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Saturday, May 06, 2006

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yesterdae marked the first most challenging pnw for growth session.
becos it was down to a last minute 2 piece band.
there was onli Gavin and me.
he must hav wanted to play the drums for the fast songs.but Auntie Sandra adviced him to play his bass.so he did.

it was supposed to be at least a 4 piece band.
Julian had to clear his work,i thought he would be late but in the end he dint turn up.
tink he got too much work to clear off.den my bro came super late.
n becos the homily was less than 15 minutes, by the time he reached,he onli had to play final song n the final final song.hahaha.but like wat Jenny said, we are proud of his commitment.
he esp took a cab which costed abt 25 bucks from NUH.

so i started all the songs.fast and slow songs.
but i thought we faired pretty well as a 2 piece band.haha.
esp when we played Sanctuary.
the build up was good.partly cos Gavin directed me wat to do.like to hit the bass notes hard n stuffs.so i liked the song the most last night.haha.

n Auntie Sharen helped to play the keyboard for communion song,Still.
i tink it was quite ok oso.
so last night,i felt as though it was back to Fr Gino's retreat when it was a 2 piece band,my bro n I.

but i neva thought we would pull through the night as a 2 piece band.haha.
least to think, i felt we did a pretty decent job.
i suppose God was moving within our hands as we play.haha.
n im happy.=).

btw,im pretty done with my ICT project.Thank God.
im gonna start N.E project later.

anw, last night on,off i was coughing until i felt so short of breathe.
n the blocked nose made things worst.
had to get up to blow my nose.
but im not coughing tt much already.

im trying to recall when i last met my dear girl.
hmm....mondae.5 days ago.
seems so long ago isn't it?
1 day is long enough.haha.
i miss her a lot.

everyday im just hoping tt she's doing fine.
bet she hasn't been catching enough rest.

oh well, wat can i do.but pray for her.
i just hope wednesdae or whichever day we can spend time together again, come soon.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 5/06/2006 04:34:00 PM :: link

Thursday, May 04, 2006

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just felt like blogging.

i miss a lot of things n people lately.
i miss Koh Samui, Pulau Ubin, the beaches, the sand, the sound of waves hitting along the coast.
i miss Bianca n Jenny.

did i mention tt i stayed over Jenny's place along with Bianca on one of the daes last week?
i dun tink i did.anw,it was a great nite.
i came to learn about things i dint noe.
at the same time,i learnt about my own mistake.

i was feeling quite depressed about skol.
maybe i wasn't tt used to the tougher subjects n friendship bonds dint make things better.
i was realli lethargic to head to skol, n i decided to not go some lessons.
n coincidentally, after eating breakfast i had a stomachache.
which sort of gave me even more excuse not to go skol.
so i dint go the earlier part of the dae lessons.

after tt dae's lessons.when i went back home,i felt realli guilty n disappointed.
i wasn't me.the me who always persisted on n everything.

i admit i was rather affected by my friends bond.
even though i had a very gd chat with Bianca the night before, but i guess i wasnt tt determined to let things be in tt sense.
i wanted things to turn out my way.
onli to realize it shouldn't be.

force always makes things worst.
i dint hav to try it out this time, becos i tried before.
n it always make things turn nasty n undesirable.

so yeah, tt was some wonderful nights spent last week with my 2 most beloved people.
wat would i do without them?hahahaha.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 5/04/2006 11:10:00 PM :: link

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hi.
my internet failed me again after i logged out yesterdae.
something went wrong again.
but luckily its fine now n already.hahaha.
something was not connected properly n stuff la.
n i panicked the whole dae n was planning to wake up early tml to go n hav the modem changed again.hahaha.

the pac net lady coached me step by step how to get the whole thing set up n everything.
she was very patient n nice.cos she was holding on the phone a few times while i restart my com.hahaha.
n the 1st time,we got disconnected cos she told me to unplug something.which turned out to be the phone line.hahaha.

n i thought she wouldnt call me back or wat.but she actually did.3 times in fact.
she called my hse no. but i couldnt receive the call,but i could connect back to the net.
n so i found out it was becos i dint place something properly.
so the third time,she called my hp no.wat a resourceful lady.hahaha.
no la,i tink cos i left them my no. yesterdae before.so they could check it up.

anw,so i was like asking her how come this n tt happened.
n she patiently answered my questions.
very good service from pac net.other than the waiting time for them to pick up my call.hahaha.
about 20-30 minutes.
but it was worth the wait since i've got my net up n revived again.haha.

anw,tml got no skol.so im just gonna sleep in n do tuts before going for growth in the evening.

BacK By M3,
Joyce

Joyce at 5/04/2006 07:56:00 PM :: link

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

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HELLOOOOOOOO!!!!!
im back!!!

lots of things happened since skol started,which also meant when my internet broke down.
i went to hav the modem changed todae.being defiant to my dage i renewed with pac net.
he doesnt wanna renew to pac net.
but i just renewed for 2 years.so wateva the case is going to be,im happy i got back the net.
n im proud this time i settled the com problem myself.haha.for once.

i had so much problems without the net these few weeks.
cos i've tons of projects to complete.
so on mondae,i actually went down to Niaima's place to use her internet.
tt was how desperate i was.
n i realli got to thank her a lot.she initially saved my life.cos i had to hand the project up to my members the next dae.

anw, on sundae i went for Gus's bdae party at his place.it was realli funny with Uncle Andrew n Uncle Cedric around.
i did enjoy their jokes a lot.hahaha.

tonight theres choir prac.but Niaima ain't coming.shes got something on.
i'm missing her.most likely,i won't be seeing her until next wed which means for more than a week.
anw,i owe tt girl a lot.a lot.
thanks girl for opening me up so much lately.=D.

anw,skol's been tough.hectic schedule n a lot of project to do.
the modules are pretty tough.in fact very tough.hahaha.
but honestly, it's getting better than the first week.
cos im getting more open minded about the whole semester tts coming up.=).

anw, i learnt one of the greatest lessons over these few weeks.
since i can't figure out why this is how much one's giving to me.
i shouldn't rack my brains anymore to find an answer.
some answers are not meant to be found.maybe not just yet.
and if this is how much one wants to give me, i will take it.
I'll try to give you as much as i used to.i will just try.

i treasure people more than i expected and knew.

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Joyce

Joyce at 5/03/2006 02:54:00 PM :: link