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jux got my results nt too long ago.
feeling neither happy nor upset.
my overall GPA's 3.484.
here r my grades:

Dist - Retail Business Development
A - Quality Management
A - Effective Business Report Writing
A - Destinations & Attractions Management
B+ - Integrated Marketing Communications
B - Entrepreneurship

well, my GPA did increase frm the last semester's IPP results of 3.449.
bt not forgetting tt was before it was at the"peak" of my 3 years results of 3.641.
the drop was too drastic cos of IPP.
i did get over tt plunging results, pinning all my hopes on getting at least a 3.5 aft this semester.
n obviously i did nt achieve the challenge set for myself.

bt im nt extremely upset either since i did do alrite this semester.
my usual performance standard has been met, i guess.

u noe...theres smth reali funny.how He works.
putting me all high up n den letting me fall as though im doing a bungee jump wif no strings attached.den He pulls me up again, bt nt to a height as high as i was.
den again, u can say tt maybe He doesnt want me to fall frm such a great height again which makes my heart skips a thousand n one beats.
n He sure has hes own way of consoling me wif the current results i hav.

for instance, i dunnoe how i gt a Dist for Retail Biz Devt.
i dun rmbr doing anyting much for class participation except 2-3 tutorial presentations 1 of which apparently impressed the tutor, i tink.
apart frm tt i onli did behind the scenes stuffs like researching n providing some answers for tutorial presentations.

oh well, i did say i will leave everything up to Him n tt everyting be done according to His will before i viewed my results.
so i guess everything's under control.
His control.haha.

3 years showered wif His blessings n guidance has been a wonderful journey.
having experienced lots of ups n downs in many aspects nt jux based on results alone.
although i must say tt He has taught me a lot through the results i've obtained.
tt satisfaction is derived by one's expectations, n its neva brings about complete fulfillment bt onli self-fulfillment.
a temporary happiness whereby when the results dropped, same did my happiness which faded away.

the higher u climb, the harder u fall.
how true.

oh well, bt i survived the fall. alive n kicking still.
so still...
Thank God for everything!=).



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Joyce

Joyce at 3/19/2008 01:06:00 AM :: link

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