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Saturday, September 24, 2005

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i simply love 4th saturdays.
but somehow todae i dint enjoy myself.
i dint felt alive,playing the guitar.
i dint know how to play the songs.

n the practise was terrible.
it wasnt because of our playing.
it was the killing silence when we r not practising.
n i seriously mean ABSOLUTE SILENCE.
its not the usual us.
i tink it was partly becos Aunty Syl wasnt there.
when she came,it was so much better.

but still,i felt so damn lethargic.
missing my beats,rhythm,tempo, practically everything.

i tink everyone was damn tired too maybe becos of the setup.
somemore our beloved drummer-Bianca- rushed down from work.
think she got stressed out,i tink its the first time she's playing for the entire 4th saturdae.
n there was no Aunty Syl when we were practising.
so no one to be her/our conductor.

todae's mass was super short,cos there was no healing[i tink].
it ended super duper early-9.25pm.
den packed up,n i went home wif my parents.
Andrew left for supper.
dint feel like going for supper...so ended up having supper at home.

my mum's been asking me to drink tonics, afraid i would be like her-low blood count.
n my dad's saying im skinny,asking me to eat more?!?!?
which apparently,its very impossible for those to happen.
cos im eating a lot,and im not say VERY SKINNY.
im jux nice.ok.hahaha.
its quite a self compliment.hahahaha.=P.

anw, think todae i dint speak a lot to Naima.
im already missing her.haha.same to Augustine.
dunnoe.jux especially missing the 2 of them.
feels as though i dint see the 2 of them todae.feelings.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 9/24/2005 10:48:00 PM :: link

Thursday, September 22, 2005

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super sleepy.
woke up at 12pm cos my dad kept asking me to go for breakfast & fetch my mum from the hospital.
guess who i saw crossing the road..................Avril Hong!
den i realized how long ive not been to skol to see the people.hahaha.

anw,yesterdae there was such a BIG coincidence[during choir practice]!
i was wearing the same colour polo-t as Nicholas!?!?!?!
so i became sort of a butt joke.
it was Bianca who noticed it.yeah.
well, to be a butt joke ain't that bad.
but hopefully this butt joke doesnt become reality.
if the joke wasn't mentioned by Bianca[ or Andrew],i think i would really get very angry.
but i know my bro won't say such things in front of me.hahaha.=P.

i am Ms Categorer.=)

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 9/22/2005 02:23:00 PM :: link

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

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woke up early morning at 6.15am to accompany my mum to the hospital for her checkup.
brought my ipod along.
when she went for her op,i went for lunch & happened to bump into Alvin's cousin=the little devil.
den i went up to her ward & slept.
den left cos she need to rest for another 6 hours.

so i took a shuttle bus to Bugis MRT, so i thought of trying my luck at the leather-bracelet shop.
n todae is officially the 1st dae they r starting to make the leather design.
so i made one for 40 bucks.
ouch.hear that?[my heart cracked]

its supposed to be 55 bucks cos its plated in pure silver.
so i requested to make one not made of silver.
hence 40 bucks.but anw,it looks nice.
jux tt i feel very heart pain to send my 40 bucks away.
felt like a act on impulse.
but i cant refund my money back or what so...jux live wif it.hahaha.

i jux wrote something about the band,but decided to delete it.
its nothing offensive to anyone or about anything.
jux a little personal overview i had about our band.
but i think i shall still jux keep it between me n Bianca,my angel.=)

some things need not be spelt out to be understood.
jux look at my eyebrows.=P.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 9/21/2005 02:58:00 PM :: link

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

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jux woke up.
i miss a lot of people.
like Advertisement Adeline,Travelling Agent Travis,Zilei & my whole clique[long list].......................
and..Naima.
just missing them.its been a long time since i last saw them.some for a few daes,some for months.

last night something super creepy happened.
after bathing, i got a phone call[hp]...when i saw it,there was no number.
so naturally i wanted to know who it is since theres no number.
when i picked up,there was jux silence.the person seems to be wanting to look for someone.
but onli mumbles ,"er,...ah."
so i asked who he/she's looking for then he/she hung up on me.

i was freaked out.
cos there was NO NUMBER.it was jux blank on the screen.
if it was private number or public it should display private number.
but there was NOTHING!
i think it might be a prank call.but still im quite disturbed by the no number.

n somemore it called after midnight.
after hanging up the phone i was jux stoned.
den i told my mum, prayed n put myself to sleep listening to music.
for a while i couldnt fall to sleep.but slowly i did.

creepy?
stupid prankster.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 9/20/2005 11:57:00 AM :: link

Monday, September 19, 2005

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WHEE...................................................
i had lotsa sleep todae.haha.theres no work todae.

anw,i woke up late morning todae and went to buy myself a pair of Timberland shoes.
=)

a little expensive but made wif genuine leather.so i guess its worth the money.
i saw it yesterdae after work, when going home wif Travis.
theres a sale so i got a 30% discount from the orginal $199.
so it still cost me more than 100 bucks.

anw,i've come to a conclusion that i should stop shopping for now.
cos im realli spending too much money.
unless im gonna be working then can spend more.so now is thrifty time again.

oh ya,on my way home from TM.i came across this nice,looking-safe bus driver.
nice-becos i ran for the bus and he waited for me.
but den guess wat?
he drove so slowly i realli felt so sian/pek.
on the express way, he drove super slow and he can't drive STRAIGHT!
damn scary to take his bus.

he keeps going slight zig zag.so it proves he cant "aim" within the roadlines.
cos i was sitting in front, i saw him looking for some stuffs n driving so slowly on the expressway and he doesnt go STRAIGHT.
he keeps going out of the road lines.
damn frightening experience.
my heart was beating when he was looking for things and driving.
sheeh................

this morning i got a sms from Naima this morning.haha which woke me up.
but happy to hav received her sms.haha.
jux a simple morning greeting from a good friend seriously jux perks me up for the whole day.

but i suppose im not cut out to be others good friend, cos i won't do that to them maybe a few exceptions like Naima.
im always waiting for others to do that to me.
what a friend?haha.
let me learn to do that.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 9/19/2005 06:55:00 PM :: link

Sunday, September 18, 2005

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feeling especially great today,now.
rewatched some parts of Stairway to Heaven wif my mum since after work till now.

i feel so fortunate.
really fortunate, to be able to see the world around me.=)
to have a good friend like Bianca.=)
i dunnoe wheres the link wif a sad drama to do wif Bianca but thats how i feel Now.=D

shes jux came into my mind after watching.
i feel the greatest love of friendship from her.=)

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 9/18/2005 11:50:00 PM :: link