaha.

now u see.
im veri mathematical.hahaha.

anw,practice was alrite.
i had to start the song for Heart Of Worship.which made me kinda nervous for a while.haha.
but it was ok la.i tink.haha.
we had a little discussion after practice abt some issues.
or rather issues tt always tried to be addressed n corrected but neva been successfully done before.

dunnoe whether the outcome will be the same.
but i dun wish to tink so far.
so jux take one step at a time n try la.

u neva noe if u dun try again.

maybe im in a good mood so i said tt.hahaha.
cos i noe tt when u dun hav a good dae or ur damn tired, tt will neva come out of ur mouth.hahaha.
but well,i say wateva i want whenever i want.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 9/14/2006 12:42:00 AM :: link

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

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so i got my results.

Business Finance-B+
EFMA-B+
Marketing Mgt-B+
Intro to RTM-B
French-B+
ICT Applications for Business-B
Business Law-Distinction

GPA-3.570

im happy n not veri happy.
cos theres so many B+ which means i could hav gotten As if i scored 5 or less marks for those modules.

happy becos i got no C or Ds.
which i was actually expecting a few like for ICT.hahaha.
so im still maintaining my B as the lowest grade.
which im pretty glad abt la.

but i tink im more happy den unhappy overall.
cos i did my best n well,at least it paid off pretty well.

anw,im super tired now.
gotta work tml somemore.
off i go now.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 9/13/2006 12:48:00 AM :: link

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

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ask n u shall be given.
i will.

feeling paranoid.
wondering if im over-sensitive.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 9/12/2006 10:05:00 AM :: link

Sunday, September 10, 2006

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bored.
doing nothing.
jux waiting for tml to come.haha.

tinking abt my Niaima.
watched the videos we took in Koh Samui jux now.
n im missing the fun n the sun,sand n sea.haha.
one of the greatest gift HE has ever given me must be her.
im proud to hav her as my bestest friend n buddy.

even jux walking beside her makes me feel proud of myself sometimes.haha.
i guess tts wat everyone feels of their bestest friend,rite?
n isn't tt feeling great.

wif her around, im jux me.
which sometimes i do feel bad.
cos she hav to accept everything tt i do,which she may or may not like it.

i remember when she n Gus was still together, they had a quarrel n Gus was saying he always hav to sort of tolerate her temper when she'd had a bad dae at work or wat.
n i tot to myself, sometimes its tough to be close to someone u love.
u hav to take everything he/she does.

but at the same time, i tot i wouldnt mind being in his position though.
considering u can share the unhappy things tt happened together, n later tt person would be so much lightened.
isn't tt a good thing?
not tt i wanted to be her bf like Gus was la.hahaha.
but good friends can do tt for each other too rite.haha.

n now tt im her bestest friend too[i suppose], im happy n realli contented.
neva did regret it.

in fact,i've neva regretted having met all my ex good friends even though at the end of the dae, they're no longer by my side.
in a way or another,they've helped me to grow in different aspects.
n for tt,sometimes, im grateful they passed my life.

n i do owe them all a thank you,which i tink i've never said to them upon our separations.
Thank You.
n also to u my dear girl.

the gift.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 9/10/2006 09:00:00 PM :: link

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i realized how out of touch i am wif the news lately.
i was flipping todae's papers n found out tt Steve Irwin has passed away.
after having being stung by a stingray.
den i went to find this week's older papers n read more abt it.

i thought its a pity tt he's gone.
a great animal lover to me,he was.
i remember watching the Croc Hunter when i was young.
n i always find it amazing how someone can ever be so close to the reptiles.

yeah.
so tts the sad news i found todae.

anw, things at home ain't getting any better.
i thought todae would be a good dae.
cos its sundae,my finally off dae of the week.
but nothing's going tt great.
in fact,i would rather be at work.
cos at least i would be able to see my Niaima n hav Travis' entertainment.

i miss tt girl.
=\.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 9/10/2006 03:42:00 PM :: link

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tml's off.finally.
work was alrite todae.was rather slow initially but picked up in the later of the dae,as usual.
was super entertained by Travis.hahaha.
he made me merlion again.when we were closing.haha.

den went to eat twister fries again.hahah.
hav been eating it quite often lately.cos...it nice.hahaha.
n i've put on weight.
which is bad.
must be all the mooncake samples tt i've been eating everydae.hahahaha.

im waiting for mondae to come.
n soon tuesdae midnite would be here.
n i would be able to check my results.
feeling kinda scared everytime i tink abt it.
its almost like the first time i dunnoe wat i should be expecting for my results.
n i would always try not to tink abt it.but i still do la.hahaha.
whenever im free.like now.haha.

oh n i jux found out tt Teddy Geiger is onli 18!
shocking isnt it?haha.

anw,it looks like my pms is gone alr.
weird.
ok.off i go now.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 9/10/2006 12:35:00 AM :: link