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cant sleep.
having lots of random thoughts.

tot of having a pet dog.
cos i was listening to the radio n the DJ was saying how excited she was to welcome a new family member tml,her new pet dog.
but nah.it would be too troublesome,n someone as irreponsible like me shouldnt hav one.haha.
furthermore,my mum would probably kill me if i get one.cos my bro has asthma n wif all the fur around,he might hav a relapse for all we noe.

since young,i've always been the one who kept pets.
i had tortoise n turtles before,it was pretty fun initially.like bathing them inside the pail,n trying to "scoop" them out of it.
but it wasnt before long i got too lazy to clean them up,n there u see my mum cleaning them n all their poos.haha.
i tink after we moved house,they were alr super huge.cos i was in charge of the feeding.hahaha.

n den when i was in sec 1 or 2,i bought 2 hamsters.one male,n the other a female.
the female one's real fierce.i neva touched it again ever since it scratched me.
so it was pretty weird whenever it was Chinese New Year.all my then little cousins would tell me take them out of the cage.but i would always end up asking them to do it themselves.haha.
its as though they dint belong to me,u noe.haha.
anw,in the end i had a lot of hamsters.until the original 2 hamsters had became grandparents.
cos they dun give birth to jux 1 or 2 hamsters at one time.its close to 3 or more at once.

n it was pretty much of a horrifying sight.
cos the mother killed several of it stepping over the new born hamsters.
i dint noe i was supposed to separate them initially.until someone[cant rmbr who] told me tt.
but anw,in the end all of them died.fought to their death.
i bet my mum cursed them so much they died.cos she was against it all the while.since they had fur on them.

anw,suddenly tot of the dae when we were leaving for Koh Samui jux now.
remembering tt dae, it was raining cats n dogs.
n we had to carry our luggages n umbrella to walk out of Bianca's house to flag a cab to the airport.
n den she was complaining how wet her new slippers was.haha.
reminded me if i had called home to tell my mum i was leaving tt dae.

fond funny memories ain't they.

finally feeling much better now.
dint go for growth todae.neither did i went for my sec skol clique's bdae celebration.
i was too tired.
"Praise is not a Feeling.It's a Sacrifice."
somehow or rather,this sentence kept lingering round my mind.

i realized i've always put all my good friends through this feeling.
so far none of them has taken them well.
but i hope u'll be an exception.



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Joyce

Joyce at 10/21/2006 03:33:00 AM :: link

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Wednesday, October 18, 2006