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Saturday, July 30, 2005

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a not too bad day todae,spent first half of the dae helping Jenny n Morningstar a workshop at St. Gab's primary.
kids are hard to control esp. BOYS.
haha.
realli..they jux keep running around,cant sit still.

anyway, i learnt a few things during Fr. William's talk last nite.
he mentioned,
1-"Be FAITHFUL not aim to be SUCCESSFUL"
he said of cos not say being successful is not good.
so i suppose he meant being Faithful is more important.=D

2-if GOD wants you to FAIL,FAIL!....Thank God for THAT!
because that's a LESSON learnt!

3-be in PRESENT, not dwell in past or future.
cos we always think about what we've done wrong or thinking further ahead than where we are supposed to be[present].

well, this's definitely one of those rare times i actually paid so much attention during growth talks.
this one's very fruitful.
Syl's right.every talk we listen a bit we'll learn & grow.
honestly, i will try to bear all these little tips in mind.
[4-awareness]
haha.

i think God arranged for me to attend yesterdae's growth.
i wasnt on schedule cos it was 5th fridae[senior band].
i was pondering whether should i go or not to jux attend.
den Nicholas asked (online) if i was going.i wasnt sure.
next Jenny msged me n ask if i was going.den decided to go.
she wanted me to help her do projecting stuffs.
but ended up,playing electric guitar.
tt was how i ended up attending yesterdae's growth session.

anw, i concluded something.
my mum is really Holy,people always say that about her,but i never realli felt totally convinced.cos sometimes she can be quite unbearably irritating[to me].
after hearing the talk, i realized everything Fr Goh said,she said to me before.
=>>leave it to GOD.
when im worried abt my results,she always tell me GOD would help me.
if fail den let it be.
she never "persuades" me to be successful in studies.though she would hope i am.all parents wish the best out of their children isn't it?

somethings she don't say it,but the way she talks and stuffs.it jux resembles/is the learning points.
ya.
one growth is realli fruitful if you pay attention to it.=)

something's missing in my life.
i noe it but i dun wanna admit it.=D
EYB!

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 7/30/2005 09:32:00 PM :: link

Thursday, July 28, 2005

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hi.
i failed my HTML written test.
not to mention badly.
i got 3rd lowest grade in class for it.its disappointing and unexpected.
yup.12/50.pathetic grades.

first thing i did was, sms Niaima of cos.
the 1st person i would always wanna share things/matters to.
whether happy or sad stuffs.
ya.and arranged to hav lunch somedae wif her again.
haha.

anw,the time of disappointment of my HTML was soon over.
within a few minutes i was no longer upset.
i told myself,"it's ok, just work harder for my frontpage test"
cos in any case,i studied and did my best for that HTML test.
[im not cut out for IT stuffs],honestly.not being some kinda pessimist here la.but its a fact.

yup.
anw,todae POM was postponed earlier in the dae,ended at 12pm.
den lazed around skol n met Julian somewhere in skol[his graduation]
den we went his place so he cud change out of formal attire,den met Maddie at Ps den we went in search fo present for Alvin's bdae.bought a cute egg-plant.
den next was Bianca's.
which was realli hard to find.

i dint noe wat i wanna get for her.
maybe some addidas thing.den Maddie suggested making her a meal.complete meal.
which i tot wasnt too bad an idea.
so we went carrefour and started thinking wat ingredients i must buy n den Maddie can come over my place n supervise me.haha.
just to make sure i leave my house kitchen in 1 piece.hahaha.

ya.den after tt i headed back skol for a night class.
anw, pretty happy now tt i've got a rough idea wat to do for Bianca for bdae.
but most probably would be buying her a bdae gift oso la.
dunnoe when where how.but someday,some place,somehow i would.hahahaha.
ok EYB!

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 7/28/2005 11:25:00 PM :: link

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

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hi.
todae was a short skol dae.10am-11.50am.
cos there was no EOC,n todae's stats lesson is ICA2.
well,it[ICA2] went very smoothly.
mainly becos the 2 of 3 questions popped were taken from tutorial.
yep.so i knew how to do everything.

so im very happy, confident and proud of myself.
yep.
i must be a successful person in future=).
of cos be useful to God's people too.=D

anw,i think these few daes i've been very grouchy at home.
more of short tempered.
but i can't seem to detect the reason that lies behind this.
easily triggered by my dad esp yesterdae.
he turned off the fan,i turned it on,he said hes hot i told him to wear clothes if hes cold.
it was rude.
but i was realli fuming over tt kinda minor thing.
it ain't pms.
nvm.

todae i was supposed to get this perfume from skol.
happily thinking of it after stats,when we got there the sales lady said it was out of stock.
so im the 11th reserver for tt perfume.
it cost 25% cheaper in skol den outside cos of student rate.
yeah.
i like it very much, sweet candy smell.

but i like another perfume mixture smell more though.
yesterdae me n frends were in the perfume shop in skol during breaktime.
den we began testing perfumes.
so at the end of it, i sniffed my hand n it smelled realli GOOD!!!
it was mixture of the sweet candy smell wif some pretty strong perfume.

anw,ive yet finished my other MK1 perfume.
i dun realli like it,cos its realli light.having it on is almost=not having it.
yeah.its a unisex one,the current perfume im using.
but smells so cologn-ish.
yeah.dun realli like it.

yep.todae pretty relax dae.
cos currently onli 1 EOC project to do.
n tts all.
i would be doing some catchup on my POM which ive not touched for near ages.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 7/27/2005 01:19:00 PM :: link

Sunday, July 24, 2005

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its time to get specs.
shit.
i saw half a double line jux now while reading Kelly's blog!
Kelly!!!!!!!!!!!u la.hahaha.jux kidding
shud be getting spectacles soon.or maybe jux get a checkup on tt.

yeah.sad la.
i look bad in specs.
used to own a pair or 2 of specs for fun.
but never really wore it la.
ya.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 7/24/2005 02:56:00 PM :: link