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ah.
no projects todae n tml finally.
suffocating under the amount of projects.
since mon/tuesdae its been projects projects every morning.
finally got plenty of sleep todae.

things not going very well.
i had a sudden dislike for something about girls while doing something.
girls love to sidetrack n they easily sidetrack.
i was quite fed up for a while.
but funny part is,im a girl too.
sounds like im stabbing myself in front.hahahaha.

but of course im not referring to the entire population of girls.
jux this handful of people i guess?

it was hard to concentrate.
had to try n drag them back to the "right" topic.
n apparently every few minutes later they start talking n sidetracking again.
phew.
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finally got to see Niaima again,yesterdae.
she baked cookies for us,tasted realli good.
but i din bring home any cos i know i would gobble everything up in less den a week n turn into some fat bum.

wasnt very concentrated wif practise last night.
jux felt quite uneasy.
dun realli know why but yeah,jux restless.
dint feel like playing or anything.
dint know wat i was supposed to do.
summing everything up=lost.

Uncle Gav was trying to help us pick a "signature song"
so we listened to a few songs.
but apparently we will neva reach tt kinda jing jie.
hahahaha.
yup.

felt i jux disappointed Madeleine again.
she told me to like ring Luke up.ask why he neva come for practise.
but i sorta turned her down.
my explanation--->we have nothing to say after that.
furthermore,Madde is closer wif him,so thought maybe she should give him a call.
so anyway,she approached my bro instead.

n ended up,i felt such a loser.
avoiding to show concern to a friend,Luke.

yep.
wasn't in good mood after that.
after so many negative feelings bout myself.
im such a disappointment, so lost in my own world.

feel like making up ringing Luke now.
maybe give him a sms.
yup.i shall.i did.

ok...
yesterdae my bro came home reeking of smoke.
maybe he was smoking.
after he came back from taiwan i saw him carrying a pack of cigarette in a metal container.
hai.
i dislike smoker so i sure hope hes not one.
but even if he is i wun dislike him la.
hes afterall my brother.

hes really taking after my father.
a ex smoker but still a drinker.
he[bro] drinks now too.

sheeh.EYB!


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Joyce

Joyce at 6/23/2005 12:14:00 PM :: link

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