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Friday, October 28, 2005

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im back from 1.5hrs of tutioning Vanessa.

as usual,im unable to answer quite a few of her questions.
in technically i meant.
i think im lagging in my maths already.
i noe ive done the questions before,but yet i can't solve it.

i dunnoe why.
really.
its a simple question but i dunnoe how to do it.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 10/28/2005 04:54:00 PM :: link

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[Thursday]

yawn.....................................
completed 4 pieces of work for Business Software,hmwk.
really tired now.

todae was realli tired since morning.
lacking of sleep.
stoning n near dozing off.

tml afternoon,will be going to tutor Vanessa,hope everything goes well.
wondering if i will be able to wake up at 12pm.haha.

i actually fell asleep for close to an hour while watching tv.
it's been such a long while since i last dozed off while watching tv.
my eyes r closing soon.
good night.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 10/28/2005 01:38:00 AM :: link

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

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todae's a rush-rush dae.
supposed to be like realli relaxed n take my own sweet time,but something cropped up so i ended up running n rushing from place to place.

in the evening,i went over to Augustine's place for dinner,prepared by Bianca,him n his maid.
by the time i reach there,i was stoning away.realli tired.
anw, it was realli nice to be having dinner with the 2 of them together on a wednesdae night.
feels real cosy.
den we played PS2.soccer match n penalties.

anw, im quite relieved now that i've asked what i wanted to.
and i got a positive reply.
n im glad.

bad news,i've not done one of my module's hmwk.haha.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 10/26/2005 10:31:00 PM :: link

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im angry n tired.

i am beginning to dislike my dad even more than before.
he only bullshits.
going to church and everything,behaving like a saint.
but at home,hes a disaster to everyone.

a total miser inside out at home.
but a big spender outside home.
only thinks for himself.

if ever anyone thinks he/she can knock some sense into him,please go n try ur luck.

bloody shit.

my mum's not feeling well,cos she ate leftover food yesterdae.
"thanks" to him.he was checking if anyone will be eating it.
****

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 10/26/2005 02:14:00 AM :: link

Monday, October 24, 2005

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feeling pretty down todae.
can't really explain why, but i know one thing for sure.
i was really upset after the 1st lesson of the dae.
i just felt so sad.
nothing really directly led to this feeling.
but i just felt like getting outta skol n go home.

so my whole day spent in skol,from 8am to 6pm.
after skol, i was pondering if i should go find Bianca.
but decided not to,might be disturbing her at work n etc etc things i considered.

i seriously feel so......sad todae.that's all i can say.
but....why?

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 10/24/2005 07:31:00 PM :: link

Sunday, October 23, 2005

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im liking Paul Baloche's "You're The One".

anw...i forgot to mention yesterdae Madeleine taught me some scales before 4th sat setup.
[Thanks a lot if ur reading]

anw,i dint do much todae.
slept till 2+pm,still sleepy.
played guitar,watch tv n tts all.

i miss Niaima...

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 10/23/2005 10:54:00 PM :: link

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my heart skipped a beat for a moment just now.
i told my mum i saw the papers n the 4D 1st prize number was ----.
i happened to see it while having dinner, n the number is wat my mum loves to buy be it jumping numbers.
n my mum dint buy tt no.all 4 numbers r same but slight jump.
if not she would hav won 1st prize.

haha.
im not someone who loves playing 4D/toto or wateva but u noe when there r times u need it, u would place hopes on it.
anw,a little pity.but i tink i would hog onto tt issue for a few daes.haha.
but i think im contented with my life.at the very least,for now.

i've a house to live in, a few good friends to keep me going, enough money to keep me surviving,
studies which ain't too bad[so far], church to keep me in place.
so practically everything i have.
learn to be contented in life.=)

when u have the ability to keep urself surviving with the basic things u need, u'll be contented.
instead,when u have everything you might have lost everything at the same time.
e.g some people have lots of money,car,bungalow etc but they might have lost in relationships.

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4th saturdae

it was good overall as a band.
we had Val,Madeleine,Gavin,Andrew,Uncle Cedric n me.
but for my own "review" on my guitar,i think it's not very well done.
i hear myself playing wrong strings while plucking.so i started frowning to myself.haha.
i think i was super tired after 1st half.

started one song-plucking- "You're All I Want".
i was so scared i felt my fingers turned icy-cold n were having some sort of "cramps".
it wasnt exactly cramps but just that the fingers werent listening to me.
i wanted to pluck more,but it just went something like straight beat.
it felt very empty,luckily Val came to my rescue.hahahaha.=D

was quite funny.
Val was doing funny things during pnw n healing.
pnw-while playing fast song,she walked over to take the tambourine n ask my bro to play den she went back to the keyboard n smile n smile n.....smile.hahaha.
healing-she suddenly raised her hands playing a SLOW song.
so was quite an apparent drop in volume n everything.yeah,i havent found out what she was doing.hahaha.
she kept turning around to smile at us.quite funny n cute.hahaha.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 10/23/2005 02:00:00 AM :: link

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my heart skipped a beat for a moment just now.
i told my mum i saw the papers n the 4D 1st prize number was ----.
i happened to see it while having dinner, n the number is wat my mum loves to buy be it jumping numbers.
n my mum dint buy tt no.all 4 numbers r same but slight jump.
if not she would hav won 1st prize.

haha.
im not someone who loves playing 4D/toto or wateva but u noe when there r times u need it, u would place hopes on it.
anw,a little pity.but i tink i would hog onto tt issue for a few daes.haha.
but i think im contented with my life.at the very least,for now.

i've a house to live in, a few good friends to keep me going, enough money to keep me surviving,
studies which ain't too bad[so far], church to keep me in place.
so practically everything i have.
learn to be contented in life.=)

when u have the ability to keep urself surviving with the basic things u need, u'll be contented.
instead,when u have everything you might have lost everything at the same time.
e.g some people have lots of money,car,bungalow etc but they might have lost in relationships.

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4th saturdae

it was good overall as a band.
we had Val,Madeleine,Gavin,Andrew,Uncle Cedric n me.
but for my own "review" on my guitar,i think it's not very well done.
i hear myself playing wrong strings while plucking.so i started frowning to myself.haha.
i think i was super tired after 1st half.

started one song-plucking- "You're All I Want".
i was so scared i felt my fingers turned icy-cold n were having some sort of "cramps".
it wasnt exactly cramps but just that the fingers werent listening to me.
i wanted to pluck more,but it just went something like straight beat.
it felt very empty,luckily Val came to my rescue.hahahaha.=D

was quite funny.
Val was doing funny things during pnw n healing.
pnw-while playing fast song,she walked over to take the tambourine n ask my bro to play den she went back to the keyboard n smile n smile n.....smile.hahaha.
healing-she suddenly raised her hands playing a SLOW song.
so was quite an apparent drop in volume n everything.yeah,i havent found out what she was doing.hahaha.
she kept turning around n smile at us.hahaha.looks funny n cute.hahahaha.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 10/23/2005 02:00:00 AM :: link