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Corrinne May - If You Didn't Love Me

If every drop of water disappeared from the land
And every drop of ocean suddenly turned to sand
That would all be nothing
Compared to what I'd feel
If you didn't love me

What if I woke up and couldn't hear a sound
And all that I could see was darkness all around
That would all be nothing
Compared to what I'd feel
If you didn't love me

If I could have the world and all that money could buy
And I could travel far beyond the moon and the day
If they gave me golden wings,
well I still couldn't fly
without you, nothing would matter

You and I walk beside each other day after day
But there's so much inside me, I never get to say
My life would be so empty
with nothing left to feel
If you didn't love me
If you didn't love me

to my angel, my Niaima.

suddenly had a recollection of events tt happened.
how we officially knew each other at a stay over chalet organised by Madeleine.
tinking abt it, its pretty amazing how we clicked so well so quickly.prolly cos of her outgoing n sociable nature, she was able to make me open up the very dae we were officially introduced to each other. we used to see each other in sfx bt neva spoke nor exchanged a single eye contact cos there was no such opportunity n i was pretty much a shy girl den.haha.
bt there was 1 ting i knew abt tt girl. tt she was Gus' girlfriend den.haha.

n subsequently, she introduced me to work in Intercon n we often met up after work in the late afternoon to chit chat n hav lunch together. it was also den tt i found out she too, onli knew me as Gus' 1st girlfriend before we finally knew each other personally.haha.it was quite funny actually n i was totally surprised.dint noe she'd noe such a well-kept secret between some of us in the Youth Intercessory Group.haha.

i neva forgot the veri first ting she did to me when she woke up at the chalet.
tickle my foot.
hahaha.
how amusing.haha.well, i guess tts y shes my special girl.=).

we had a crazy night before tt, playing all sorts of kids games like Pepsi Cola 1,2,3! n some scissors paper stone, splitting game.haha.
no, we dint drink.bt we jux got high in the middle of the night.haha.

i rmbr her getting Gus to get us food when the night bbq started and we went cycling in the afternoon.n she crashed into some work site barriers at the park cos she cudn't cycle well.hahaha.
all of us had abrasions n muscle aches after the few hours of cycling.hahaha.
[im back-tracking]

as u can see, we had so much fun wif each other's company since day 1.haha.
of cos apart from the laughters, there were times when we shared each others' pain, sorrow, anger, frustration n tears.
times when we were angry n frustrated wif each other.
times when we shared our inner most thoughts.
times when we see each others' tears flow uncontrollably wif hearts going out for one another.
times when no words were spoken but a firm grip in the hand tt conveyed every single thing tt we wanted each other to noe.

u noe...
ever since i met tt girl, my life has changed so much.
she taught me so much abt life, more den anyone else has ever done so in my life.
how to be selfless, learn to give n take, be grateful, independent n most of all...smile.
its reali true when i say seeing her simply puts a smile on my face, or at least secretly in my heart.

im always thankful to Him tt despite getting to see less of her at times, we are still bestest buddies n keeping each other in mind n prayers.

ur truly my irreplaceable bestest frend, u noe?
dun let anyone take ur darlie smile away.
im behind u always.=).
i love u.



BacK By M3,
mad mama